Chapter 317
Qin Xiaoxiao thought that Jingheng didn't want to make friends because he was naturally withdrawn and liked quietness. He never thought that he was afraid of losing and would rather never have it.
She didn't know why Jingheng had such thoughts, nor what he had experienced. She could only vaguely guess from some clues in the past that it had something to do with Princess Protector's consort, who was his biological father.
Looking at Jing Heng who seemed to be unconcerned, an incident that happened six years ago suddenly appeared in Qin Xiaoxiao's mind.
That day, she came to the Princess Mansion to celebrate Jing Heng's birthday with the gifts she had prepared for a long time. At that time, she saw that everyone in the mansion was there, but she did not see the consort, so she asked out of doubt.
She still vividly remembers everyone's reaction at that time.
The servants looked at her in panic, as if she had made a huge mistake; the Princess Protector, who was kind to her, had an unprecedented sharp look in her eyes; Jing Heng, who was smiling just a moment ago, suddenly turned gloomier than ever before
All terrible.
She has no memory of what happened after that. Over the years, she has never asked about Jingheng's father. It seems that her subconscious tells her every moment that this is a taboo in the entire princess palace and will be hurt if touched.
Taking a deep breath, Qin Xiaoxiao hid the distress in her eyes, pretending to be relaxed and teasing: "Brother Li, it turns out that you are also afraid of something, you are afraid of being left behind!"
Realizing that he had made a mistake, Jing Heng was filled with annoyance. He didn't expect her to react like this. He didn't know what to say for a moment.
"Brother Li, don't worry, I won't tell anyone else about this." Qin Xiaoxiao looked at Jingheng with a smile, and said seriously: "Otherwise if word gets out, the people who want to be friends with you will not be able to tell anyone about it."
The queues from the east city gate to the west city gate will definitely not be so nice to me if you have many friends by then."
Jing Heng looked at her blankly and didn't speak for a long time.
Just when Qin Xiaoxiao was trying to figure out his thoughts and wanted to continue to explain, he raised his hand and slapped her on the forehead: "You are self-aware, so you should be nice to me."
Qin Xiaoxiao breathed a sigh of relief, hugging his arm with a smile and swaying: "That's right, I also hope that Brother Li will choose a husband with both talent and appearance for me, who will treat you as well as he treats his own brother!"
Jing Heng knew that what the girl said was a joke, but he still felt unhappy: "Humph, a girl keeps talking about the word 'husband-in-law' all day long, how shameless!"
Qin Xiaoxiao's smile did not change and she said plausibly: "It's time for men to get married and women to get married. I'm not afraid of being left behind, so naturally I have to make plans in advance to prevent my desired husband from being snatched away!
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Jing Heng's expression was complicated and he couldn't help but ask: "People's hearts are fickle. Are you not afraid that the husband you picked out from thousands of people will one day abandon you like a worn out shoe?"
Qin Xiaoxiao's heart moved, and he suddenly said: "Brother Li is worried that others will change, but how could he know that he is not the one who will change first? My husband abandoned me like a bad shoe, it's just that he is blind, and it's not me who became a bad shoe.
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You are who you are, and no matter how much slander from others, you can't change it. If you doubt yourself and reject yourself because of other people's words or actions, how can you live your true self?
You should know that if you despise yourself, others will despise you; if you love yourself, others will love you!
Chapter completed!