I know that this was Remia's recklessness, which attracted the saint's punishment.

The high priest told me that as long as I am willing to bear all this, everything will get better.

 Very good, I didn’t hesitate.

Remia’s pride and glory are my pride and glory. What I cannot do will eventually be achieved by Remia...she is me.

 Why, I’m not...

　　If I were also a candidate, I wouldn’t have to bear these responsibilities. I wouldn’t have to be locked up or punished. I could even... I could enter the temple and feel it openly and openly...

 I shouldn’t have such thoughts.

  I am a boy, an older brother... Remia's older brother.

 …

 Actually, after accepting the fact that I am a boy, life... is not too bad.

 It’s just that I hate the scars on my body.

I don’t want to go to public bathhouses to take a bath. Even when I take a bath at home, I close my eyes. They must think this is disgusting...

 Later I read a book, which said that it turned out that I was not the only one in this situation.

That's a kind of gender identity disorder or something...

 It turns out that I am not the only one who has this kind of trouble.

 Feeling like I’m not so lonely anymore.

 …

“Remia, you will definitely become a holy girl. I will always support you from behind. No matter how hard you work, I will never give up! Come on, Remia!”

“I have signed up for the Saint Guard Class, and I will go to the Free City with you!”

 Two people, let’s work hard together!

Those clothes that are secretly hidden at home...it's better to throw them away.

 After all, it’s not good.

 They can’t say it well.

 …

"You are beautiful."

 Who is this... Is this light?

 Teacher Isabel, the authoritative tutor of the Sacrament Course at [Free City Academy], every class of holy girls is trained by her... Such a tutor, she saw me in the crowd.

 The moment I stepped off the train, someone saw me in the crowd.

 Charming breath, mature body.

 Mysterious, charming, noble and calm... Tutor Isabel turned out to have everything I expected.

 …

 “Put it on and try it on.”

 “This is...this is the dress of the holy girl?”

 “Why, don’t you want to?”

I.

I……

 I am willing.

 …

 Being confused, scared, worried, feeling guilty, restless...Yes, there is a trace of expectation.

 Looking forward to the arrival of tutor Isabel.

At this time, I was completely immersed in a dream-like relationship... Teacher Isabel’s hobbies are extremely perverted.

 But I myself seem to be a...pervert.

"So what, even if you are not accepted by the mainstream, do you still need to live for the mainstream... You are just not strong enough."

“Not everyone is like you, Lady Isabel.”

 “Have you ever thought about becoming a holy girl?”

 I didn't answer the question that night. Lady Isabel said I was not honest enough and was a coward, so she punished me for the whole night...in her own way.

 …

“Daxiu! I ordered some new clothes for the Holy Maiden Ceremony! Do you have time to help me get them back? Only you can help me. I don’t even have time to run away during the parade!”

"no problem."

 I regretted it...when I came across the clothes that the tailor lady handed to me.

 …

“You actually secretly put on your sister’s clothes to participate in the ceremony. You are really a pervert, Dashu. People who don’t know will probably think that you are a scumbag who loves your sister, right?”

I looked at myself in the mirror. I actually didn’t pay much attention to what Lady Isabel said at that time...or rather, I didn’t hear it at all.

 I was thinking, if the me who appeared on the stage of the ceremony...looked like this, would anyone accept me like this?

 “I’m going to punish you well...young man.”

 The body...the body has been put into Lady Isabel's arms.

 I feel like I am just a soulless doll.

“Tomorrow, you should also go and participate in the Holy Maiden’s ceremony.”

"How can it be?!"

“Aren’t you going? If you are not going, I will use despicable means to disqualify Remia. By the way, I will also announce that you are a pervert.”

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 I took a breath... Such consequences were obviously unbearable for both Remia and me.

 It seems that I can only agree.

 In order to prevent Remia from being disqualified.

Lady Isabel began to caress my face, looked at me with a smile and said, "As long as you find a reason, that's all. Beautiful young man."

 The reason...the reason for me to get on the stage.

　　Will anyone accept me like this? I think so.

If only as Daphne.

 If it’s just once.

　　If we could take away some of the attention paid to Remia by everyone... even just a small part.

 After the first round, should you give up on your own initiative?

 Just the first round is fine.

 Get on that stage.

 …

 I am, Daphne.
Chapter completed!