can we still be together two
Can we still be together? (2) Ye Baizhen said this, and finally couldn't help but bury her head between her knees and cried out.
She has supported herself for so many years and has never mentioned these things to anyone.
But at this moment, what else can't be said between us and Fu Sinian?
"So... you came to me later?" Fu Sinian also sat next to her, remembering the situation when she met her just ten years ago, and curled her lips slightly bitterly.
Ye Baizhen cried for a long time before finally calming down slightly. She raised her head and looked in her eyes: "I also know that you are innocent, and I also know that there is no reason to take revenge on you... But, I must do something for my father, otherwise I will never be willing to do it for my whole life..."
After hearing this, Fu Sinian gradually expanded the bitter smile on the corner of his mouth.
"You must want to know if I have seen you when you were unconscious, right?" Ye Baizhen said softly, but shook her head quickly, "No, not once. This is not a lie. Now, there is no need for me to lie to you again. During the years when you were unconscious, I have gone to many places, walked many roads, and met many people... But I never thought about going to see you..."
"You don't want to, you don't dare..." Fu Sinian took over and whispered.
"Yes." Ye Baizhen sniffed, "I really don't dare. Because I took revenge on the person I loved the most, I made him a vegetable, and I didn't have the courage to see him..."
Fu Sinian suddenly stretched out his hand, grabbed her tightly, and stared in her eyes: "I gave you a chance to turn around, why don't you?"
Ye Baizhen met his gaze and showed a bitter and pale smile: "Because of this problem, I had already thought it through the years when you were unconscious."
Fu Sinian's body froze slightly, and Ye Baizhen continued: "It's the question I asked you just now. Even if you put aside your marriage, will we still be together?"
She said this again, and both of them fell into silence.
Fu Sinian was in a state of confusion and had no idea, but Ye Baizhen gradually calmed down.
In the end, Ye Baizhen spoke and broke the silence: "The answer is impossible. Even if I have always loved you, even if you still love me, we... cannot be together again."
She smiled, but her eyes were wet again, pulling her hands out of his hands: "My father was hurt by your father, and my mother became your father's third party. On the other hand, your mother drove the car, causing the death of three people. Fu Sinian, my parents and your parents were the murderers who killed each other! Do you think we are still likely to be together?"
As she said that, she slowly stood up, looked at the fallen clouds in the sky, and murmured: "Impossible, I will never be able to do it anymore. People are not only emotions, but also rationality. Over the years, my reason has clearly told me that we cannot be together again! That day... you suddenly appeared that day, and I admit that all my reason collapsed suddenly... But that is only temporary! Even if feelings suddenly gain the upper hand at some point, it can only be temporary! Because sooner or later, rationality will come back, and sooner or later, rationality will tell us that we cannot be together again..."
"I can't imagine how two people like us should be together..." Her voice trembled slightly, and she said, "When I was with you, you didn't know anything, but I knew everything... You can't imagine that kind of pain... Many times, I woke up in the middle of the night and saw you lying beside me. Thinking of my father's death and your father's relationship, that kind of pain, it's impossible for others to understand... If we are really together now, it's not the pain of me alone... You look at me every day, maybe sometimes you really like it, but most of the time, you will think of my mother, I think of my mother as the culprit of destroying your entire family, and it was her that made you lose your parents... Fu Sinian, can you tolerate such a me and appear by your side every day?"
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At 8 o'clock in the evening, the Song family mansion.
Recently, the two elders of the Song family went on vacation together in Europe. Nannan has basically adapted to the Su family's family and stayed there most of the time. Therefore, except Aunt Zhang, there are only Song Xiyuan, Wen Cai and Xiaoche's family of three left in the family.
Not long after dinner, Wen Cai cut fruits in the kitchen, while Song Xiyuan accompanied Xiao Che to play with models and pieces together on the sofa in the living room.
Wen Cai brought the cut fruit out and just fed the father and son one piece, when Song Xiyuan's cell phone on the table rang.
Wen Cai glanced at Fu Sinian's name, and saw that Song Xiyuan was still not easy to take action, so he answered the phone and handed it to Song Xiyuan's ear.
“kelvin?”
The environment on the other side of Fu Sinian was very quiet and there was soft music, but his voice was extremely low: "Do you have time to come out for a drink?"
When Song Xiyuan heard his voice, he changed his face slightly. He looked up at Wen Cai and then agreed: "No problem, I'll come out now."
After Fu Sinian casually reported the address, he hung up the phone.
Wen Cai knew something was wrong when he saw Song Xiyuan's expression, and hurriedly said, "What's wrong with Fu Sinian?"
Song Xiyuan shrugged: "It seems that he is in a bad mood, I'll go and have a look."
Wen Cai couldn't help but sigh: "Remind him, there is still a Ran Ran at home. It's not a big deal to always get involved with Ye Baizhen."
"I understand, I will have a good talk with him." Song Xiyuan put down what was at hand, raised his hand and pinched Xiaoche's face, "Son, Dad will continue to fight with you tomorrow."
Xiaoche glanced at him helplessly: "Goodbye Dad."
Song Xiyuan went out and went straight to the winery where Fu Sinian was. He was once a regular visitor here, so when the boss saw him, he took him to where Fu Sinian was.
Two or three red wine bottles were empty on the table in front of him. Fu Sinian sat quietly on the sofa, holding his head and closing his eyes, and seemed to have drunk a lot.
Song Xiyuan sat down opposite him, reached out to pick up a bottle of wine and looked at it, then laughed out loud: "No, it's not your style to drown your sorrow with such good wine!"
Fu Sinian then slowly opened his eyes and looked at him quietly. After a long time, he spoke: "stephen, from the perspective of your bystander, if I am not married yet, will I still be with her?"
Song Xiyuan took off his coat and put it aside, then turned around and looked at him: "Did Ye Baizhen tell you something?"
When Fu Sinian heard this, he chuckled and felt bitter: "She said that no matter how deep the relationship is, reason and reality are not allowed to be together."
When Song Xiyuan heard this, he was a little surprised and raised his eyebrows and said, "Exactly! She actually has this rationality. I really underestimated her in the past."
Fu Sinian looked at him: "You don't think it's possible, either?"
Song Xiyuan poured himself a glass of wine, took a sip, and then smiled faintly: "In fact, you don't think it's possible, right?"
Fu Sinian paused, fell back into the sofa, chuckled, and said nothing.
"kelvin, the reason why you can't let go is that you used to care too much about this relationship, but in the end you were hurt so ruthlessly by her, you feel unwilling to accept it, so you struggled hard, tangled about whether she had ever had a true relationship with you. But you didn't think about it at the beginning, so what if you got the answer? She doesn't love you, or she really loves you, or even loves you so far, and then? What will you do with you? That is, what will you do now?"
Fu Sinian slowly rubbed her forehead: "I only know...I can't ignore her."
"Because she still loves you?" Song Xiyuan said.
Fu Sinian slowly closed his eyes, which was the default.
"Responsibility? Or love?"
After hearing this, Fu Sinian opened his eyes again, smiled bitterly, and said lightly: "So what about love? As you said, no matter how deep you love, you can't be together again."
"Since that's the case, why still be deeply trapped in this love that knows that there will be no result?" Song Xiyuan said, "Since she has said such rational words to you, I believe she will work hard to free herself next. Although the result is unknown, at least she will really try to say goodbye to the past. You can't ignore her because you think she has always loved you, and even if you can't be together in the end, you have to be responsible for her. But have you ever thought that maybe she might live a easier life without your responsibility? Kelvin, what about you?"
He? Fu Sinian was in a daze and suddenly felt a headache. It seemed that something had been ignored by him.
Seeing this, Song Xiyuan sighed softly: "Your young wife is still waiting for you to go back at home. She won't go home for two consecutive days. Are you afraid that she will be worried and suspicious?"
Chapter completed!