An Xinyan's hand gently patted Wei Han's back. After she felt that his back was no longer stiff, she slowly and tentatively spoke, "Ahan, can you tell me, what happened when you went to the old house?

?”

When people feel helpless in their hearts, the best way is to find a listener to talk to and pour out all the uneasiness in their hearts like taking out the trash. This way, they will feel relaxed and the uneasiness will slow down.

Disappear slowly.

That's why An Xinyan kept asking him what happened. As long as he told him, her heart would be at peace.

And she will also be a very good listener.

Wei Han let go of her slightly, raised his head and stared at her deeply, his thin lips moved slightly, and his Adam's apple was rolling, as if he wanted to say something, but couldn't, and finally spoke slowly and softly, "

I...don't know where to start."

"It doesn't matter, you can take your time and say it slowly, I will wait quietly until you sort it out." An Xinyan smiled, her smile was as pure as an angel, it could soothe people's hearts and make him restless.

My feelings have slowly calmed down.

Wei Han pulled her down to sit on his lap, hugged her in his arms, wrapped his hands tightly around her waist, rested his chin on the top of her head, exhaled and spoke slowly, "

When I was a child, like other children in ordinary families, I had a complete and happy home. At that time, I felt that I was the happiest person in the world. I had the love of my father, mother and sister, and lived a carefree and happy life.

Happy days.”

His deep voice sounded above her head, like a beautiful piano music, neither urgent nor slow, very regular, and she was an intoxicated listener.

At this point, An Xinyan clearly felt that his body began to become a little tense again. She knew that he was recalling those unpleasant memories that had been buried deep in his heart and had been sealed for a long time.

Even so, she didn't make a sound, just crawled into his arms, and tightened her hands around his waist. Wei Han seemed to feel her encouragement, and then said, "When I was six years old,

My father and mother began to quarrel frequently. I was still young at that time and had no idea what they were arguing about. Whenever they quarreled, I would run to my sister’s room and hold her tightly in fear. During that time, my sister was

The person I rely on most.

Not long after, my father and mother divorced, and my mother took my sister away, but I was abandoned by them. I was very sad and helpless at the time. My father rarely came home from that time, and I was often the only one at home.

I eat alone and sleep alone, so I spend every day in loneliness and fear, and sometimes I even dare not fall asleep all night long."

His deep voice became a little hoarse, "In school, I was often teased by my classmates for being a motherless child. They all said that my mother ran away with another man. I was very sad and cried every day.

But later I knew that no matter how much I cried, my mother and sister would not come back, my father would not care about me, and my classmates would not bully me because of this, so I stopped crying, but I also became

I didn't like to laugh or talk, and gradually my classmates stopped bullying me and started to be a little afraid of me. So I didn't even have a single friend at that time."

An Xinyan raised her head and saw that his formerly clear and dark eyes were covered with a layer of sadness that was trapped in painful memories. His eyes seemed to be looking at a very distant way without any intersection.

She knew he was sad now, and even though what he just said was something he experienced a long time ago, he still felt very painful.

He made her feel extremely heartbroken. She did not open her mouth to comfort him, but stood up slightly and kissed his hard chin. At this moment, such silent comfort was more effective than the vocal comfort and could penetrate his heart more.

Wei Han lowered his head and kissed her lips gently, then rested his chin on the top of her head again. He wanted to tell her all the secrets buried deep in his heart today, without reservation, so he continued, "It should have been when I was ten years old.

In 2007, my mother came to see me at school. I asked her, since she ran away with another man and abandoned me, why did she come back to me?

Because I have always hated her and why she abandoned me and left me alone. Before that, I was longing for her to come back and take me away with her, but time passed day by day, every day

It was all a disappointment, she didn’t show up, and when she showed up four years later, I no longer needed her.”

"Have you ever thought that maybe she had her own reasons for not taking you away with her?" An Xinyan thought of what Li Caiying said to her last time. She knew that Wei Han had misunderstood her mother.

.

Wei Han smiled bitterly, "Even if I have difficulties, it doesn't matter anymore, because I'm used to living without my mother."

Hearing what he said, An Xinyan's heart suddenly hurt like a heavy blow. Is it really not important? Are you really used to it? Or do you dare not expect anything anymore? Just because you are afraid.

The greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment!

An Xinyan did not explain to him the reason why Aunt Li did not take him away in the first place. She felt that it would be better for Aunt Li to tell him these things personally.

"What's next?" She knew that what he just said was only half of his memories, and maybe what happened next would be more painful for him.

Even if it was painful, she had to listen to it. Only in this way could he truly get out of the shadow of the past.

Wei Han breathed a sigh of relief, "Ever since my mother left, my father has been very cold and distant to me. I did a lot of things to attract his attention. At first, I studied very hard. Every time I took an exam, the whole school

No. 1, but no matter how hard I study, no matter how good I am at studying, he will never look at me in the eyes and is still busy with work every day.

When I was fifteen years old, I changed my approach and became very rebellious. I often fought with my classmates and did many bad things. The teacher often called him and asked him to come to school for parent-teacher meetings. In fact, I

I really want him to come, but every time he uses the excuse that he is too busy to spare time and asks his secretary to come to school. Whenever this happens, I feel very sad.

After this continued for two years, I voluntarily gave up. We became very quiet and indifferent to each other. We lived our own lives without disturbing each other. Even when he came home sometimes, he would talk a lot.

Because I no longer long for his attention, but feel more hatred.

When I turned eighteen, he informed me that he was getting married. To his secretary, he said that because of the embarrassment of meeting each other in our married life, and also to give me some experience, he wanted to send me to England.
Chapter completed!