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Chapter 68 Choose to get lost

In the darkness, Yaves opened his eyes in a daze, and the heavy weight of his head made his thoughts messy.

A bed, a room.

The room was very dark, and the faint light from the moonlight shone into the window gradually made the vision clear. The faint smell of blood in the air couldn't help but evoke a memory.

He struggled a little, and a burst of pain filled his body instantly. He took a cold breath and noticed a figure pressing beside the bed.

"Yaves, are you awake?"

The small figure raised his head, his words with nervous care.

"Rachie?" Yaves looked at the person in front of him carefully, as if he was a little surprised. His constantly turning eyes made him understand his situation.

This is...the ward of the infirmary?

His head was once again painful, as the hidden memories swelled up in his mind a little.

Laqi stepped forward and hugged Yaves's body, and her voice choked and said, "It's great to see you have nothing to do, do you know? I was scared to death when you fainted without consciousness."

She still remembers Aves, who looked crazy at the time, was incoherent and noisy like a madman.

The pain and fatigue of the body and the nerve stimulation collapsed. When they gradually calmed down, it seemed that he had lost his support and fell asleep completely.

His brain became clear and he began to reflect silently.

What did he do and what he did, all kinds of thoughts emerged at this moment.

"Crack--"

The door sounded lightly, and a small head was exposed in the crack of the door.

"Yaves, are you awake?"

After seeing the situation in the room, Maggie walked in with a soothing smile.

"How come you, you, are you here?"

Away from the distracting thoughts of his thoughts, Yaves looked at Raki and Maggie and asked, at this time this was the issue he needed to care about.

"Is this more necessary? Of course, it was because Raki was concerned about your safety that he found this place!" Before Laki could speak, Maggie on the side quickly said, in order to reconcile the relationship between Raki and Yaves again, she decided to do something to repay her well.

Then, Maggie began to tell the story of what happened after the square was released.

Laqi didn't speak, perhaps because of shyness or other reasons, her head kept hanging down while Maggie spoke.

After hearing Maggie said, Yaves reached out to touch Laqi's head, and his eyes showed his gentle eyes and said, "Thank you."

"Yaves, can you promise me that you should stop doing these dangerous and reckless things in the future, okay?"

This time, Laqi seemed extremely well-behaved in his arms.

His hands stopped slightly stiffly, and his teeth unconsciously bite the black scab on his lips.

This was the gentlest time she had ever had these days. She had not quarreled with him or embarrassed him, as if she had returned to the time she missed in the past, and she was closely concerned about him.

He had quarrels with her, and even had a crack in his relationship, but at this moment he understood that she still liked him, just as he loved her.

He suddenly felt his bastard, hurting her again and again due to his emotional impulse.

Is it because of that ridiculous self-esteem?

She began to shake his persistence, the path he chose.

In the room, three people with their own thoughts fell into a strange silence.

"Yeah, it seems that your body is recovering well. The current situation seems to be disturbing you a little."

At this moment, a strange and familiar voice suddenly came from the door.

"Wasen, is it you?"

Hearing the sound and seeing the visitor, Yaves lying on the hospital bed squinted his eyes.

"Why? Not welcome?"

Wasson walked into the room by himself and came to the wall opposite Yaves leaning against him, with an indescribable strange smile.

"Where did you go while we were fighting bloody?"

The exciting memories of Yaves clenched his fists with a little excitement and asked coldly.

"I don't have your admirable courage, so of course I chose to leave quietly."

In Yaves's indifferent self-deprecating appearance, Vassen seemed to be vaguely sarcastic about his recklessness and stupidity.

Maggie vaguely noticed the smell of gunpowder between the two of them. She looked at each other with a worried look. She wanted to dissuade her, but she couldn't find any good reason. In desperation, her eyes looked at Laqi.

Raki quietly left Yaves' side, she didn't say anything, because it was his business with him, as a woman, an outsider, she didn't want to interfere with them.

"Why do you still have the face to come back here?" Yaves said in a bad tone.

Wasen shrugged his shoulders and looked out the window, as if he didn't want to see his cold look.

"Are we still friends?"

Yaves sneered: "Once upon a time, but after today, not."

Wasson turned his head and looked at him seriously and said, "Did it be that our years of friendship just because of an invisible riot?"

Yaves said: "Rampage? Maybe it's riot in your eyes, but for me, it's an ideal belief. I'm not you, so you don't understand me."

Wasen shook his head and sighed softly, saying, "Don't I understand you? Do I still don't know you in my friendships over the years? You have changed and become less than the Yaves I knew before. If you don't want to believe this fact, you might as well ask Laqi around you. I think she is more qualified to answer your question than me."

Yaves's eyes were on Raki beside him, she looked at him, and in his eyes she seemed to see a hint of prayer.

What is he worried about? What is he afraid of?

"Yaves, do you think you have changed?"

She knew, but she did not answer the question directly, because she did not want to sting his vulnerability and could not face the vulnerability of facts.

So, she handed over the choice to himself and made her own choice.

"Raqi, do you think I have changed?" After a while of silence, Yaves asked faintly.

She didn't answer, she chose to remain silent.

"Maggie, what about you? As an outsider, I think you probably won't deceive me."

Maggie grabbed the corner of her clothes nervously, looked at Laqi and Wasson. He and her didn't speak, and there were some words that they did not do anything even if they said them.

"Yaves, I only know that you were a very gentle person in the past. You can smile and solve everything optimistically. But these days, every time I see you, I feel a little scared."

"Scared? Why are you scared?"

"Because... you've become more irritable than ever, as if you lack calmness and patience in everything, and..."

"Enough!"

Yaves interrupted Maggie sternly, frightening the other party so much that he shrank his head and snuggled behind Raki.

"Laki, do you think so too?"

She didn't speak, and she didn't want to speak.

Maybe she can give him support, but what's the use? If he cannot examine his own problems clearly, his relationship with her will still have cracks, or even irreversible ruptures.

She loved him, and he was able to complete his life with her.

When he wasn't him, this love lost its direction.

"Laki, you guys go."

Yaves closed his eyes. His words were very light, but the heavy breathing exposed his desperate restraint.

Grasping Maggie's little hand behind her, Laqi turned back expressionlessly. He needed to be self-conscious, he needed to choose himself, and she was just waiting for the final answer.

Maggie followed her silently out of the room, as if she saw a transparent wall, separating the two of them again.

"You haven't left?"

When Maggie Laqi left, she looked at Wasen who was still in the room and asked coldly.

"This time I came here just to tell you something." Wasson said calmly. "This is also the last news for being a friend."

"What news?"

“Look at the time now.”

At the time, Yaves frowned. At this moment, he suddenly realized, was there something happened in the association during his sleep? An unknown premonition began to surge in his heart...

"The grand ideal of association was shattered. After the negotiations failed, the Kingdom Guards sent by His Majesty the King completely suppressed and crushed everything about association."

"What?" Aves, incredible, straightened his body and said excitedly.

"Senior Anqiluo led some members to escape from the academy. The remaining senior Tilrant died under the iron hoof blade of the Kingdom Guard."

"No! This is absolutely impossible!"

"Don't believe it? This news came from some members of Tyrrant's disbanded. Of course, in order to confirm this rumor, I quietly went to the comprehensive building - believe me, that's a scene you absolutely don't want to see."

"How could it be...How could it be..."

Yaves lowered his head and murmured to himself, if everything Vassen said was true, then would his efforts and actions be his own false dream?

If ideals and beliefs are gone, then what is the meaning of his existence?

Wasen left because he had no reason to stay here.
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