"What you said makes sense," Chen Ya said with emotion, "However, what I said was just an ideal scenario. She likes to get married, but I don't like to get married. Maybe we are not suitable to be together in the first place."

"Then it's her fault." Gu Yuqing said, "Only young girls think about getting married all the time, so why do they have to get married? What's so good about getting married, let alone with you."

"Not to mention following me..." Chen Ya repeated mockingly.

"Well done, well done," Gu Yuqing's tone was full of sarcasm, "for half-hearted couples like you, one less couple can make a contribution to the world. If you think I have offended you, I agree with you being angry.

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Chen Ya was not angry, even he felt that breaking up with Jiang Xinhai might be good for both parties.

The love debt he owed had already piled up unknowingly. Jiang Xinhai, Xu Xiangxiao, Taylor...

Especially the child Xu Xiangxiao, whose eyes are full of passion every time he sees him.

Even colleagues who have worked together once or twice can tell that she has a lot of affection for Chen Ya.

Several colleagues even reminded him tactfully that it would be better if he told her clearly earlier.

But every time I wanted to talk to Xu Xiangxiao about this matter, I felt that she was pitiful, so I pushed her away again and again.

Faced with this child's fancy gestures to show his favor, or subconscious physical contact, he would deliberately pretend to be stupid and avoid hurting her.

And he found that Xu Xiangxiao's state definitely had a catalytic effect on her music.

Although her voice can handle most fast songs well, before she fell in love with him, she obviously didn't have a deep understanding of love songs. When she sang love songs, she had the feeling of an outstanding student, full of longing and fantasy, but she was not comfortable enough.

Since her attitude towards herself has become more and more ambiguous, she has become more and more devoted when singing love songs, especially the song about "secret love", "Can't Open My Mouth", which made Chen Ya heartbroken when he listened to it in the recording studio.

"I just can't open my mouth to let him know. I can't do just a few simple words. My whole heart is hanging in the air and I can only watch from a distance. I can do all these things, but that person is no longer me..."

When singing these words, Xu Xiangxiao didn't look at the lyrics at all in the recording studio. He was completely looking at Chen Ya who was singing on the other side of the glass. His eyes were so hot that he almost burned through the glass.

Like her, why didn't Jiang Xinhai bring emotion into his love songs?

Chen Ya still remembers the scene at that time: he handed the lyrics of "Secret Code" to Jiang Xinhai and saw "Missed call, no message, it must be your lonely longing, no one can guess, this is our secret code..."

"When she heard this, she almost went crazy with joy.

She believed that these were lyrics written by Chen Ya for her, and she was so impulsive that she wanted to announce her relationship to the media, but Chen Ya had to talk hard to stop her...

After going abroad for a year, my overseas career was booming. After returning home, I found that Jiang Xinhai's and Xu Xiangxiao's careers were both silent and had no progress.

Later, I heard that Taylor became obsessed with having boyfriends, and that she would change boyfriends every three days... It was hard to say that this was not her own influence.

He thought at that time that he might be an emotional hedgehog, ruining other people's youth casually. From then on, he no longer dared to talk about feelings with others casually, especially with girls who seemed to be innocent.

He used to like to tease girls, and it was instinctive for him to tease girls. Now, he tried his best to restrain this instinct.

But, sometimes feelings can really be out of control.

It is human nature to feel that the lake is blue and the sky is beautiful.

When you meet a beautiful and excellent woman, it is really hard not to be tempted. Once you are tempted, you will often seduce her unconsciously with your actions.

...Thinking of this, Chen Ya raised his eyes slightly and saw Gu Yuqing in front of him, staring at him fiercely.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I was a little distracted just now." Chen Ya apologized sincerely.

"That's all, you and I don't have many topics in common, so you probably don't want to chat with me." Gu Yuqing stood up, "Let's go outside and hang out."

Chen Ya stretched out his hand to ask the clerk to pay, but Gu Yuqing told him that he had contracted the knot.

"Thank you." Chen Ya lowered his head, but Gu Yuqing didn't even look at him.

He felt a little ashamed of Gu Yuqing. After all, he had said that he would invite her, but this time he asked her to invite her. Although she was rich, it was a bit shameless to always ask her to invite him.

Of course he didn't know that Gu Yuqing ran to check out just to eavesdrop on his phone call.

The two of them walked out of the sunny gate side by side and walked along the road to Lingxiao Street.

After basking in the sun, Gu Yuqing's negative energy seemed to dissipate a lot, she regained her vitality and vitality, and tried to open up many new topics.

It's a pity that the magic of sunshine did not work on Chen Ya.

This was originally the liveliest street in the liveliest city. Sometimes their words would be drowned in the surging crowds, floating and deformed in the noon light. Chen Ya watched the busy traffic with his eyes and listened to Gu Yuqing's words.

Fragmented, my thoughts drifted to Jiang Xinhai, which was thousands of miles away.

He couldn't help recalling her long black hair, kissing him from her forehead to her belly; her overall gentleness and occasional unruly willfulness, as well as her life as if she was favored by God, and she believed that she was the one born in heaven.

The temperament of a charming girl...

The two of them walked unknowingly to the depths of the commercial street. They were surrounded by shops that no one cared about. Chen Ya was surprised that the most lively place in the world could still be in such a desolate place.

Every time she went to a store, Gu Yuqing seemed to be trying to gain popularity for them. She walked in, walked around, and came out without buying anything except a ballpoint pen from a stationery store.

When the two of them walked under the pergola outside the commercial street cafe, Gu Yuqing suddenly spoke:

"I want to eat M Ji's cone. Buy it for me."

Chen Ya glanced at Ji M across the street and said, "Would you like to go there together?"

"No, I want to sit here," Gu Yuqing commanded, "go buy it for me."

Chen Ya smiled bitterly. This was a spacious street with 8 lanes. A giant dragon-like pedestrian bridge spanned the street. Several hundred meters away, Chen Ya wondered whether the cones would melt on the way back from buying them.

in hand.

But what this woman said has a magical power that no one can refuse. What else can I do? I can only follow the instructions.

He jogged all the way to M's across the street to buy a cone, and avoided the crowds to safely escort the 6 yuan cone in his hand back. When he got to his original seat, Gu Yuqing was gone.

Two girls sitting next to him talked to him and told him that a girl who was sitting here before left a note for him and asked him to read it after he got back.

The two girls were still secretly laughing while they were talking.

Chen Ya took the neatly folded note paper and unfolded it, only to see what was written on it:

"Ignore the polite words. This letter was written when you went to buy a cone. In fact, I didn't want to eat the cone at all. I was lying to you. Are you surprised?"

I don’t know if you have read "Norwegian Wood". This book was recommended to me by you. I spent three days at home and read it carefully. At the end, the heroine Midoriko is like this to the boy.

The protagonist wrote the letter, and I shamelessly tell you that I learned from her.

Because I feel very similar to the character in the book, you made me sad today, very sad. It feels like there is a small hole in my heart, and something is flowing out continuously.

If I'm not pretentious, I think that with you, I'm at least your friend, and I treat you as at least a friend (that is, more than a friend). But what you did to me today is nothing like that.

It's not like something you should do to a friend.

It's just that you pretended to be sick in the morning and deceived me. Until just now, you have been thinking about another girl. No matter how much you talk to me, you can't get her back. It's like you have gone to another world.

To be honest, I spent an hour doing makeup today, and all the maids in the house were mobilized to help me with makeup, but after seeing you, you didn’t give me a compliment.

I made all kinds of gestures, whether I deliberately exposed my watch, played with my hair to show you my new hairstyle, or even put my feet right under your nose, or showed you my new monogrammed stockings, you were indifferent to all of them.

, Well, I didn’t say a word.

I'm also a girl. I don't understand how cute your girl I've never met is, but I'm not so cute today just to see you accompany me indifferently, but thinking about her in your heart. You know I'm looking at you.

That stinky face, how much do you want to kick you?

You are holding a cone in your hand and you are crossing the overpass. I saw you at a glance, like a fool. Even if you are thoughtful enough to buy two cones and sit down to eat them with me, I will forgive you immediately.

You, because you are at least doing the same thing as me.

All in all, I think it's better to end today's date here. By the time you get here, I will have already left, far away.

By the way, I have never been able to figure out who is the heroine in "Norwegian Wood", Naoko or Midoriko?

Now that I think about it, no matter which one of them is the heroine, I, sitting here, must be an unprecedented supporting actress in your heart, right?

Don't worry, what happened today will not affect the transaction between us. I will send you the money, but I will not see you again.
Chapter completed!