For most people, the period from the end of the final exam to the announcement of rankings every semester is mysterious.

Instinctively, I want to have a good time.

But intellectually, I feel uneasy.

Two emotions intertwined to form this complicated weekend.

Of course, this does not mean that everyone will have these two emotions at the same time.

For example, Liu Xin had no worries at all, he just played and played with everything he could.

It's pure and pure, and you'll die if you get too addicted to it.

This is actually a very strong ability that can maximize happiness.

On the contrary, Xu Mengxi was filled with anxiety.

On Friday night, even though her mother pulled her to sit on the sofa and turned on a completely mindless variety show, she was still very anxious.

Xu Mengxi knew that her mother wanted her to clear her mind and rest.

Therefore, I had to pretend that I liked watching it, and when my mother laughed, I pretended to laugh along with her.

This makes me even more tired.

After about twenty minutes, her mother also felt her fatigue. She just sighed and turned down the volume of the TV: "Forget it, actually I don't like watching it either."

"Haha." Xu Mengxi laughed, this time for real, "Trick each other."

"I still feel sorry for you." Mother Xu shook her head and said with a bitter smile, "I know how you feel now. You are obviously very tired and tired. You want to stop and rest, but you can't stop your thoughts at all. After a few seconds,

In a few minutes, you will start thinking about the exam again. In the time we have been watching TV, you have checked the class group and Teacher Tang's circle of friends four times."

"Ha, everything has been seen through." Xu Mengxi rubbed her head, "Mainly because, for the sake of overall results, I didn't go to the chemistry competition that I like, and I also asked my friends who are very tight on time to spend a lot of time tutoring me... If

In this way...I haven't made any progress...it's really, really too..."

The more Xu Mengxi muttered, the softer her voice became, but she still couldn't utter the word.

"It's really true." Xu's mother gave her daughter a slap on the head. "Everyone who can work hard has worked hard. You can go wherever you need to go. I've asked before. Your current grades are basically enough to get admitted to the Department of Stomatology.

Of course it’s good to want to improve further, but we can’t be without limits.”

"Well..." Xu Mengxi raised her head and wanted to say something, but still didn't say anything. "I'd better go to bed early. I'll be fine if I fall asleep."

"Let's chat for a few more words." Xu's mother asked Xu Mengxi and raised her eyebrows, "Who is the person who still tutors you even though you are short on time?"

"Just... just Qiao Bixia."

"Isn't her grade lower than yours?"

"Creatures are stronger than me..."

"Do you still need tutoring for biology? Do you think your mother has never taken the college entrance examination?"

"Oh, take a bath and go to bed, take a bath and go to bed."

…

Similar anxiety does not only happen to Xu Mengxi.

Still this evening, at 8:10, in a small park near City No. 1 Middle School, a man and woman in school uniforms had been strolling for more than an hour without eating.

Under the cold moonlight, Jiang Qinghua's sad face is particularly sexy.

"I really have to go home..." Du Shitong didn't dare to look any further and just lowered his head and said, "Otherwise, let's go out during the day on weekends. I can go to the library to study with my classmates."

"It doesn't matter." Jiang Qinghua said calmly, "You have a good rest on the weekend and I won't disturb you."

"What do you call interruption? Aren't we studying together?"

"But." Jiang Qinghua swallowed, made up his mind, and gradually clenched his fists, "Isn't this so-called study a kind of delay for you? Maybe I am just one of the 500 people in the district who can't get in.

waste……"

"???" Du Shitong stopped and stared at Jiang Qinghua in shock, "What's wrong with you? I can't get into the top 500 either."

"It's different. There's no comparison between Xishi and Haidian..."

Jiang Qinghua also stopped walking, but did not dare to look back. He only spoke word by word behind his back.

"Shitong... I really like you..."

"Being with you, whether I'm studying or practicing, whether I'm eating or walking, even if I'm just in a daze... I'm very happy..."

"But... the more I like it... the more scared I am..."

"I'm afraid that sooner or later I won't be worthy of you..."

"I'm still in high school now, so I can't show it..."

"From now on, if you go to 985, I didn't even get into 211..."

"With such a huge gap..."

"You will go further and further..."

"It's so far away that I can't catch up no matter what..."

Speaking of this, Jiang Qinghua wiped his eyes fiercely and choked with sobs.

"I'm afraid...I'm afraid..."

"I'm afraid I'll fall in and never get out."

"I was afraid of watching your back fade away...but you told me..."

"No need to chase."

Du Shitong's eyes were inexplicably moist when he looked at Jiang Qinghua's cold back.

It's not that I was moved, I was completely incited.

She couldn't help it anymore and stepped forward and took Jiang Qinghua's hand: "What are you thinking? These things have nothing to do with us at all. As long as we all work hard, who cares about the results? Besides,

...What kind of university you get into has no influence on your future achievements. As a hard-working and kind-hearted person like you, you will be able to do whatever job you want in the future."

"Thank you... Shitong... thank you."

Jiang Qinghua held Du Shitong's hands tightly. He knew that this was the only warmth in the cold night and should be cherished.

But I'm afraid that if I stick it too close, I'll get burned.

If Jiang Qinghua is worried about gains and losses at this time.

Then Du Shitong was anxious and angry.

"Thank you, these are all true words." Du Shitong wanted to put Jiang Qinghua's hand on his heart, "If I care about these things, why did I fall in love with you in the first place?"

"That's why...I thank you, thank you for your appreciation."

Jiang Qinghua couldn't bear to look at Du Shitong.

His heart warmed and softened.

But no.

It won't work this time.

He knows what he's doing.

Be harsh.

Only this time.

It must be more ruthless.

Jiang Qinghua gently raised her hand, holding Du Shitong's little face, and gradually choked up.

"I believe you, I believe you completely. What you say now is your true thoughts now."

"But Shitong, people will grow up and their ideas will change."

"If one day in the future, we are too far apart..."

"You will be so far away that I can't see you clearly no matter how hard I try."

"I will be so humble that you can't find me no matter how you return to the capital."

"What greeted us at that time was only tearing and regret, and the youth that we could never start over again."

"I know how it feels, and I can handle it."

"But I don't want you to suffer it either."

"I don't want you to waste the best years of your life on a man who accomplishes nothing."

"So...Shitong."

Jiang Qinghua gritted his teeth, put down his hand, and turned his head away stiffly.

"us……"

"Let's meet at 985."
To be continued...