Let yourself go

Author: St. Ruoru

Gu Xuanlang felt that he was really rushing to find abuse, but Li Mianmian was criticized by the front foot, and Gu Yanci pressed his head to stuff his dog food.

And it's a dog food that tastes weird.

...Why didn't he remember to look at the almanac before going out today?

Gu Yanci almost pointed at his nose and told him to get out.

Gu Xuanlang is no longer as ungrateful as he was when he was a child. He immediately stood up and said embarrassedly: "Then I'll leave first..."

"Why--"

Li Mianmian knew that Gu Xuanlang must have something to say when he came here in person, so he quickly spoke to stop him and waved his hand and said, "You guys talk first, I haven't packed up my things yet."

After speaking, she took his coat and hung it on the hanger without waiting for Gu Yanci to respond, and then quickly locked herself into the bedroom.

There was no one in his arms, Gu Yanci was in a bad mood, and his face was visible to the naked eye.

In fact, he had no objection to Gu Xuanlang, otherwise he would not have let the other party come to his house.

But Li Mianmian had been preparing for the final exam some time ago. The two hadn't met for almost half a month. Today, they finally waited for her to come, but they had to deal with such a light bulb. Gu Yanci was a little impatient.

He loosened the button at the top of his shirt as if he was restrained, and raised his legs to walk towards the sofa: "What do you have to say?"

"I actually... that, nothing is wrong." Gu Xuanlang looked at Gu Yanci's expression carefully and said hesitantly, "That's... that... I just want to say that I applied for the school's exchange program and went abroad next semester. I may also study for a master's degree abroad after that, so my mother sold all the houses in China and said she wanted to go with me... You know that person is vain, and always feels that she looks very high-end when she goes abroad... But I don't think so, I just because my major is more suitable for going abroad..."

"Yeah." Gu Yanci nodded lukewarmly, "It's pretty good."

Gu Xuanlang looked at him for a while and suddenly laughed a little self-deprecatingly: "Look, why do I tell you this... You are not interested in my affairs..."

Gu Yanci didn't answer.

"Then, that, everything about Gu Yun is here." Gu Xuanlang choked in his throat, picked up the file bag on the table, and handed it out with his head down, "Don't worry, I cleaned the house myself, there was absolutely no omission."

"Yeah." Gu Yanci took the file bag.

"I, I'm done..." Gu Xuanlang pulled the shoulder strap of his backpack and moved his steps hesitantly, "Then I'll leave."

Gu Yanci turned sideways slightly, in a position to give way to him.

Gu Xuanlang took a few steps forward, suddenly turned around and shouted: "Brother."

Gu Yanci looked at him.

"I won't contact you again in the future." Gu Xuanlang said, "I won't come to you again."

Gu Yanci's eyes were calm: "What do you want to say?"

"I want to say..." Gu Xuanlang rolled down his Adam's apple and whispered, "In the future, everything about Xiao Xiurong will not disturb you again."

There was no emotion on Gu Yanci's face.

"When you send Gu Yun in, you will be completely liberated." Gu Xuanlang's eyes were a little red, "But even if you haven't fought him in the end, you don't have to take it too much."

"I used to be ignorant and said a lot of bastards. So you hit me because I was rushing to ask for a beating myself, not because you are like Gu Yun - not because you are born to beat people."

"Actually, you are not like Gu Yun at all. You are not violent. Really, you are quite rational and tolerant."

"……elder brother……"

"Actually, I... I admire you very much since I was a child..."

Gu Xuanlang choked up as he spoke.

He wiped his eyes hard, bit his back teeth and slowed down for a moment, and called again: "Brother."

Gu Yanci looked calm and didn't know if he had listened.

"Let yourself go."

After saying that, Gu Xuanlang finally made up his mind to leave, but Gu Yanci suddenly called him behind him.

"Have you eaten?"

"...ah?" Gu Xuanlang turned around in a daze and replied subconsciously, "No, no..."

"Yeah." Gu Yanci nodded, "It's just right time, let's go together."

“…”

Gu Xuanlang stood there in a daze, and saw him go to the bedroom to call Li Mianmian out, and then walked in front of him again.

"Don't leave?"

Gu Yanci had a coat hanging in his arms, and his other hand was linked with Li Mianmian's fingers.

When he passed by Gu Xuanlang, his expression naturally turned over.

"oh oh!"

Gu Xuanlang suddenly came back to his senses and quickly followed.

-

When he was with Gu Yanci, Li Mianmian rarely ate outside, and basically cooked it by Gu Yanci.

But today there are more people, so he probably is too lazy to do it at home.

The three of them went out to have a hot pot. Gu Xuanlang looked very excited. He never stopped from beginning to end. He talked about how many scholarships he received in college, and then talked about his plans for five years after going abroad.

When Li Mianmian heard it, he felt that he was showing off.

——When will this person not be so naive? How old is he still seeking credit in front of his brother?

If it weren't for Li Mianmian's identity as a sister, she would definitely have been sore now.

She secretly observed Gu Yanci's expression and felt that he didn't seem impatient.

This is very strange. In the past, when he faced Gu Xuanlang, he always looked like "let go when you have a fart, get out quickly if you have nothing to do." Today, he not only took the initiative to ask Gu Xuanlang to have dinner together, but also listened to him patiently for so long.

I don't know what they've talked about in the living room before.

Li Mianmian didn't care much about their chat content, but was just interested in Gu Yanci's change in attitude.

After dinner, the two of them walked home holding hands. When she remembered this, she asked a few simple questions.

Gu Yanci also answered very general: "I didn't talk about anything in detail. He mainly admitted his mistakes, and he sold it miserably."

"...sell miserable?" Li Mianmian was curious, "What miserable is selling?"

"Um." Gu Yanci suddenly laughed, "I said I deserved to beat him when I was a child."

“…”

"I said again, I won't come to see me in the future." Gu Yanci recalled the scene at that time, "That tone was awkward, as if I was going to drive him away."

Li Mianmian couldn't help but bent her lips, and then felt a little sad: "He thinks you hate him."

"It's not that." Gu Yanci smiled slightly, "I never do anything to do it. He's his mother, he's him."

"Yes." Li Mianmian hugged his arm, tilted his head and rubbed it, "My brother is the best."

Gu Yanci suddenly stopped and looked at her with his eyes down.

Li Mianmian was stunned and raised her head and asked, "What's wrong?"

"What did you say just now?" Gu Yanci leaned over and put his ear close to her lips, "Say it again."

Li Mianmian didn't know if he was wrong, touched his nose and said uncertainly: "I, I said... brother is the best?"

Gu Yanci's eyes swept over from the end of his eyes, and he repeated with a smile: "Brother?"

"Then..." Li Mianmian swallowed and changed her mouth softly, "Boyfriend."

"good."

Gu Yanci turned his back and squatted down, and said with his head in the side: "Come up."

Li Mianmian hesitated and lay on his back: "Why do you want to carry me suddenly?"

Gu Yanci hooked her knees and stood up, saying warmly: "You brother didn't go to pick you up today, are you angry?"

"How could I get angry about this?" Li Mianmian hugged his shoulder tightly, "I didn't tell you myself."

"Let us Mu Mu suffer."

"No, my suitcase is not heavy, there are only a few clothes inside." Li Mianmian sided with her cheeks against his cold ears, "I originally wanted to give you a surprise, but I didn't expect to meet Gu Xuanlang."

"I had known that I would let him come another day." Gu Yanci sighed, "Brother hasn't seen you for a long time."

"I'm on vacation, I can be with you every day these days."

Li Mianmian thought for a while and asked, "Do you want to go back for the New Year?"

Gu Yanci curled his lips: "Where are you going to?"

“…”

Li Mianmian suddenly realized that Gu Yanci had no home anymore.

Although he lived alone before, the house was still his own.
To be continued...