119. Kelly's Adventures in Wonderland
Kelly blinked.
She broke free from the sticky and wet fantasy like a drowning person suddenly breathing fresh air.
Kelly is an unwavering believer in the existence of mystery.
She has often fallen into inexplicable strong emotions and colorful hallucinations since she was a child.
Of course, her first reaction was that she was suffering from a psychological or mental illness, for which she went to see a psychiatrist and even continued to study psychology on her own.
But no matter which doctor came to the conclusion that there was nothing wrong with her, they even regarded her as a naughty child who was teasing them.
As she learned more about psychology, she began to feel that what was haunting her was not an organic disease of the brain, but more like an evil curse taking root in the soul.
She seems to be able to see another world hidden under the truth, and glimpse into the abyss of madness behind the fragile curtain.
Hallucinations have always been with her and have become a common thing in her life. They are not much different from the normal behaviors of ordinary people such as eating, breathing, and sleeping.
However, even her best friend Iona doesn’t know the details about her situation. She only knows that Kelly has some minor “occult” problems, and Iona also has a tacit understanding and has never been with her.
Anyone mentioned Kelly's little secret.
Once she falls into a hallucination, the world Kelly perceives will become completely different, but it is not completely divorced from real imagination. If she had to find a word to explain, then she would choose "the world behind".
It's the world behind the human heart.
The towering trees will become eerie and terrifying, seeming to pull out their roots from the ground at any time, swaying their ferocious branches and leaves towards creatures made of flesh and blood. Clean buildings are likely to be covered with moss and vines, like writhing plants and
Flesh and blood intertwined with each other, trembling slightly like breathing, and the deserted streets would transform into the evil mouth of the city, swallowing up all humans, animals and light that entered.
Of course, the hallucinations were not all dark and terrifying. She had also seen beautiful towers made entirely of ice and snow, sacred churches burning with temperatureless flames, and gorgeous palaces glittering with golden light.
And most of them are more ordinary illusions.
In addition to buildings and various things, life, including humans, will also change into other things in her hallucinations. This change, like the change of non-life, is not illogical, but conforms to certain laws.
At first she thought that human hallucinations were based on her impressions of others, but she could also build hallucinations for strangers that fit their personalities and nature. It was precisely because of many similar details that she dared to assert that her hallucinations were not mental.
question.
Perhaps when she entered this room just now, she had unreasonable suspicions about Hevin and felt that the woods and paths outside were lonely and gloomy, and it was also because she had unknowingly entered a hallucination.
Thinking of this, she not only breathed a sigh of relief.
Because this proves that there is nothing wrong with Hewen, but he is the one who has the problem.
It was her brain that once again interpreted the world in a unique way.
Hallucinations have become a natural part of her daily life, but she failed to discover its existence immediately today because, on the one hand, she cannot accurately distinguish between reality and hallucinations.
No, illusion and reality are not confused. There is a huge and obvious difference between them, but she still cannot correctly distinguish between the two. It should be said that her cognitive ability will undergo wonderful changes when the illusion appears.
It's like the dreamer cannot realize that he is in a dream.
Hallucinations are dreams she enters all the time.
Another reason is that once hallucinations occur, humans and the outside world will change at the same time, but neither Iona nor Hala changed just now, so she thinks she is still in reality.
But now it seems that her hallucinations have undergone new changes, which caused the hallucinations to appear step by step.
So, now is the time to indulge in sweet dreams.
Everything is twisting, growing, deforming, collapsing, and splitting.
Reality revealed a new side of her that no one knew existed.
Iona is still a fat and cute squirrel, while Hala is...
Kelly wiped her eyes. Ha La was still the same as before. No, no, there was still a little difference. Although the face shape and hair color were similar to before, there were some slight differences in details.
It should be...more perfect?
The subtle differences in color, the smoothness of the hair, the curvature of the eyelashes, the angle of the jaw, the luster of the skin, everything can only be described as perfect.
But she still noticed a slight incongruity.
Is it too perfect? It seems not.
Ha La raised her neck and poured the milk into her small mouth.
Kelly suddenly discovered something was wrong. When Ha La's neck twisted, it seemed to produce ripples that only occur with liquid, as if the girl was a doll made of liquid.
Before Kelly could think about the abnormality in Ha La, her attention was completely attracted by another person.
A human palm with spider-like limbs appears on the table.
Hewen asked:
"Kelly? What's wrong with you?"
Kelly trembled:
"Ah? Ah! It's okay. I was a little distracted just now."
The man in front of her was still wearing the same clothes as before, which was as rare as the situation where Ha La's appearance remained unchanged.
But apart from his weird clothes, other parts of him are normal.
Pretty normal by Kelly's standards.
Because of the table across the table, Kelly couldn't see Hevin's lower body, but his upper body appeared clearly in front of Kelly.
The two sleeves of the coat surround two slender arms.
The two are covered with brown arthropod down, have dexterous fingertips, wear white gloves, and hold coffee cups in an elegant and beautiful posture that does not conform to worldly concepts.
Under the coat, two other pairs of arms stretched out. They also had the characteristics of spiders and were placed safely on the table.
Although Kelly doesn't like bugs very much, Hevin's spider arms not only did not disgust her, but also made her feel that they had an extremely confusing sense of beauty.
This time it's not Kelly's own problem, but that these six spider hands do exist harmoniously in the world in a way that conforms to aesthetic rules.
Kelly believes that anyone with basic aesthetic abilities may feel handsome, beautiful, ferocious, harmonious, great, scary, weird, natural, crazy, and mysterious when they see Hevin's arms.
But it will never feel ugly or disgusting.
These are six spider arms that absolutely conform to the mathematical structure and physiological structure. Even if the gods come personally, they cannot find fault with this perfect creation.
If Hola's perfection is the limit of a human girl, then Hevin's arm is the perfection that transcends race and common cognition.
In addition to the arms, other parts of Hewen are also flamboyantly expressing their greatness in their own way.
Chapter completed!