Chapter 503 Conversation
"What have you done?"
Facing his daughter's innocent question, Yuanshan was silent for a while, and then asked again after a while:
"I asked you how far you have developed?"
It was only at this moment that Wu Geng received the true meaning of her father's "Have you done it?", she hesitated for a long time with a red face, and then gave the answer "It's only for kissing". At this moment, she was a little lucky, but fortunately she didn't follow Nishino's words.
The relationship continues to develop in depth, otherwise it would be hard for her to tell the truth like today when the secret was revealed.
But at the same time, there was a dull pain somewhere in his heart, as if he was blaming himself harshly. Following Nishino's wishes, the two of them would not have reached the level they are today.
Hearing the answer from Wu Geng, it was not easy to say that the distant mountains were relaxed.
"Dad, did Mother Bird tell you this?"
"Yes, but I already knew this."
"when?"
"Last summer when we had dinner together."
Yuan Shan didn't mean to hide anything. He hoped that the two of them could talk openly and honestly, but the matter itself was very sensitive, and it was difficult for him to find a suitable angle to approach it.
"At that time, neither Asuka's mother nor I had any intention of interfering. I hope you can understand this." Yuanshan said, he didn't want his daughter to misunderstand him.
"Shi Xiao, do you really like her?" Yuan Shan asked what he wanted to ask the most.
The answer to this question is self-evident, but Yuanshan wants to hear Wu Geng admit his feelings in person, not through the mouth of a third person, nor through his own observations and guesses.
There were gusts of cold wind outside the clubhouse, and Yuanshan looked at Wugeng, who had been lowering his head, waiting for her answer.
The hands that were retracted into the down jacket secretly clenched tightly at the fifth watch, and his mind flashed to Nishino pursed his lips on the beach in Macau, looking at his face shyly but expectantly.
——Xiao Xiao, do you... like me?
"……like."
I like it very much. I like it so much that when Nishino talks about the moment of breaking up, she feels as if she feels the pain as if her soul is being torn apart. It's not because of the breakup itself, but because she actually let the girl she likes so much take the initiative to break up.
Her twisted and self-loving seems to have become a burden that puts Nishino into a state of torment.
She was silent at five o'clock. The figure in the cold wind only gained a little thickness under the wrap of the coat.
This was the first time Yuan Shan saw his daughter so lost and self-doubting.
"Where's the flying bird?"
"Flying Bird?" Wugeng was surprised, why did Yuanshan mention her here.
Toyama opened his mouth, "Saito-san told me that Asuka was very depressed during this time... didn't you reject her?"
"I feel very sorry for this too...I have never been embarrassed to tell Mother Bird in person."
Seeing Wu Geng like this, Yuan Shan didn't know what to say, and most of his originally little energy was dissipated.
"Shu Xiao, you..." He shook his head, intending to change the angle, "Don't you like birds?"
Wu Geng was stunned by Yuan Shan's question, "Dad, what are you talking about?"
Frankly speaking, Yuan Shan does not support this relationship, he only supports Wu Geng.
He and Nishino have not met each other a few times, nor have they had a good chat. Instead, because of the relationship between Asuka's mother, his affection for the little Asuka is much greater than that of Nishino. However, Yuanshan had not wavered before.
The intention of weighing who is more important on the scale in my heart.
Yuanshan thinks that the current relationship is very clear. Nishino dumped Wu Geng, and Wu Geng dumped Xiao Feiniao. The details may be different, but the results are very different.
As the lowest and weakest being among the three people, Xiao Feiniao naturally has a bit of pitiful sympathy from the perspective of bystanders.
Toyama shook his head. He came to understand the situation and why he became Saito's mother's lobbyist.
He reorganized what he wanted to say.
"In the past few days, I rarely interfere with family affairs. Xiaohe has a lively temper and often gets into trouble, so you take care of him most of the time. You have been very thoughtful since you were a child, and you are also very mature in dealing with people. Even if I want to educate you,
I don’t know where to start, so I seldom ask about your affairs, but it’s not because I don’t care about you.”
"I know this."
"The same thing happened this time. I thought that these are your own affairs. They were all handled by you before. Now it's inappropriate to meddle in things, so I noticed it and didn't say anything more.
"
"Dad, you think so highly of me," Wu Geng smiled bitterly, "I'm not that strong, and my previous calmness was just an act."
"No one is so strong that he is invulnerable to fire and water." Yuanshan said, "Even an iron man will rust."
"But I really don't know what to do." Wu Geng shrank his head hard.
"You're just trapped," Toyama said, "by a lot of things."
"Remember what I told you about your mother last time, right?"
Wu Geng nodded.
Taking a few steps forward from the mountain, he raised his hand to straighten Wu Geng's wind-blown hair. He found it incredible that she would occasionally see the shadow of his wife in his daughter, and it was obvious that their personalities were so different. He found it funny that Wu Geng
It is the child of him and his wife, and in the eyes of the distant mountains, it is the continuation of his wife's life. No matter how much a daughter looks like her mother, it cannot be overstated.
As for Wu Genghe, Lai Yuanshan felt very sorry for his son. During the period when his wife was seriously ill after giving birth to him, Yuanshan did regret it and wished he had not had the second one. This is human nature, and now he
Already looked away.
"I rarely talk about you and Xiaohe's mother. There are no photos at home. The ones placed on the Buddhist altar are her favorite gadgets when she was seriously ill, such as the Kendama Feather Board."
"What kind of person is my mother?" Wu Geng asked. In fact, she had always wanted to ask this question, but she was worried about Yuan Shan's mood and did not speak.
Her father is tall and tall, with a very burly figure. Although his personality is too serious and far from popular, he has actually had many opportunities to remarry. He is single to this day, and she is still attached to her five years ago.
deceased mother.
"Your mother has a personality like a child. She gets what she likes. She is egoistic and likes to have a bad temper. She doesn't know whether she really doesn't understand or doesn't want to understand some things about human nature. She always gets into it in a dull manner.
." At this point, he smiled, "When she and I attended a festival, there was a small stall selling cork guns. Your mother shot two special prizes with one shot. The stall owner asked her to pick one, but she stupidly
Ask 'Why can't I choose both'."
Yuan Shan didn't sound like his wife when he imitated her, but Wu Geng still smiled. He seemed to be able to sense her mother's unwillingness to be greedy.
"Not long after the stall owner started her stall, she took all the special prizes, and I was afraid that she wouldn't be able to attract many tourists, so I stepped forward to mediate and finally replaced her with a first-prize doll."
At the fifth watch, you can probably imagine that the stall owner was playing tricks with his mother, and suddenly a 1.8-meter tall mountain with a huge back suddenly appeared next to him. I think the smile on the other person's face at that time must have been very flattering and far-fetched.
Seeing that Wu Geng finally showed a slight smile, Yuan Shan paused for a moment and changed the topic, "When your mother was seriously ill and lying in the hospital, I didn't have much real feeling at all. The hospital issued several critical illness notifications, and I panicked.
I got up. The company took a long vacation and I stayed with her every day without going anywhere. You should have the impression that during that time, you and your neighbors helped take care of Xiaohe all the time. I didn't fulfill my responsibilities as a father at all.
.”
In fact, the impression of Wu Geng was not deep, and she could recall some. She must have seen her mother's face at that time, but it was blurry. Only the warmth, comfort and security of being held in her arms remained.
Come down.
"So, when your mother left, I was also trapped." Yuanshan said, "Human feelings are really a wonderful thing. Obviously, my legs are growing on me, so I can go wherever I want, but I
But I always feel like I can't go anywhere. After your mother left, it was like my emotions and desires were taken away from me, and I became a robot. No matter at work or at home, at work or in front of the TV, no matter what I did, I always felt like I couldn't go anywhere.
I don’t think it’s that interesting.”
"Then Dad, how did you get out?" Wu Geng asked.
Yuan Shan stared at Wu Geng's childish face, suddenly feeling a little envious. He smiled and said, "Those who can't get out are still there now."
"What you have lost is already in the past, and it is useless no matter how long you hold on to it. When you are older, you will understand. After a certain age, life is a process of constant peeling off, and sometimes it falls off
If you are older, it will hurt for a while. Sometimes if you are smaller, it will only hurt for a short time. In the end, you are left to face the world with your bare hands, just like when you came. Your mother just finished it earlier.
Chapter completed!