Chapter 59 Su Yingxue's sadness
Su Yingxue changed the topic.
"You are going to get married in five days. Just forget about other things, but where are the wedding clothes? What are you wearing to get married?"
Qu Chu didn't care much: "It should be still rushing to make it? I just decided on the drawings for the people from the needle and thread bureau not long ago."
Su Yingxue touched her forehead, "Grandma, can you take a little snack? After all, it is a major event in your life!"
Qu Chu looked at Su Yingxue with disagreement, "You don't know that our marriage is a temporary solution, what should you do so carefully?"
"Do you still think you can be separated from each other?"
Be a divorce?
I'm afraid it won't work for the time being!
"If one day, the Wolf Kingdom will no longer invade the Dayu Kingdom, the tribes in the west will be at peace, and the barbarians in the south will be happy and will not be able to divorce."
Seeing Qu Chu say this, Su Yingxue was a little sad again.
It was forced to go to the battlefield at the age of 15, or to dress up as a man, you can imagine how difficult it was at the beginning. But what were girls of the same age as her doing at that time?
Snuggling in my mother's arms, complaining that today's pastries were not delicious, the new clothes made yesterday were not good, and where would you go to play tomorrow...
Even today, she has used her life to gain a future, but she still cannot take care of her husband and children like other women, enjoy family life, and still think about what day she will be killed and sent to the battlefield...
Thinking of this, Su Yingxue stepped forward and hugged Qu Chu.
Although Qu Chu's shoulders are wider than ordinary women, they are still weak and round lines of women's shoulders. However, such a not-so-wide shoulders have aroused the safety of the Dayu Kingdom with one force.
It is precisely because of Qu Chu and the soldiers of Qu Chu that many Dayu children can live and grow freely!
No matter what, she will stand firmly behind Qu Chu and support her!
...
After asking, Su Yingxue went to Qu Bingyu's room after understanding Qu Chu's attitude.
It was getting late, but Qu Bingyu was still looking at the account book.
"What are you busy with?"
"Achu's dowry. Although Achu doesn't care about these things, I still want her to get married in a grand manner."
Su Yingxue and Qu Bingyu have different ideas about this.
Su Yingxue feels:
Even if Qu Chu didn't have a dowry, everyone would only talk at most, and no one dared to underestimate her! Her dowry was the loyalty of hundreds of thousands of soldiers.
However, if Qu Bingyu has this kind of heart, Su Yingxue will not hit her.
"Bingyu, please stop first, I'll talk to you."
Qu Bingyu temporarily stopped the matter.
"Bingyu, have you ever thought about how you will live in the future?"
Qu Bingyu looked at Su Yingxue and saw that she didn't seem to talk casually, so she answered seriously: "I'm just staying in this general's mansion, with Achu taking care of me, no one dares to bully me."
"Bingyu, the border is not yet determined, and he will definitely go to the battlefield."
Qu Bingyu doesn't understand much.
"Achu is already a princess, how could he still go to the battlefield?"
Looking at the confusion in Qu Bingyu's clear almond eyes, Su Yingxue thought: She really doesn't understand the inside story.
"Bingyu, I'm afraid you will worry, so I didn't tell you some things.
The reason she was given a marriage to the King of Chu was because of the hundreds of thousands of troops in her hands. The emperor would not allow these troops to fall into the hands of others. The King of Chu was his most trusted brother, so he gave Qu Chu to the King of Chu."
Qu Bingyu didn't expect this to be the case. She was a little confused, "Does the marriage between Achu and King Chu count?"
"That's not true," Su Yingxue adjusted his tone: "The marriage between Ququ and King Chu is not a joke. But now the Kingdom of Dayu has not been able to give in, and sooner or later he will go to the battlefield."
Qu Bingyu looked firm:
"If Achu still wants to go to the battlefield, I will stay near the army as before, waiting for Achu to win and return."
Su Yingxue tentatively said:
"Didn't you ever think about getting married and having children? It's a pity to find a stable place for you."
"I don't want to get married. Since I was a child, I only have Achu around me. I only believe that Achu is unconditionally good to me. Others have a purpose in their good deeds, and I can't trust others."
Unexpectedly, Qu Bingyu felt so insecure inside!
Su Yingxue was a little sad again.
Ququ and Qu Bingyu grew up in the same environment. There are only a few trustworthy people around him since childhood. Qu Bingyu is similar to other women. He has become a vine wrapped around a big tree, but Quququ grows into a towering tree.
I don’t know how much hardships I have suffered in this process and how many hardships I have experienced.
Thinking of this, Su Yingxue couldn't help crying.
However, Qu Bingyu was worried about Qu Qu, and she wanted to arrange Qu Qu Qu, so that Qu Qu had no worries when he went to the battlefield in the future.
"Bingyu, you are the only concern. Only when you are well, you will have no worries when you go to the battlefield after you are wrong.
Otherwise, as long as she surrenders and has some concerns in her heart, she will not be able to do her best. Sometimes, this is fatal!
So, even for the sake of giving in, you must be strong!”
is that so?
Qu Bingyu was stunned.
Is the reason why Achu died in battle in his previous life because she did not give her all?
Was it because of her own affairs that affected her?
Otherwise, why would the former victorious general die in battle?
If this is true, wouldn’t I have harmed Achu?
Qu Bingyu looked up at Su Yingxue, her clear almond eyes were full of confusion.
"Sister Su, what should I do?"
Su Yingxue couldn't bear it, but people always had to grow up.
Qu Bingyu is not like Su Fengjiao. Su Fengjiao has parents and brothers who love her, and there are people in front of her in everything, so she can be innocent and naive. But Qu Bingyu can't do it, she must rely on herself!
Otherwise it will become a burden of grievance!
"Bingyu, you also know that I have a good relationship with Ququ, but Ququ is never worried about me. Do you know why this is?
It's because she knows that I am the same person as her.
No matter what environment I am in, I will not let myself fall into a desperate situation and will walk out a path of life.
So she restsatisfied with me.
If you don't want to worry about Quqiu, or you will become me and Quqiu like this, becoming a strong enough woman, not only can you live well, but you can also protect others.
Otherwise, you should find yourself a place to shelter from the wind and rain like other women, and then manage the place well and make yourself the owner of the place.
This place is home.”
Qu Bingyu thought carefully about Su Yingxue's words. Was she the blame for the ending she had in her previous life?
Maybe it's right!
After she married Du Ximing, she only thought about the moonlight of Du Ximing. You are strong and I am strong. She never thought about how to be a good wife in the Du family. She never thought about how to be a wife and a daughter-in-law. She never thought about how to be a wife and a wife-in-law.
If she didn't always think about the little things about her children's relationship, but instead managed the Du family and turned the Du family into her territory, maybe her ending would be different!
Seeing Qu Bingyu's expression like this, Su Yingxue did not stimulate her anymore.
"You think about it carefully, I'm going to sleep."
Chapter completed!