Font
Large
Medium
Small
Night
Prev Index    Favorite Next

Chapter 378 Red Bean Disease

Seeing that Jiang Yiyan was sincere in admitting his mistake, he felt compassion and explained to Jiang Lie: "Mom, Jiang Lie has always been unaware of it. He didn't know that you gave birth to me. He didn't receive any of the letters you wrote."

Jiang Lie nodded in tears: "Yes, if I knew you had given birth to my son, I would never have come to see you no matter what, but I really didn't know and I really didn't receive your letter."

Fenxiang sobbed and said, "How could it be? How could it be? I wrote it very clearly. It was sent to Jiang Lion City, and I had a note. The recipient was Jiang Lie, a general of the Shenliu Legion. Some letters would be lost, but one letter was lost, two letters... It was impossible to lose dozens of letters... I have written nearly a hundred letters to you... You actually... haven't received them..."

As for why Jiang Lie did not receive the letter from Fennel, Jiang Lie decided to go to the Hongyan Bureau of Shenshi City after returning to Shenshi City to find out. Hongyan Bureau is equivalent to a postal bureau. All letters sent to Shenshi City through mailing channels will be sent to Hongyan Bureau first for transit, and then sent to the designated location for receiving the letters in Shenshi City by Hongyan Bureau.

Hongyan Bureau is a state-owned institution and is directly under the jurisdiction of the court. Jiang Lie couldn't help but suspect that Yuan Guocai was at work.

Jiang Lie looked at Anise's tears: "You have written dozens of letters to me, indicating that you have a lot of things to say to me. Now that I'm here, I'm by your side, you can say whatever you want to say to me. I will listen to you quietly."

"General, can you get up first, can you speak?" Fenix ​​patted the empty seat on the bed beside him, "Sit here."

It is better to obey orders than to be respectful, Jiang Lie got up and sat next to Xuing.

Fenix ​​smiled and leaned on Jiang Lie's shoulder. Perhaps she would rather snuggle in Jiang Lie's arms, but she thought that Jiang Lie must have a wife, and she could not cross the boundaries, so she dared to lean on Jiang Lie's shoulder carefully.

"General, this seems to be a dream, both real and illusory. For so many years, I have been fantasizing about receiving your reply and fantasizing about you appearing by my side. It is not just a fantasy. I have had such dreams countless times. You in the dream are so real and seem to be within reach. But now, I feel unbelievable. This really seems to be a dream, because I seem to be used to you being the one who appears in the dream." As I said that, I burst into tears and laughed.

Jiang Lie reached out and put his hand on Eini's shoulder and said softly: "You can believe it, and you should believe that this is not a dream, this is reality. I, who used to only appear in dreams, now sit by your side. I know that you have been waiting for this moment for many years. Fortunately, you finally got what you wish. Unfortunately, you have been waiting for so many years, and it has not been what you wish until today. And... and..."

As he said that, Jiang Lie burst into tears again.

Fenxiang felt the warmth of Jiang Lie's body and couldn't help feeling warm: "General, look, I'm only in my twenties, but my hair is half white, and I eat less and sleep less. My life is similar to an old woman in her eighties and nineties, and even worse. How could I not be sick? I have seen many doctors, but they can't tell me what I have. They say that my internal organs are normal, but my body is weak, but I don't look normal. As for why I am weak and why I have symptoms but I have symptoms, they can't tell me. Until one time, I met a wise man who said that my illness is not an ordinary disease, but a red bean disease."

"Red bean disease?" Jiang Lie first heard of this strange disease name and asked in confusion, "What does this mean?"

"General, you have read books and understand poetry and essays. You should know what the special meaning of red beans is, right?" Fenix ​​said softly.

In Jiang Lie's cognition, red beans symbolize lovesickness. Wang Wei, a famous poet of the Tang Dynasty, had a popular poem called "Lovesickness", and the content was like this-

Red beans grow in the south, and a few branches are blooming in spring. I wish you to pick more of them, this thing is the most love-lost.

Therefore, red beans are also often called lovesick beans.

Jiang Lie was not sure whether Hongdou also symbolizes lovesickness in this world, so he said rigorously: "In my impression, the special meaning of reddou is lovesickness. Of course, I may remember it wrong."

Fenxiang nodded gently: "You remember correctly. Red beans are lovesickness. The so-called red bean disease is actually lovesickness. This disease is hidden deep in the heart, invisible or intangible. No matter how advanced the doctor is in medical skills, no matter how he looks, listens, asks and touches, he cannot diagnose the hidden disease deep in my heart. The doctors all said that I am not seriously injured, but in fact I am terminally ill. I will want to die. I have thought of suicide more than once, and I really want to escape from this world. I always cry for no reason when the night is quiet. My heart is contradictory, I really want to die, but I can't bear it. It's not that I can't bear to leave this world, but that I can't bear to leave Yiyan. Yiyan is still so young and has a different temper than other children. He can't do without me. If Yiyan loses me, he is an orphan, then... how can I die with peace of mind?"

Jiang Lie suddenly realized that Fennel was suffering from psychological diseases, such as red bean disease and lovesickness, all of which seemed illusory. In Jiang Lie's view, Fennel's disease may be more intuitively understood as depression.

People in the entire Bone-Erosion Continent probably do not know the severity of mental illness, and have never heard of the name of depression. In the perception of most people in the Bone-Erosion Continent, stomach disease is stomach disease, lung disease is lung disease, and skin disease is skin disease. Then, if you have a disease in your brain, you are either crazy, stupid, stupid, or stupid.

Therefore, there is no definition of psychological illness in the medical system on the Bone-Erosion Continent, and naturally there is no psychological expert or psychologist. There are probably many people who suffer from psychological illness without knowing it, without any reasonable treatment, and eventually die of depression.

Anyone with a serious psychologist, Fennel would probably not be so haggard or so half-dead.

Problems that mortals cannot solve may be left to the gods to solve.

When Jiang Lie encountered such a situation, he immediately thought of Yi Zhongsan Xian Shi Zhutian. As a paradise with extraordinary medical skills, Shi Zhutian did not know whether he could rejuvenate his mental illness, but he should be able to provide more or less help.

However, the biggest question is whether Shi Zhutian is still alive. If Shi Zhutian is still alive, he will be in his 90s. Most people are less than 90s. Most of the people who are lucky enough to live to be inconvenient to their legs, unconscious minds, and unable to take care of themselves.

Shi Zhutian is known as a scattered immortal, but in essence he is just a mortal. He is really a god in his medical attainments. However, ordinary people are always inevitably experiencing the normal laws of birth, old age, sickness and death.

Even so, Jiang Lie is willing to believe that Shi Zhutian is a rare existence, and is willing to believe that Shi Zhutian is still alive and can save the world.

"Fenxiang, don't worry, your disease is not unsolvable, but it is still saved." Jiang Lie said seriously, "There is a Sandao Valley in the West of Shidao Valley. There is a paradise in the Sandao Valley. He calls himself Yi Zhong Sanxian. Although he is really a god, his medical skills are comparable to that of a god. No matter what kind of difficult and complicated diseases it is, there is no way that he Sanxian cannot cure it. We can go to Sanxian and ask Sanxian to cure the disease, and then you will recover slowly and get better slowly."

Fenxiang smiled and said, "General, thank you. I appreciate your kindness, but I really can't go far away. The sorcerer of the martial arts world also said that the knot in his heart may be untied, but the root of the disease cannot be eradicated. My physical condition will only get worse and worse, and it will not get better. In fact, I can't hold on for a long time, but I haven't waited for the general yet, so I chose to continue to hold on, so I held on for a long time. I finally waited for the general."

Jiang Lie encouraged: "Since you can hold on until today, you will definitely be able to hold on for a few more days!"

"No." Fenix ​​smiled decisively, "There is no miracle. General, haven't you noticed it? I'm very weak and in a bad state now, but my speech is becoming clearer and more energetic. Maybe it's because I'm able to talk to the general when I see the general, which makes me feel much better. But in fact, I know it. This does not mean that I will get better, it's called a retrospective. A dying person becomes excited, which means that the end is not far away."

"How long have I been here? How long have you seen me? You must be reluctant to let me go... right? You can't bear to let me go, right? You must want to see me more, and there must be more things to tell me, right? I am a heartless man, I haven't seen you for so many years, I've hurt you! You must want to scold me, I must want to hit me... You scold me, you beat me... Are you scolding me? You scold me whatever you want, and scold me to death, okay?" Jiang Liesheng whimpered in tears.

The tears of fennel soaked Jiang Lie's outer robe, and a smirk rose slightly on the corner of his mouth: "General, are you a fool? Why do I hate you? How could you harm me? Have you forgotten? You saved me. If it weren't for you, I would have become the snack of the Lion Emperor. You are my life-saving benefactor. You saved my life, I scolded you, and I beat you? Isn't this ridiculous? I was satisfied with seeing the general today, and I have no regrets anymore. The general saved my life, and I gave birth to a son for the general. I can repay the general's kindness. You don't owe me, I don't owe you, I want to see you for the last time, which is my extravagant desire. What is my cheap life?"

After coughing with a heart-wrenching cry, Fenxiang continued: "I was born, but one more person in this world. I died, but one less person in this world. My existence will not change this world. My disappearance will not change this world. My life and death will not have any impact on this world. The Kingdom of God Lion will still be the Kingdom of God Lion, and the Bones Erosion Continent will still be the Bones Erosion Continent. However, the general is different, and Yi Yan is also different. Yi Yan is the general's flesh and blood, the descendant of the Jiang family. Like the general, he is a fire control man, a person who can change the world. What I am proud of is that I have made contributions to this world, and I gave birth to a fire control man and raised him."

Jiang Lie believed that Fennel's ever-increasing revelation was a sign of her return, with tears rolling and her lips and teeth shivering.

"General, do you know? I was illiterate and had no education. However, during the six months I spent at Shinanwu Taixue, I often communicated with those students and often asked them to learn to read. During those six months, I gained a lot, at least I knew a lot of words." Huixiang stopped crying, but kept smiling, "Jiang Yiyan, is this name good? This is my own name. Yiyan is the general's child, so naturally the surname Jiang. Yi is memory, and it is also longing, and remembering. Yan is family Yan, that is, you, General. I hope Yiyan can remember his father and learn from his father, so as to become a powerful general like his father when he grows up."

杨册号
Chapter completed!
Prev Index    Favorite Next