Chapter 63 Approximately the core of the gods (middle)
Hearing this, "Feng Mine" gave him a blank look and said in an indifferent tone:
"Isn't it just that the love dies in front of you? Go and ask us the lost people of the 'order society', who has not experienced pain and despair?
If you have forgotten the reasons for the formation of the ‘unintentional person’ and the lost person, I don’t mind giving you a picture of it again. We, in the distant past, are humans infected by, ‘virus’, or their children!”
"Feng Mine" said word by word, pointing at Igor's chest with his fingers:
"Only by surviving the initial pain caused by the 'unheartless virus' and blocking it out of the heart with willpower or means, you can become a loser, rather than a human-eating monster. Do you know? If your arm is bitten, the 'virus' will quickly erode your skin and muscles, and use any part of the infection as raw material to quickly produce a large amount of 'burning fluid'.
"You will experience the burning sensation and pain like a molten iron poured into your body. This feeling will quickly defeat your will, making you no longer want to struggle and resist, but just want to end your life as soon as possible. Only a few humans with low infection or whose magic power surges in advance can relieve some of the pain."
"I know, but that is my own physical pain. Professor Ivanov is like my father. My relatives died miserably before me. I am destined not to engage in research related to the 'old fireworks' again," Igor argued.
"You don't know!" "Feng Mine" roared, reslapped Igor's shoulders with his hands, looking up at him with a sharp look like a furious tiger, "You can never understand the pain suffered by the Lost as a human."
"Indeed, now you will call those who can cooperate "friends," or even "comrades," and those who obviously make attacks as "enemy." But do you know, Igor, at least three hundred years ago, we were monsters wandering in the gray realm."
"Monster?" Igor said in surprise.
"Yes, it's monsters. For a time we were called the "evolved unintentional man" and the "more threatening evil spirit". The "unintentional man" because the human aura on us attacks us more frequently, and the strong and the "extraordinary" among humans are also preparing to hunt us.
"During that period, we didn't even have the possibility of wandering in the gray area. We could only learn to abandon the human part of our thinking like the "unintentional person" and completely transform ourselves into purebred beasts. We who are already suffering from physical pain have to endure spiritual rejection, and the life of the lost person is much longer than that of humans. The higher the level of the magic source order means longer survival.
"No wonder Relita, Empress Eventry, once called immortality a curse. The longer life means more pain and repulsion, and the stronger loneliness."
"Lonely?" Igor blurted out.
"Yes, loneliness!" "Feng Mine" took the speech and said heavily:
"Most of the lost, including me, have no relatives and friends. Generally speaking, only one or two lucky people of tens of thousands of "unintentional people" can become lost people, and the difficulty of becoming a lost person from "unintentional people" is consistent with seeing the god and threatening him.
“In other words, the occasional ‘unintentional virus’ infection usually does not lead to the lost, only large-scale ‘unintentional wave’ or the failure of the war will lead to the lost. All of us will see dead and mutating relatives almost when we open our eyes.
"Do you know, Mr. Igor. A large part of human mutations are not completed instantly. They usually need to struggle in pain for four or five hours, and some strong ones take half a day. Therefore, most of the lost people will see their relatives and friends struggling in pain and twisting around them after they wake up, and dark red blood flows out from their mouths, noses and ears.
"Then it is the bright internal organ tissue like rose petals, and finally the simple red mucus. You must know that in the precursor stage of mutation, many of them have lost the ability to speak. In the final stage, they cannot call for help, and cannot endure the burning pain, and can only wail helplessly or roar like wild animals.
"But they will retain the last bit of rationality and fate to fight against fate. Most of the relatives and friends who are in the last state we lost people will forcibly restrain the desire to kill in our hearts and try to drive us away as much as possible. Either jump off the building or use the weapons at hand to end themselves..." "Feng Mine" said, paused for a long time, wiped away the tears that had overflowed from the corners of our eyes, looked up at Igor's eyes with an undepressed sad look, and asked:
"You said, isn't this hopeless?"
"I can't answer." Igor glanced to the side, and said with a hint of heavy tone.
In my impression, the "wind mines" Igor had seen were all condescending, the "order association" strong man and half-leader-like existence, very arrogant, cruel, indifferent, but extremely confident and self-esteem.
Now this weak, sad and painful state was the first time Igor met. Therefore, his resentment and fear towards the head of the "Order Society" subsided. The emotion called "sympathy" in his heart suddenly rose, making it difficult for him to deal with complex emotions for a while, and simply developed an escape emotion.
But "Feng Mine" did not give him the chance to continue to avoid it, but forced his head to straighten it and looked at him:
"This is despair, helpless despair and despair that hates oneself. You must know that Mr. Igor, the complete loss cannot have relatives, and the children born from the lost are 'half-lost', and even though they are like us in almost all aspects, they lack the baptism of pain.
"After seeing relatives and friends die, we have to wander among the 'unintentioned people' they become for a long time before we can find organizations of the same kind or enter other cities controlled by humans. The feeling of no one having to talk to, not knowing how to obtain food and water, and everything around us is like an isolated island that deliberately ignores your existence, as if we were abandoned by this world.
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content behind! "During that time, we felt that our bodies no longer existed, wandering like the dead, the stars were just a darker curtain, and the day was just a brighter picture, which was meaningless to us. So, you did not have the qualifications to talk about 'despair' and 'pain' in front of us, nor did you use this as an excuse to escape."
"'Wind Mine'." Igor took two deep breaths, calming down his slightly churning heart and said:
“I have never mentioned my past to anyone, including during the Federal Council’s military review. Like you, my wife Shawa was scratched by the loser in a conspiracy and mutated into an ‘unintentional person’ in my arms. I was barely affected because I had injected the ‘Potion No. 0’ distributed by the Federal Council in the early years.
"But my son really died in the battle against the "Wave of Intentions". My daughter, such a lovely girl, also disappeared after that battle, and her life and death are uncertain. Do you know, "Feng Mine", from then on, I planned that as long as I did not get the exact news about my daughter, I would protect my life and wait for the day to meet her again.
"For this reason, I escaped the mobilization order of the federal army, and rely on bribing senior federal commission officials to get the opportunity to stay away from war and devote myself to scientific research. I never dared to contact those dangerous enough monsters, and have been working in areas that I know very well and are good at, for fear of any accidents.
"So, please forgive my cowardice and escape. I can never give my life completely to contact the dangerous 'old fireworks'."
"Mr. Igor, I think you can change your attitude now." "Feng Mine" took a deep breath, and the expression of "pain" on his face immediately disappeared, turning into a kind smile.
"Is there any news? About my daughter?" Igor seemed to have his eyes shining, pinched the shoulders of "Feng Mine" and shook them hard.
Fortunately, the "wind mine" brought the answer he most wanted to hear:
"In fact, the Cruzd Federal Council has thoroughly investigated you, and whether you confess or not, they know your information clearly. As a leader, the Chief Executive Vasily cares most about the loyalty of his subordinates, especially when you are studying the "Evolution Taiwan Project" for him that is enough to change the times.
"I do have news here that is better for you. A week ago, soldiers of the Federal Strategic Corps saw a "person" who looked very similar to your daughter outside several abandoned settlements north of Hoptov in the middle of the Far East. From the outside, they were probably the same age as her now.
"Vasily once said that as long as you can put down your burden and devote yourself to your research, the Empire will send troops to help you find your daughter during the upcoming 'Big Railway Battle'. In this way, are you still afraid of 'fireworks' that can't be human-eating'?"
"If you're saying the truth," Igor pressed his chest and said:
"I will swear in the name of the Lord, and promise you and the Federal Council."
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When the conversation and arguments ended, the falling sunset sprinkled the last ray of golden light, and was gradually replaced by a huge orange fireball by a crimson moon that revealed the evil aura in the sky.
After leaving behind his inner burden, Igor followed the "Feng Mine" to the center of the abandoned factory, a complex geometric pattern composed of splashed lime.
As the "Wind Mine" quickly chanted the spells used to build spirits, their sides were quickly surrounded by a bright blue glow and a small hurricane that blew violently.
A few seconds later, when everything returned to a brief calm, Igor had arrived in a dim, giant pit-like area with the "leap array" of the "wind mine".
After a brief dizziness, Igor was attracted by a giant tree in front of him with green sparks floating on his face.
He took a few steps back curiously and looked up. Under the splash of poor moonlight, the silver tree was actually emitting a soft, almost electrically lit existence.
Its trunk is in an extremely scientific straight state, similar to a giant erected geometric cuboid, which is almost the result of industrial civilization using its peak power to forcibly correct it.
The branches on the top are square and are unimaginable extremes compared to the contaminated distorted monster. Above the silver trees are fruits like light bulbs, emitting deep green light, which seems to be batteries, constantly consuming energy, emitting green light spots as waste, and recharge the silver giant objects.
The regular appearance, rich in the meaning of science and technology industry, and the unique energy operation make the tree reveal a strange sense of rules. Its existence, in Igor's view, is like a beacon guiding the light of science.
Before he could see this towering tree full of technology, the "Feng Mine" forced him back to reality.
"Mr. Igor..." "Feng Mine" patted Igor's shoulder and pointed at the red blocky guy behind them and said:
"This is the 'approximate core of the god' without any energy. I think you should first understand the object you are about to study, rather than the orderly monster behind you that is not very useful for the time being."
Chapter completed!