Sisyphus looked at the group of people behind him. He found something about himself in these people, or in other words, the circumstances that allowed him to work hard. What he most likely thought was that all these things were far beyond his control, and he could not control them.

It is precisely because of this that in many cases I have already given up on many things. Although I don’t want to give up, I can still feel it in some aspects. In fact, many times I have long been dissatisfied with certain things.

No matter how concerned, caring and understanding he is, he still has to admit that most of the time, he may actually give too little. Of course, he never thinks that what he pays is too much. He even thinks that what he pays is too little.

The truth is that you should be stronger than others in many cases, but now you have to admit that if you don't fight the real enemy at this time, you may really have nothing, and you will have nothing, nothing.

Not winning, this is what I am most concerned about and afraid of now. In fact, after working so hard, can I continue to be happy like in the past life, but it seems that more and more things are telling me

, in fact, it is far from easy, and it will not be as simple as I once thought, because if things do not develop, it will keep rushing forward towards a place that I cannot control. Although I cannot control it, I can't control it.

To admit, if nothing can be left behind, there is really nothing much to say. Although he admits that sometimes certain things are really not completely controllable by him, but now he admits that this is the case now.

At that time, if you don't rush forward, many people will directly pass you. This is what you are most afraid of seeing, and what you least want to see. Although you have tried your best, or tried your best,

I hope to change some things, but it seems that some aspects of myself are not completely controllable by myself. Of course, although I hope that I can be something that is seriously understood by others, it seems that I am far from it now.

It's not that easy, and it's not that simple. Although I want to try my best to make changes, or break through all the so-called cages and shackles of the past, but now it seems that this matter cannot be completely done by myself.

Although he also knows that there is something wrong with doing this, or that it will make people feel that he is not so critical to many things, he also understands that in this case, things are actually easier to grasp and easier.

He also more or less made himself understand that many things would be easily won by others if he didn't fight hard. He didn't want others to discuss him too much. He hoped that others would be more considerate when discussing him.

Focus on himself, not on other times. Although he knows that he is thinking about completely meaningless things in many situations now, he must also admit that in fact, many things are beyond his control.

Yes.

Now he looked at the group of people, and his heart was full of appreciation for the future. Of course, he understood one thing better, that is, there were people who dared to rush over at this time and wanted to fight with him with all their strength.

If this is really the case, all the things he may have done in his past life will explode at this moment. If he wants to succeed, he will slowly become a person who attracts attention from others like he did before. Of course, this

This matter has always been like this. He has always been paid attention to by others, or he has made others understand some problems more or less. But at this time, he really never thought that one day it would be so difficult. Although

He more or less understood that many people did not follow him because of their ability. In fact, for them, in many cases, he was just doing something that they didn't like or that could make their life easier.

It's a good thing, so they are willing to follow them in every possible way. Of course, whether this method is right or wrong, and whether there is any mistake, this is not what I can understand. Although I still hope to know some things, in the end

At the very least, he should let others know that he has never been depressed or saddened by this kind of thing. He is still the same person, but things have happened little by little and all kinds of changes have happened. But now

?With all due respect to him, many things seem to be completely separated from his own ideas or thinking from the moment he makes a choice. This is of course wrong, and he also knows that this is not right, but how can that be done?

What should I do? Everything cannot be evaluated and commented solely on the two things of right and wrong. Although he said that some things are definitely beyond his control or control, he still understands now.

One point, that is, in fact, in most cases, he is just an ordinary person. Of course, he will never admit defeat, and he cannot admit defeat, because if he admits defeat on this matter, he will really do nothing.

None of them are gone. Maybe because of this, I have become more and more aware of many things. This is by no means a problem that I can control, but requires everyone to pay attention to it.

But the most pitiful thing is that the so-called people who have been supporting me from behind no longer exist. In other words, for many years in the past, the things that I tried my best to change have disappeared in this moment.

Everything no longer exists. Even if you want to change some things, in the end there are still many things that are completely beyond your control. Of course, these things are by no means problems that you can easily solve.

, although many times now, the great hero King Ikenesh thinks it is time to Jiaojiao Bogan Emperor Queen Judith II and those so-called modesty all are invited to join here. We don’t care about these issues at all, because these issues

Although it is caught on us all the time, it actually does not really affect us. We still have the kind of good days that we have always hoped for in many lives in the past. Of course, this is also the inevitable happy life.

Even if I think about it, I will try my best to make all of this the same. The king next to me, Battiscumo Moro, has really taken the title of Nagar Zernoor from the Count of Roger Rocha.

, and in the city of Pangjialuobali, Kumarajiva usurped the local virtuous son of the Earl Banner's house from Luoze Junchao Count Pirolo Zhendiluo. In an instant, this Pirolo Zhendiluo lost everything in an instant, which was even more painful.
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