When he was in high school and college, the purpose of studying was very simple, that is, to win the favor of others. He believed that studying well during that period of time was an advantage and a natural advantage. Only by studying well, you can achieve success.

Only then can he show off his power in front of his teachers and classmates. Of course, he has never been that kind of person. His mother has taught him to be kind to others since he was a child. He has also understood this truth since he was a child, whether it is true or false, but at least during that period

During the time, he did receive a lot of complaints because he did not help many classmates, but this complaint was just that he was a little too selfish. It seemed that apart from this, the teacher and classmates did not delve into other things.

He, or rather his teachers and classmates' evaluation of him was not that inferior. At least at that time and in Persimmon, when people lived entirely by scores, his achievements were enough to make any teacher in any subject feel proud.

When someone says that he is a student of a certain teacher, others will give that teacher a thumbs up and say that you can teach such a student, or that such a student is your friend, and the student is educated by you.

That is simply a gift from God to you to learn from a teacher. He always believes that he should respect the teacher, because it is the teacher who has given him sufficient knowledge. However, as he grows older, he becomes further and further away from the teaching profession. In the end,

During the early days of elementary school and junior high school, it can be said that everyone’s dreams at that time were the same: teacher, scientist, inventor. Of course, many people even didn’t know what scientists and inventors were working on, or

They said they didn’t know what they were inventing. They listened to Edison, Newton and Einstein’s stories and were deeply attracted by them. These children didn’t care whether they had such talents. Anyway, in primary school

When you are young, no teacher will correct that child and say that you cannot become such a person, because there are endless children in the future, and even more so in the future. If a teacher dares or dares to put this matter

To make it public would be to offend the world's major ministries. He would not do that, but at that time, what he wanted to be was a real teacher. At that time, he had a unique love for the profession of teacher, and most importantly

At least at that time, I didn't see any overly respectable profession, and my parents were just the most ordinary people. My mother was a small trader, and my father was just a worker in a small factory.

It seems that he has had a natural aversion to the word worker since he was a child, because he felt that his father was not respected by others anywhere, precisely because he was a worker, but now he knows more and more that workers are the

The most important thing for the stable operation of this society is that everyone, whether it be the workers themselves, can have a happier and happier life, but I do everything possible to escape from the simple or ordinary inability to be a worker.

No matter how ordinary the job is, at that time, he focused all his attention on the teacher. He found that the teacher's job has a unique sense of superiority, and the imparting knowledge can be said to be a real gardener. Of course, before he

When writing essays, I often compare teachers to gardeners, but at that time, what exactly is the reason for doing something, and what should be done? I don’t quite understand the reason in his mind, which is the same as everyone else’s mind.

The reasons were almost the same, they were just watering the flowers with a kettle. Of course, some pruning was needed occasionally. At that time, he didn't think it was a very technical job, but now he has seen it.

There are many real gardeners, and there is even a real gardener in the garden downstairs of his own home. He looks forward to that person working steadily every day. It is indeed very different from what he thought before.

The things they think about are still too idealistic, too childish and too innocent. In fact, they are gardeners. In his opinion, this job requires very good ability and willpower, just like the job of teachers. It also requires very good ability and willpower.

Very good learning. Only when you learn and understand can you do one thing to the best of your ability.

But when he was that age, he never imagined that his future would be related to online games. At least at that time, he had never had such thoughts. Even at that time, he should have a natural attention and addiction to games.

When I was feeling emotional, the thing that all the boys in the class liked to do the most at that time, or the thing they were most willing to do, was to spend all their energy and pocket money given by their parents in the game arcade, and it was at that time that it started

, he has shown a completely different appearance from these children. At least in that era, he was completely different from other people. Of course, he did not think there was anything wrong with his being different, but he had to

He must admit that he was indeed in that era, when many children liked to play games, and all his ideas and practices really made him criticized by everyone. Even when many children were reported by others for going to Internet cafes,

Everyone placed the first suspect on him, and therefore he was indeed treated with unwarranted favor and rejection by others during that period of time. It took a long time for him to finally recover.

, maybe because of this, he became more and more disgusted with games, and even thought that if a person, or an ordinary person, is too addicted to games, it will definitely be quite uncomfortable, and to say the least, it should not be

, because in his mind, such a thing should not exist, or to put it bluntly, in such a time, a life like his should not exist. The game destroyed him and his friends, or he

Although he couldn't say clearly about the relationship between the group of friends he considered himself to be. He didn't know whether he should blame the game or who should be blamed for this, but at least during that period of time, he did feel pain and discomfort because of this incident.

, but at least one thing he can identify is that during that period of time, his pain and discomfort were not relieved quickly. Instead, because of some things, such things always happened, and they were never enough to match him.

An outsider said something about Daoya, and he had a very difficult and sad past with other classmates or the group of friends he thought he used to be. He always thought that what he did at that time was still a little childish when he thought about it now.

, but it is much better than focusing on the game. If all a person thinks about is the game, then this person can really say that he has not achieved anything, especially at that time when he is working hard.

At the age of study, he regarded games as a scourge. Even many parents were not as far-reaching as he thought. He didn't know why, but he discovered that he was good at games and had a natural, even indifferent, interest in games.

Unreasonable disgust, and it was precisely because of this disgust that he developed an instinct for games in days like these. The anger or rejection also directly made him forget that he was once a gamer.

As a teenager, treating games as a scourge is just his personal thought. People are like this. People will always ignore some things slowly, and in the end, your friends may suddenly discover these ignored things.

When you think back one day, you still feel very sad and sad deep in your heart. At least now, every time he thinks about the friends he lost because of the game, he feels endless pain and anger deep in his heart.

, he thought that he had been fooled, at least by those illogical people. The game was illogical. Even now that he had reached this position, he still thought that the game was important to him.

His own childhood had no effect, or in other words, if there were no games in childhood, it might be brighter and happier. He didn't know where his thoughts came from, but at least he could say without any politeness that his thoughts are now

It seems that it is indeed a bit outdated, because now, especially in a company like my own, which is to provide so-called game services without any politeness or even any pressure. In today's day, if

It is wrong for me to talk about games without any shame, or to say that I am completely ignorant. In this case, it is too much, wrong, or incorrect, because it is true that some people have the best idea of ​​​​getting cheap and being good.
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