Chapter 750
Now that he has gradually lost the right to speak in the guild, Zhao Pengpeng can only focus on other places. It should be said that he has saved these things again. It can be said that he is really a little too arrogant. Maybe at this time, he still hopes
If you can get some so-called happiness, at least don't always lose it without getting results like before.
Life is a process of ups and downs, he understands it. It can be said that his father's past experiences are prompting him to want to be a person like his father, but today he knows that he may be like many second-generation people.
There is no way to have the courage and ability to become a father, nor to have other extraordinary things, so I can only be so ordinary. Now think about it, it seems that the saying "ordinary" is true or that ordinary is precious, and it is given to myself.
The most correct and the least likely to be wrong.
I am more or less tired of looking at things in the past or the past. To put it bluntly, in those previous times, I did not consider others as a very important matter. He always thought that
As long as you have your own hard work and ability and the money gifted to you by your father, you can live a better life, or be more or less happier than others. Of course, this is for sure, even if
Now I have to admit that my life is happier, happier, and happier than most people, many, many more, but it is precisely because this kind of happiness and happiness is short-lived, or that these happiness and happiness never come from myself.
It was created by himself, but it caused him to have various doubts about many things. He felt that he might be too ordinary based on this alone. The help his father once gave him was that he was extraordinary in some aspects. Maybe
It was my father's teachings to me that made me feel that I have a broader vision than others in certain places. There are many, many possibilities, but it is just because the degree of these possibilities gradually improves and improves.
Slowly changing, he realized that life is not easy and that he was actually no better than others. The people he once looked down on were also full of joy or trying their best.
Looking for their own life, of course, in their own eyes, they are just looking for life. Success is a reality for them, or it is impossible for them to have any hope of success, but they are not that kind of person at all.
, he is truly full of hope, or he is truly a person wrapped in creation. Because he is such a person, when something suddenly happens around him and tells him that his choice has failed, he
The understanding ability is higher or lower than that of people who have grown up, or compared to those who have long known that success is not easy, my past, or what I am doing now, is really a bit too naive, of course.
, he does not think that what he did is naive, he only thinks that he has not been chosen. Yes, he is still realistic. He used to think that people can only succeed when they are chosen, or in other words, they can only succeed when they are chosen.
It is normal to have ability, but now he is thinking more and more about what he should do if he is not the chosen one, what if he is going to become an ordinary person who can no longer be ordinary. You should eventually
What to do, these are all his own problems, and these are not even the fear of his own terrible things. Maybe he hopes to change a lot of things, but now thinking about it, what he can change is really very little, even
In the eyes of many people, many of the changes they have made cannot be called changes at all, but just the unresolved anger of ordinary life. Just like how they used to see others, they used to see others full of this kind of anger.
Disdain and ridicule are just like when others see the dissatisfied expression on their face.
He originally thought that he was getting closer to victory or success at this time. It should be getting closer, or it must be getting closer, because he tried his best and hoped to find many things.
But he never expected that this matter was indeed far beyond what he had imagined. He himself thought that many things were not easy to solve, but he always believed that if he worked hard,
Some words.
But it makes no sense to think about these now. He understands that the most important thing now is actually living hard. For people like himself, living hard or improving his current living situation as much as possible is the most important thing.
It is also the most meaningful. Of course, many people think about many of their own things too frequently, or too ordinary, but he does not want to say those special things. He is still thinking about them now.
How to deal with those people who are a little bit like him? Of course, he can also feel that even after he works hard, what he gets in the end is just very ordinary, or even very mundane.
In the end, I may only be able to accept such an ordinary and somewhat mediocre self. Of course, this is not a particularly terrible thing. It is normal. Even in my own eyes, it does not make me feel too sad. This
It is very possible, or it is very cognitive for all my thoughts. Of course, some people will think that you are just wasting more time by saying or doing this, and I admit it.
Many things about myself are more common than others, or more frequent than others, but what my father said is right, that is, I should try my best not to take many things to heart.
Maybe because of this. He also understood that his sister was about to live a better life, and his sister was taking care of him carefully. They were all thinking about how to avoid being laughed at as much as possible. He wanted to escape from his father.
He came to a remote place to rescue a friend who fell into the water. If he could live a better life, if that were the case, he might actually be happier than others. Of course, he still hoped to change some things.
, or in other words, try to improve his past life as much as possible, so that he can live a happier life and more or less understand how difficult life is, so slowly he thinks more and more about things that can be improved.
Chapter completed!