"Although you claim that the world is not friendly to you, on the contrary, how do you treat the world?

"That young man admires you and respects you. He has heard about the good deeds you have done. He judges you with his eyes rather than rumors. But you let him down, or in other words, you destroyed his chance to get close to you, no

?

"How can someone like you deserve the kindness of this world?"

Enid did not agree with Vortigern's sarcasm:

"I have given the world a chance. It's not that I am no longer willing to give the world goodwill, but that the external reality has failed me too many times.

"I no longer give it a chance because it has lost my trust."

Vortigern's voice continued:

"What about Hevin? He didn't let you down, but he didn't wait for you."

Enid paused:

"It's not his fault.

"It's not entirely his fault, I know very well that I should wait for him to come back, but I can't because my patience and trust are exhausted by other people.

"It's not his fault, it's my fault, but the reality is that there is no best way, only the way we have to take.

"I know that I am not qualified to ask him to accompany me, and I also know that I am not qualified to blame him in my heart for taking risks for Ha La, but I am not willing to protect me at all costs.

"Because I am not his daughter, I am not important enough to him, and I am not his only one.

"How can I blame him? He came out of my life and saved me, and I want to thank him, I want to rely on him, I want to trust him no matter what.

"But he is the hero who suddenly appeared. I was just an ordinary person who was saved casually in his life. How is it different from others?

"Why should I let him take another look? It's impossible for him to take on the responsibility of taking care of me just because he helped me, right?

"I have no reason to ask him to accompany me all the time and support me when I am at my weakest and at a loss.

"But I can at least hope so, after all he is the only one I can find.

"It's just that my hopes were dashed, and in the end I was alone.

"I'm not blaming him, I'm just very disappointed and sad.

"He is a good man, and there is nothing wrong with what he did, but the problem is that he still failed to pull me out of the mud, even though from his point of view, he has done a good job.

“But for me, it’s only my own side, never anyone else’s side.

"He's not here. To me, that's all he's done. But if I want to escape from the darkness, I have to get the best.

"It's both my fault and bad luck.

"But this is already reality. Since I said I will definitely be replaced by you, why should I continue to pretend to be the person I have pretended to be all my life.

"People always have two sides, don't they?"

The sarcasm in Vortigern's voice became even stronger:

"Although you didn't blame Hewen, in fact you betrayed Hewen's trust. You are such a pathetic guy.

"You clearly know it's your fault, but you still allow yourself to make mistakes. If you didn't have no choice, I wouldn't want your body anymore. You disgust me."

Enid smiled and said:

"This is me. I have never been a good person. No one can become a good person after going through all this. Don't you know what I have gone through?

"Are you asking me to love everything after going through all this? I don't understand what's so disgusting about you? The famous King Beggar wouldn't be that stupid, right?"

Vortigern said:

"You can't understand what I've seen. In fact, I once had a similar experience to you, but reality didn't defeat me, it only made me stronger."

Enid sneered, then stopped answering the evil dragon's voice.

To her surprise, Vortigern stopped mocking her.

Enid arrived at her destination.

Father's home.

She rang the doorbell and stood outside the three-meter-high black iron door and waited patiently.

Not long after, an old gentleman with frosty white temples came to the door.

He is his father's steward.

Enid remembered him because he was also the girl's housekeeper before her parents divorced.

The old housekeeper's expression changed instantly when he saw Enid:

"Miss……"

Enid asked:

"Where's that man?"

The old housekeeper said:

"The master is not at home, miss, you..."

Enid continued:

"Where is he?"

The old housekeeper replied:

"Miss, he will be back later. You can wait in the guest room and I will inform..."

Enid continued:

"Where is he?"

The old housekeeper looked embarrassed:

"Miss……"

Enid said:

"What? Do I need to make a reservation if I want to see my father? Tell me where he is."

The old housekeeper looked at the girl with eyes full of meaning:

"You've grown up."

Enid replied:

"Children of divorced parents do tend to mature earlier, and this is just the smallest of my childhood traumas, so..."

Enid shrugged:

"I do grow up faster than other people."

The old housekeeper shook his head:

"Miss, I don't mean that. I mean that you have grown up, have your own life and choices, and can make your own choices. I have been looking forward to this day, Miss.

"You should face your father. I believe he actually wants to see you."

Enid quipped:

"Oh, that's true. He probably didn't come to my birthday just because he couldn't leave."

The old housekeeper said:

"I'm not speaking for the master, but he was really sad after losing you. I know he looks ugly and dirty now.

"But Miss, it is precisely because of losing you that he became like this."

Enid shook her head:

"I just need an address book."

The old housekeeper sighed, and then said resignedly:
Chapter completed!