Nana Hashimoto is a character who refuses to admit defeat, whether in study or life.

Her father's opposition only aroused her competitive spirit, and she was desperate to break through the obstacles and find a world of her own. At that time, she thought Asahikawa was too young and too familiar, a classmate from a neighborhood school, and an unchanging scenery.

People who are happy with the situation are like a Rubik's cube that has figured out the structure. No matter how messed up the colors are, they can always follow the rules and restore them.

She often felt like a fish trapped in shallow water. After a few turns, she touched the boundary of the puddle. Most of the celebrities in biographies rose from humble beginnings and stirred up wind and rain in the center of the world. She also wanted to

Go and see the center. Even the center of the country.

At that time, she didn't understand the difference between big and small.

She works and studies every day, and her life is packed to the brim. She drags her exhausted body into bed every night, but it is difficult for her to sum up her tiring day with the word "fulfillment." She eats frugally and counts on herself to the minimum.

The amount of money it takes to survive in this city is as humble as dust floating in the air.

The size of Tokyo is an expansion of nothingness. She has no family or friends here. When something happens, the first thing she thinks of is not asking for help, but whether she can survive it. Her time and energy are swallowed up by invisible monsters, but she

I got nothing, I can only look forward to the graduation date coming soon.

"Xiao Feng, I hope you won't follow the same path I took," Hashimoto said. "I thought I could do better than my brother before. However, this is not the case. Many things will not develop as we hope.

Yes, you need to allow a series of mistakes in the process, miscalculations about yourself, and overly idealistic imaginations about the world."

Hashimoto Yutaka didn't speak. His stubborn appearance was exactly the same as his own. Confronting with huge power or some deep-rooted ideas will give people a tragic sense of self-achievement. In the confrontation between the strong and the weak, the weak one will be more powerful.

It is easy to inspire all the fighting spirit and even dare to sacrifice without fear. Hashimoto is not sure if his brother is like this.

In fact, everyone in his family is against him, even his mother. The situation he faces now is much more difficult than when he went to Beijing.

"Xiao Feng, what do you think?"

"...I want to be with my sister." He said in a low voice.

"With me?" Hashimoto smiled, "How? Living together? Working together? Or should I go to school with you? Xiaofeng, we are not children, and it is not like we were when we were children. You can do it every day

Follow me and I'll take you around. You're fifteen years old, don't you understand this?"

"I know, I know...but..." His voice became smaller and smaller, and finally he simply lowered his head.

Hashimoto was a little embarrassed.

"This year I have had almost no interactions with my sister except for talking on the phone. The time I see her on TV far exceeds the time I meet in real life. I rarely mention my sister to my classmates, but my neighbors and relatives know about it.

In some cases, I would occasionally ask, ‘Has Nanamin come back?’ or something like that, and I would answer, ‘Not yet, it should be soon, my sister is very busy’...”

Hashimoto listened silently.

"Sister, it is very difficult to forget someone. The memories stay there and are fixed there. They cannot be taken away or destroyed. But it is very simple to make the memories lose their temperature. It only requires a certain cooling time. Phone call

The sister in the movie and the sister on TV are only a very, very small part of the sister I know, but these very, very small parts are all that I have been able to come into contact with in the past few years since my sister left.

"That day, I was sitting on my couch watching the edited footage of my sister in the videotape, and it suddenly occurred to me that I am Yutaka Hashimoto, the younger brother of Nana Hashimoto, and the person on TV is my sister... But, I

I found that my understanding of one thing has become blurry. So, is my sister an idol, or is the idol my sister? I know, I know this is a stupid question, and only fools will struggle with it, but, this

It’s important! It’s really important! At least it is to me!”

Hashimoto looked at him seriously. His younger brother rarely had the opportunity to express his thoughts like this.

"At that time, my mind was very messed up," Yutaka Hashimoto said. "These two thoughts were entangled, making me confused about the east, west, and north. It was obvious that the sister in Asahikawa was more real, but the one who was an idol in Tokyo

My sister plays a larger role in our reality..."

"It was at that time that I made the decision that I wanted to go to school next to my sister."

This is a kind of willfulness. Hashimoto could not say this anyway.

What nonsense are you thinking about? Go home obediently. Your idol is your older sister, your older sister is your idol. It doesn’t matter. Hashimoto can’t say these words no matter what.

Her younger brother is too simple and easy to admit death. He also likes to get into trouble and is stubborn. He doesn't listen to others and does whatever comes to his mind. He is direct and unpretentious. He has his own opinions and keeps them in his heart. Once he speaks out, he must achieve them. He is stubborn.

,stupid, don’t know how to adapt...but...

But it's exactly the same as her, isn't it?

What's wrong with being willful, what's wrong with being wanton, it doesn't matter if you are opposed by others, it doesn't matter if you are opposed by many, many people, in the end, aren't they the ones they have to do? What's more, Hashimoto is willing to take responsibility for himself and has done this. Continue

Next it was her brother's turn.

Hashimoto is not a good sister. After going to Beijing, she has been avoiding going home and hiding from her father. She is holding back her anger. She can live well by herself without relying on anyone. She just wants to prove this. However,

, but left his long-time follower in Asahikawa, trapped in a quagmire of pain and entanglement. Boys and girls of this age are sentimental and can easily fall into some emotions, making it difficult to get out.

Hashimoto is running for survival in Tokyo, and her brother is worried about his sister in Asahikawa. These are equally important.

Hashimoto stood up and walked over, squatted down in front of his brother, and grabbed his hand. Before he knew it, his brother's hand was as big as his sister's, maybe even bigger.

"Xiao Feng..." She didn't know what to say.

"Sister...did I cause you any trouble?"

Hashimoto shook his head, "No."

"Am I stupid for thinking about these things all day long?"

"How is it possible? Xiaofeng's grades are the same as my sister's... no, better than my sister's. This has always been the thing I am most proud of."

"..."

"...Want to come? Tokyo."

Hashimoto Yutaka raised his head in surprise, the glasses behind his glasses were rounded, and his mouth was slightly open.

"So, do you want to come to Tokyo?" Hashimoto helped him straighten the frame and patted his head, "I haven't been able to see Xiaofeng in person, and my sister is actually quite lonely. Ah, but don't say this.

Get out, I don't want to be called a brother-in-law." She said with a smile.
Chapter completed!