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Chapter 184 Modernity and Meaninglessness(2/2)

He has a habit of observing humans.

Originally, this was not a habit, but a kind of training: Chekhov taught a writing training technique in his book, to observe human beings extensively and with all his strength, and to use the most concise, short and simple words in his mind.

Use the most vivid sentences to describe them.

Observe the details on them and imagine the story behind them, so that the characters can stand in the story.

For example, Wang Zixu saw a woman wearing macaron blue high-heeled shoes. The woman was not a young woman, at least she was over forty years old, and the high-heeled shoes were not brand-new either. The uppers were so old that they had turned black, and the uppers were

The pearls on it all drooped down, like the ears of an old dog.

It was clear that this woman was not a wealthy person, and the old high-heeled shoes' state formed a bad contrast with their bright and bright colors, making them look even more ugly.

But the prince had no imagination. He could imagine the scene when the woman first bought these shoes: the shoes had a noble appearance at that time, and he could imagine the woman's joy and love for them when she brought them home.

.

Time can make everything dusty. He could imagine that this woman carefully put on these shoes in front of the door, perhaps out of numbness to life, perhaps out of struggle against life, or perhaps just the inertia of life.

Thinking of this, he suddenly felt very sad and couldn't help but burst into tears. The woman's joy of buying shoes and the numbness of wearing dirty shoes overlapped in his imagination. She walked towards him and looked at

He felt a little strange, not knowing that he was crying for her.

He also saw another woman who was dressed in sharp contrast to this woman walking towards him. From her hair to her clothes, she looked meticulous. Even her figure was impeccable. On her slender waist, there were spectacular

of mountains.

Taking a closer look, Wang Zixu stopped crying and became depressed: It turned out to be Xiao Mengyin.

He was wondering why Xiao Mengyin didn't go to the seminar. He looked at her thoughtfully, but he didn't intend to say hello to Xiao Mengyin.

But Xiao Mengyin walked straight towards him, so he had to stand up and plant the cigarette butt in his hand into the soil of the flower bed.

"Did you come out early?" Xiao Mengyin asked.

"You didn't go to participate?"

"I'm thinking about something."

"I also came out to think about something. But now it's 80% finished."

"How about it?"

"Fortunately, they are all ambiguous words and have little nutrition."

Xiao Mengyin curled her lips and said, "You are too picky. I'm afraid you won't even get a chance to get such unworthy comments."

Wang Zixu stretched his waist: "I don't know why they would invite those famous literati, the kind who can be seen on TV and in newspapers everywhere. Whenever something happens, you can see them commenting.

But I can’t even think of one of their works. But they are famous. Do you think it’s strange?”

Xiao Mengyin did not answer his question, but said with a blunt twist: "I've been thinking about you."

"ah?"

"I think you are probably a very talented person." Xiao Mengyin said.

"Oh..." Wang Zixu didn't know how to answer. He felt that it was not a good thing to get praise from this woman, as it smelled of conspiracy.

Xiao Mengyin said: "Because I haven't read your work yet, so I said it is just a rough idea. I can't make a conclusion until I have read it. So don't worry, I will definitely read it."

"Well...I..."

"You don't have to express your opinion, I said, just listen." Xiao Mengyin was a bit domineering, "I admit that I was a little defensive before, because I thought it was impossible for you to be on "Get", because I felt that I was not on

Gain, this is not arrogance, listen..."

Wang Zixu wanted to show his expression, but Xiao Mengyin pushed him back. She continued:

"Because I feel that the reason why I didn't appear on "Get" is because I am not qualified enough. You are even less qualified than me, but you are on it, which means that things are not what I thought, so I am a little bit defensive.

."

Wang Zixu understood and nodded deeply.

"So it's not because I hate you or see you unhappy that I broke my guard. It's because of my own internal reasons and my own problems." Xiao Mengyin finally concluded, "It's not because of you."

Wang Zixu said: "That's it."

"But you should understand it, after passing this seminar." Xiao Mengyin said.

"Understand what?"

"Understand that no one will declare your victory." Xiao Mengyin said, "You may be expecting that after boarding "Get", you will sit there and use your success to prove Shi Shuqiu's failure."

Wang Zixu said: "To be honest, I just went to prove that I didn't disappear."

"You succeeded in not disappearing, and you are still alive in a disgusting manner - for the two Shi family members - they were severely disgusted by you." Xiao Mengyin said.

"That's really a pity."

"It's a pity, and what's even more pity is that in the eyes of outsiders, you never existed from the beginning." Xiao Mengyin said, "Our world is not a novel, and it does not have that kind of dramatic conflicts. Good people

When the bad guys are alive and dead, everyone is happy. Our reality is modern."

"Modern." Wang Zixu repeated.

"Shi Shuqiu will go and declare his victory next. No one declares your victory, or in other words, it is meaningless." Xiao Mengyin said.

Wang Zixu was depressed by what she said: "So you come to declare that my victory is meaningless."

"Yes, just like I originally thought that my mother would become a winner in life after getting rid of her cheating father, but she could only feel the echoes of a failed life for a long time and watch how a person licks his own lips repeatedly.

Wounds cause everything to deteriorate out of control. There is always someone who will bring bad news to people like a crow and put an end to unnecessary illusions."

"..."

She suddenly spoke very heavy words, which were so heavy that Wang Zixu could not catch them, so she silently watched them fall to the ground.

Xiao Mengyin seemed to have a different side than he imagined.

Xiao Mengyin raised her eyes and looked behind him, and whispered: "Come to Renzhi Bridge in the evening, and I will talk to you again."

Before Wang Zixu could react, he turned around and saw Ning Chunyan and Chen Qingluo approaching fiercely. When he turned around again, he could only see Xiao Mengyin's back.
Chapter completed!
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