Change means giving up, giving up the immaturity of the past, giving up the part of the character that is not sophisticated enough, and giving up the little troubles and abjections that are meaningless to the future but are always entangled in thoughts in the present. In the end, all growth is the fading of that layer of youthfulness.

The skin has been transformed and molded into a mature person who has reached the same goal through different paths.

Teenagers and girls on the edge of adulthood are so similar - they hate being changed by the world and being assimilated by the crowd, but they always imagine that they can change the world and change others - especially the people they care about.

The rehearsal on the red and white day was also the last rehearsal. As the time approached, the feeling of depression became heavier and heavier. Because it was the first time on stage, the string of pressure became tighter. But the more you care about some things, the more mistakes you make.

.

There will always be members who make the wrong move. They have practiced the same dance move countless times in private and have almost formed a muscle memory. When they step on the stage, there is still an unavoidable panic in their hearts. Most of the seats in the audience except STAFF are empty.

, it seemed that the seats were already full of spectators, and the pressure of their gaze reminded many members of their nervousness during their first meeting.

Kawago made several wrong moves, and no one criticized her. They were just a few small moves that were not obvious, and she was standing in the last position. The moving camera would not stay on for a long time during the official filming, so small mistakes are difficult to make.

Being noticed, besides, there is no perfect performance, let alone a dance involving many people.

After the rehearsal, on the way back to the lounge, Hashimoto comforted her like this, but there was no way, Kawago didn't seem to accept this.

"I also made a wrong move. Don't pay too much attention to it. Even if it is a live broadcast, the camera will be switched. The director will quickly move the camera away if he notices something is wrong."

"What if there is a big mistake?" Kawago asked.

"How could there be a big mistake," Hashimoto said with a smile, "We have been rehearsing for so long just for today."

"But there are always unexpected situations that happen."

"for example?"

"Manatsu suddenly fell down on the stage or something like that."

"..." Hashimoto put his hand on his chin, his expression not as relieved as before. To be honest, the probability of this happening is really not low.

Akimoto, who was lagging behind, sneezed.

"Even Manatsu should understand that doing this kind of thing depends on the occasion," Hashimoto said uncertainly, "Probably." He didn't notice at all that the tone of his words basically acquiesced to Akimoto's wrestling.

Skills can be controlled by oneself.

"Why is Nanamin so calm?"

"It's probably due to psychological quality."

"As expected of a Yuejiu actress, her psychological quality is really good." Kawago sighed.

"Hey." Hashimoto didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

In July 2013, she participated in Fuji TV's Yue Jiu drama. Although she was only a minor supporting role, the members would occasionally tease her about it, especially Kawago, who often called her Yue Jiu actress with personality.

Nicknames like actress.

Kawago is only five months older than Asuka, and has a very good relationship with the Nenjo group, especially Hashimoto and Fukawa. When Hashimoto moved out of the dormitory and moved into an apartment, Kawago was the first person he welcomed. Even now

, there are only a handful of members who have been to the Hashimoto family as guests. Unlike the Gogeng family, basically every member of the first generation has been there once, even though they were invited by Ikoma without permission.

"Sure enough, popular actresses can't understand the feelings of a little person like me." Kawago shook his head and sighed.

"I mean well."

"Maimai is obviously better at comforting others."

"Why don't you go find your Holy Mother and see how she enlightens you." Hashimoto said angrily.

Although Hashimoto and Fukawa are currently in a state of reconciliation, Hashimoto is still a little frightened when the other party's name is mentioned, but she is very good at burying this little subtlety deep in her heart.

"Mai Mai seems to have stayed behind." Wei Teng, who was in the front, turned around, "Nanxiang-san seemed to have something to do when he stopped her..."

However, before he finished the second half of the sentence, Chuanhou was already running back with thumping steps.

"Why are you so anxious? Maiimai won't run away." Hashimoto was worried that she would bump into other members or staff.

"Hina-chan is closer to Mai Mai," Weito said.

"After all, I escorted her to school for a long time," Hashimoto said, "kind of like a guardian."

"Didn't Nanamin give it away too, along with Mai Mai?"

"Misa, you're talking about the time when the dormitory has just ended and we haven't moved out yet and found apartments to live in."

Seeing the other party nodding, Hashimoto fell into memories a little.

In the dim morning light, Fukawa suddenly pulled off the quilt on the bridge. She curled up and let out a meaningless lament. She was so cold that she reluctantly sat up, rubbing her eyes and complaining that Fukawa was too tired.

morning.

"It's getting late. I usually go out at this time. You see Haruna-chan is here."

"Nanamin, hurry up, I will be deducted credits for being late."

"It doesn't matter. As a college student, I will give you a piece of advice. There is always a chance to make up for your credits, but being lazy and missing out on sleep will be a loss in life."

"Nanamin, what nonsense are you talking about? Harina-chan is already embarrassed by her attendance at work, so don't encourage her anymore. Get up quickly, didn't you say you wanted to send her to school with me?"

"Okay, okay, ten minutes, get up again in ten minutes."

"No, get up now!"

…

Hashimoto is not the kind of person who likes to dwell on the past, but recently, she has always fallen into memories easily, and it is difficult for her to even think of resisting.

It stands to reason that most people who are happy to remember the past are dissatisfied with reality and have no choice but to absorb the missing nutrients of their souls from memories. But what exactly is she dissatisfied with?

Hashimoto smiled at Eto and stopped thinking about this problem.
Chapter completed!