Chapter 193 Hugging for warmth
When Shen Qiujun first guessed that the sixth prince was the little girl, she saw that he did not openly admit that the two had depended on each other, but instead revealed a little bit of secrets, so she knew that he must have something on his mind. It seemed that he was indeed planning something back then. I felt so sorry for myself, thinking that many of my misfortunes in my two lives were originally caused by this, and I really hated the Sixth Prince with all my teeth.
But after you have hated it, what should you do next?
Kill him with a knife to avenge the past? But you will also have to lose your own life and harm your family.
It's the same as dealing with the wise king. Ignore him, become a stranger to him, and then have the opportunity to step forward? But now I am husband and wife with him, a grasshopper on a rope. If he doesn't do well, I will also blame him. Not much benefit.
Divorce him, leave him completely, and then never have contact with each other forever? But Shen Qiujun couldn't help but think of the two of them getting along in the past six months since they were married. In fact, it's not an exaggeration to say that they were truly comfortable, even more comfortable than at home. She felt much more comfortable. Although she knew that the Sixth Prince had deliberately done this for today's events, for her who had suffered a lifetime, she couldn't bear to let go of her in her heart.
But if he were to live in confusion like a fool, Shen Qiujun felt extremely unwilling in his heart.
Therefore, she just ran to the Sixth Prince in a state of confusion. In fact, she didn't know what to do with him. Do you want him to explain? Is there any explanation for this matter?
Seeing that the sixth prince was taking a nap, she thought this was a good idea, so she sat in front of the bed to calm down her mood. Only then did she think that the sixth prince's habitual attitude towards her in the past and present life was due to his guilt. Shen Qiujun's heart changed. He couldn't help but soften.
She couldn't help but think of the words of the Sixth Prince some time ago: "Sister Yu, if I have done something wrong before, but before it caused a big disaster, I repented and actively corrected myself, can I be forgiven?"...
"I used to be young and had some rough experiences, so I could not help but act selfishly and viciously. If I have offended you before, I hope you can forgive me. I swear that I will be good to you all my life. No matter what good or bad things happen in the future, I will protect you. You are considerate and let you live a happy life, Sister Yu. Let us never be separated again in our lives, okay?"...
Thinking of how humble he was when he said these words, Shen Qiujun's heart ached deeply. She had felt guilty in her previous life, and she had also humbly confessed quietly in front of gods and Buddhas, feeling like she longed to be forgiven and redeemed. She felt Deeply experienced.
Thinking back to the time when the sixth prince was only nine years old, a bright and dazzling prince was first abandoned by his mother and then hunted by two groups of people. This made him confused, scared and panicked, and then his heart slowly became hardened. She could understand it, and even sympathized with him, but he shouldn't have planned to use her and put herself in such a dangerous situation.
But she had to admit that the dagger given to her by the Sixth Prince helped her so much that she could wait for reinforcements, and from her elder brother's description, she could vaguely see the Sixth Prince's usual handiwork.
Shen Qiujun sighed deeply and complicatedly.
If the Sixth Prince wanted to, he could hide it for the rest of his life, but he still chose to reveal the matter, not only for psychological salvation, but also because he didn't want to hide something between the two of them that might make them both sad at any time. The secret of how people turn against each other.
Although the two of them were far apart in the previous life, the Sixth Prince had always treated him differently. In this life, he was always careful and humble to please himself. If she really hated him because of this and regarded him as an enemy, it would be like today. What the Sixth Prince said was that he had no relatives in this world. From now on, he would live in the abyss of hell, and he would not live in heaven.
Thinking of this, Shen Qiujun suddenly felt that he and the Sixth Prince were like two children who had suffered severe physical and mental injuries in winter, hugging each other to keep each other warm and comfort each other to survive.
Because I have lived this life, even though I asked for it, my life has always been unsatisfactory. Now that I have relived my life, I am not back before the chaos in the capital. On the outside, I look free and easy, as if I have an epiphany, but only I know the heaviness in my heart. I no longer dare to open my heart to others easily, nor do I dare to expect that someone will dig deep into my heart to soothe my heart.
But she didn't expect that one day she would fall into the Sixth Prince's tenderness. She was also afraid that when the Sixth Prince used her, she also didn't expect that he would not be able to let go of the warmth that she had brought him.
People who have experienced something like him will desperately long for warmth in their hearts, but it is extremely difficult to trust others. And I just happened to appear in front of him when he was at his most vulnerable psychologically. There is no interest in bringing him warmth, so That's why he often walks around him, and because of his guilt, he tolerates everything.
Shen Qiujun's heart became more and more painful. Even though he had parents, brothers and sisters who truly loved him, he still felt lonely and scared on thunderstorm nights. And how desolate and lonely the sixth prince must be when he had no one to rely on.
Shen Qiujun wiped away the tears on his face and gave up the idea of calling the Sixth Prince up and having a clear separation between them face to face.
Because there is nothing left to say, and the matter is obvious. Do you want to stand high and watch him kneel on the ground, crying and regretting what happened back then? Watch how he humbly begs you not to leave him?
That's all, leave him some dignity, and leave some room for each other.
Shen Qiujun said solemnly: "Young people can't always distinguish things from wrong like adults, so they will inevitably do wrong things. Fortunately, it has not really caused a big disaster. I can forgive it, but if you dare to plot against me in the future, I don't trust you." I, I will never give up."
After saying that, seeing the Sixth Prince's tense body relax, Shen Qiujun also breathed a sigh of relief. Then he thought about how he couldn't sleep well at night due to the quarrel with his family due to the incident, and he couldn't help but feel angry again. Prince Qi pretended to be asleep, seemingly leaving everything to his own decision, but he behaved like a coward shirking responsibility. As he became more angry, he stretched out his hand and pinched the prince's waist violently.
The sixth prince did not dodge, nor did he cry out for mercy. Shen Qiujun only felt that his strength was like hitting cotton, and his anger was rising even more, so he put his hands down until he saw the sixth prince frowning. , gritted his teeth, then gave up, took a short rest, calmed his breath, and then left with a lantern.
Hearing Shen Qiujun's footsteps disappear, the sixth prince opened his eyes and couldn't help but rub his waist, and the tears flowed down uncontrollably.
He knew he should explain and beg for mercy.
But he did have the intention to take advantage of her back then. How to explain this fact?
As for begging for mercy, he really doesn't have the face to do it. To others, he can give them a knife and then sprinkle a handful of salt on them, and then make them feel grateful and grateful. But to Shen Qiujun, he really can't hurt him. He asked her to forgive her again. All he could do was that no matter what Shen Qiujun decided, his feelings for her would not change.
When Aunt Chu saw Shen Qiujun coming back, she hurriedly picked her up. When she saw her eyes were red, she was shocked and asked why.
Shen Qiujun forced a smile and said: "It's okay. I just rubbed it a little bit. It's getting late, so go to bed quickly."
Aunt Chu thought it was a fight between the couple, and seeing that the study was dark, she had no choice but to help Shen Qiujun to sleep, secretly thinking that she would see him and his wife become romantically involved the next day before making any plans.
Early on the next morning, the sixth prince slowly walked into the room and saw Shen Qiujun dressing up in front of the dowry. He came forward with a smile on his face, took the comb from the girl's hand, and helped Shen Qiujun comb his hair.
When Nanny Chu saw this, she felt a little relieved and hurriedly took the girl down quietly. Before leaving, she secretly gave Shen Qiujun a push and reminded her to leave it as soon as possible.
When Shen Qiujun saw that everyone had gone down, and saw that the Sixth Prince looked like a normal person, with not even a black eye, his face darkened.
Seeing this, the Sixth Prince knew that the anger in her heart had not completely dissipated. He quickly took out a hairpin from the box and put it on Shen Qiujun's hair. He smiled and said, "This hairpin looks ordinary. I didn't expect it to be worn on Yu. My sister’s hair is somewhat attractive.”
Shen Qiujun was almost amused by the sixth prince's flattery. He just thought that he couldn't just let it go, otherwise the price of his mistake would be too small, so he said: "If it's not good, why did you choose it? I don't deserve to wear it. OK?"
The Sixth Prince didn't expect that he would be flattered by the horse's leg. He couldn't change his words after he said it, so he looked at Shen Qiujun pitifully.
Shen Qiujun saw in the mirror that if it had been the day before, his heart would have softened. But today, seeing him like this, not only did he not feel pity in his heart, but he also felt angry. He turned around and raised his hands, He pinched the Sixth Prince hard on his arms and waist.
The Sixth Prince had tasted the feeling of being pinched violently last night. When he saw Shen Qiujun reaching out to greet him, his heart couldn't stop beating. He subconsciously wanted to avoid it, but when he saw Shen Qiujun's expression , in the end he didn’t dare to move, he just gritted his teeth and endured it, not forgetting to squeeze out a smile during the pain.
When Shen Qiujun saw the smile on the sixth prince's face that was uglier than crying, the anger in his heart was relieved a little, so he put down his hand.
When the two of them went to have breakfast, they saw that the Sixth Prince was serving him more diligently than usual. Shen Qiujun felt better and his face became much gentler.
However, while serving Shen Qiujun, Aunt Chu suddenly pinched Shen Qiujun's arm. The pain caused Shen Qiujun to groan and complained: "Mommy, please be gentle, it hurts me to death."
Chapter completed!