He has never appeared in front of so many people, and he has never stood under the gaze of so many people. But he knows that it is not just these, there are countless viewers in front of the TV.

He couldn't imagine how he got here... Fear and nervousness made his palms holding the wheat wet. He had to hold it with both hands for fear that it would fall down.

Zhuge found that even if he spoke aloud, it was extremely difficult... He lowered his head subconsciously, not daring to look at the eyes of the audience and the jury.

Nanako...is looking at me.

Thinking of her just staying in that small house, silently taking care of things, and silently restoring things to their original state, Zhuge felt a pain in his heart and raised his head.

"I...my name is Zhuge, and my full name is Zhuge Cong."

My name is Zhuge, I am not Zhuge.

"I... I have been a very timid person since I was a child, not smart, and very fat. I failed the exam, and I couldn't even run two hundred meters. Until I graduated from college, I didn't even have a girlfriend.

I can’t hand it over either.”

But...but now I have someone who always cares about me.

"After graduation, I just worked as the most useless handyman in a catering company. I thought I would be like this for the rest of my life..."

"I want to work hard, but I'm afraid of failure. Although I look like I'm fine, I care about other people's eyes all the time."

"I have no extra activities. I go home from get off work and can't do anything after I get home. I play games and watch anime... In the eyes of others, I am just an escapist."

"I am indeed a person who denies myself... I have constantly thought about why others have always disliked me. But recently I suddenly realized that it is not others who dislike me... but myself who dislikes me.

Own."

"I met a...a beautiful and cute girl who even understood me, supported me, looked down on me, would watch those childish and ridiculous cartoons with me, and would watch me play games by my side."

"But I actually dislike her...I actually, actually hurt her..."

"I'm really the worst person..." Zhuge said this, showing a self-deprecating smile: "Even just now, I knocked out my colleague directly, replaced him, and walked up here."

When the director team heard this, they immediately became panicked.

The director suddenly slammed the table, "Why are you panicking! Damn it! Keep broadcasting! This is the ratings!!! Keep going!!"

"...Looking back, she has been silently doing a lot of things for me, but I seem to have done nothing for her."

"So, please give me a song." Zhuge lowered his head silently: "Let me express what I want to say...what I want to express, my apology, my thoughts, everything about me...

Come out...I only care about you."

"If I hadn't met you."

"Where will I be?"

"How was your day?"

"Should we cherish life?"

Nanako, I'm sorry. Now...

"Maybe I know someone"

"Live an ordinary life."

Now, please look at me... Look at me, I'm here.

"Don't let time pass by in a hurry"

"I only care about you"

"I am willing to be infected by your breath"

I won't be afraid of anything anymore.

"So I...please...don't let me, don't let me leave you!"

…

…

"Zhuge..."

Crying tone.

She was sitting in front of the TV. The program that suddenly turned around made her stunned for a moment at first, but the moment she saw that clumsy figure starting to appear, she never left her sight.

I covered my mouth with my hands... I felt it was not enough, so I covered my mouth with both hands.

"Zhuge... I really want to see you."

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Chapter completed!