Chapter 41 Happy Heartbeat(2/2)
I also hope that time can go back.
Finally she exhaled slowly, caressing her belly subconsciously, and suddenly tore the letter in her hand into pieces.
"Mom...this is my brother's legacy..."
Shen Meixuan shook her head gently, "Your brother is not dead. He is still alive and living in my body."
Did her mother want to say that she was still alive in her memory? Gu Jiajie couldn't understand it for a moment, and nodded in understanding.
Shen Meixuan gently put her hands on Gu Jiajie's shoulders and said softly: "You have two identities now, you know? Don't let your brother down, take good care of your grandma. Don't be afraid, because mom will
Here to help you..."
Shen Meixuan wiped her face quickly. As an adult and a mother of children, she knew that she needed to be stronger than anyone else.
With complicated eyes, she opened the corridor window, bit it, took a deep breath, and then threw the paper pieces out and scattered them in the wind.
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In the ward, He Xiaomei, who had just woken up, narrowed her eyes hard. She touched her head and seemed to want to lift the quilt, "Jiahui? Is it? Is your mother here? I'm watching.
picture……"
There was eager anticipation on the old man's face.
"It's me." Shen Meixuan came to the bed, sat down, grabbed He Xiaomei's hand, and said softly: "I'm here to see you, Mom."
"Beautiful slowness, beautiful slowness..." The old man almost burst into tears.
She never thought that she would still have the day when her former daughter-in-law would call her "Mom" in such a gentle tone. She didn't know if God was taking pity on her and allowed her to go to this place in her last few years.
wish.
"Great, great." The old man wiped his eyes and muttered repeatedly: "Great, great! Jiahui, come!"
The old man stretched out his hand, grabbed Gu Jiajie's hand, and then grabbed Shen Meixuan's hand.
The old man's hand, the mother's hand, and the son's hand were held tightly like this.
The old man was cautious, for fear of interrupting this dreamlike morning, and whispered: "When Jiajie comes back from studying abroad, our family will be in good shape."
Shen Mei slowly choked up.
How much she wanted to say: Our family is now complete.
At this moment.
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The courtyard of the hospital is a place for patients to rest, so it seems that no matter how lazy you are, it will not be a sin in this place.
The weather today is very good, which is more suitable for patients to soak up the sun in the yard.
In the pavilion in the corner of the yard, the young man was sitting here like this. No one paid attention to him, and no one could notice him. No one noticed that there was a hammer on the stone bench next to him.
Like a plastic hammer used for playing games.
And he was opening his palm. On his palm, the thin pieces of paper were being carefully closed and pieced together, and finally turned into a complete letter full of cracks.
Luo Qiu put the letter on his lap, stretched out his hand to smooth it completely, then picked it up and read it patiently.
If, if I was the one who was taken away, would our fate be different?
I am sitting here, sitting in your room. There are many, many things that I have always dreamed of, and now I am grabbing them with my own hands.
But I know that these things have never belonged to me. Even if I come to this home as you now.
I saw my mother. After so many years, I finally had the opportunity to talk to her again, and finally had the opportunity to almost eat the food she cooked by her own hands, and finally had the opportunity to listen to her say good night to me.
But I don't know why, I can't be happy... I thought I could be happy. At least, in my last days, I can personally experience these things that are extremely luxurious to me.
But, I really can't be happy. Do you know why?
Because, in my mother's eyes, all she sees is you. I don't blame her, because she doesn't know, and I don't blame her for believing the lies of our bastard father. Because I think,
In her opinion, there would be no such father in the world who would make a fake cemetery for his son.
Yes, I know all this, so I don't blame her...but I still can't be happy.
If, if she had been willing to investigate carefully, would she have discovered something? If she had taken me away, would the outcome have been different?
I asked myself, why am I the one who suffers these pains? Why am I the one who stays in this home? Why am I the one who faces such a bastard father? Is it just because of the court's decision?
I sometimes wonder whether the divorce judgment back then gave my mother a choice. Was it her choice or the court's decision?
I don't know, I can't even think about it.
Today your same bastard father is beating you again. Of course, you here are actually me, I resisted, I resisted instinctively. I don’t know why you haven’t resisted all these years, but I don’t know why, when I know
When you are treated like this, to be honest, I am even a little happy.
Because, even if fate chooses you, you will not live a better life than me.
I hate, I hate it all.
I hate you.
I hate, I hate my mother.
So, I made a decision, I decided to punish you well. I will jump from the upstairs of your house as you.
I will make you suffer, and I will make my mother suffer. Even if you confess later, even if the truth about this matter is revealed later, I don't mind, because you have already suffered, and this is my punishment for you.
Isn't it ridiculous? Given this decision, I still have to write this letter.
No matter what, please take good care of grandma. Without her, I wouldn't be able to survive these ten years.
I have never been happy.
If there is another life...
Liu Jiahui, the last work.
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After carefully folding the letter paper in his hand, the club owner grabbed the small hammer lying next to him and gently tapped it on the stone bench.
Snapped!
Like a heartbeat.
The heartbeat of a little life, powerful and connected to its mother. (To be continued.)
Chapter completed!