"I will never understand your tenderness. I feel like I have entered layers of fog. I will never understand your tenderness. The imagination in the dream is not the destination..."

When I was alone, I like to come to this bar the most. The young male singer is named Ah K. He has a big black braid and tied it up with a rubber band behind his head. He has a good length and beautiful eyes.

It was a snowy day when I met Ah K. I couldn’t get a taxi when I went out. Ah K invited me to ride the same car with him. After two minutes of silence, he said to me, “My name is Ah K.”

We didn't leave any contact information, nor could we say we knew each other or didn't know each other.

I just think this young man's voice is very clean and it's very comfortable to listen to him singing. The young man is twenty-two years old this year, a few years younger than me.

This song reminds me of Li Baitian. I don’t know whether it is because I don’t understand his tenderness or he doesn’t understand me. Every woman is gentle in her heart. Yes, I am not gentle enough to him, but he didn’t give me a chance to be gentle. If I am not gentle, I will not pretend to sprain my ankle and let him carry me on my back. If I am not gentle, I will not buy a car until now and force Li Baitian to get up early every day to go to the company with me.

But what is the importance of whether I am gentle or not to him? The gentleness he wants is that you are electricity, light, you are the only myth. Sorry, that is not my style.

After singing, Ah K got off the stage and walked to me to sit down. I was calling my subordinates, "I will never do that order below three million. If I really can't get it, let Mr. Li go and talk in person, yes."

After hanging up the phone, Ak smiled at me shyly, and I smiled at him, "I'll go to the bathroom."

Ah K nodded and helped me look at my stuff. We talked a few times and felt that he was quite trusting with a pretty guy. I didn’t have the habit of taking things to the bathroom.

When he came back from the bathroom, Ah K still sat in his seat and said, "Are you not busy today?"

I shook my head. How busy can I be during the New Year? Li Baitian is busy, busy getting the list of taxi electronic screens, busy attending various banquets, and busy digging for other companies.

I set a performance plan for him at 80 million. If it cannot achieve more than 50 million in the first half of the year, there will be no hope of a breakthrough in the second half of the year. It is hard to force Li Baitian to do so, and I don’t know what kind of thought I am. Maybe he is busy and has no time to go out to pick up girls, maybe I just like to make things difficult for him.

People say that behind a successful man, there must be a woman who silently contributes to him. I think this must be changed. Behind a successful man, there must be a woman who always whips him.

Laziness is a common problem for people, especially for men.

Once the pace is forced to speed up, it is not so easy to stop. Some women feel sorry for their men and don’t want to see them working so hard. On the contrary, maybe I am really not gentle at all. Or do I feel sorry for Li Baitian?

Why don’t I feel sorry for me? I just don’t want him to be overwhelmed after he takes over the business of the head office.

"What do you want to hear today?" Ah K asked.

I didn't think much, "Red Bean."

Ah K smiled, went to communicate with DJ, and then went to the stage to sing "Red Beans" to me.

In fact, when he sang, I didn't listen to it very seriously. Men sing such warm songs, which have a warm charm, and it is easy to bring people into a passionate atmosphere.

The lights on the stage were beautifully lit, and the singer was the focus of the sound and picture. I looked up, but what I saw in my eyes seemed to be the shadow of Li Baitian.

Li Baitian is a little lover who is running water. A few days ago, I just drove away a girl who came to the door. This girl is Li Baitian’s girlfriend two years ago, and she still has an unforgettable relationship after a long time. The girl has a killer move, which is to be particularly good at crying. As soon as she sees Li Baitian’s face, she will immediately have tears in her eyes.

Li Baitian said that the breakup was because he was too stressed with her, the girl was too sensitive, and could be touched by a little bit of things. He also had the habit of watching horror movies in the middle of the night, so he called Li Baitian all night after watching it.

At first, Li Baitian felt that the girl was weak and she felt very accomplished when taking care of her. After a long time, she couldn't stand it if she didn't sleep. After asking the problem, the girl said she would correct it, but at night she still called Li Baitian and asked Li Baitian to go to his house to accompany him. If Li Baitian didn't go, she took a taxi to come to her house in the middle of the night.

Li Baitian said that this was too dangerous, so he should not run around at night in the future, and the girl cried again. After a few trips, Li Baitian couldn't stand it anymore and broke up.

After the breakup, Li Baitian still took good care of her, but whenever the girl encountered some difficulties, she still had to look for Li Baitian. She didn't ask Li Baitian to solve the problem, but just cried to him to show her. This is a strong dependence disease.

Li Baitian happened to be away that day. I saw the girl waiting in the rest area feeling very pitiful, so I sat over and said a few words to her.

I said, "Sister, how long have you been with Li Baitian?"

"Two months." The sister replied.

I asked again, "How many boyfriends have you ever talked about?"

The girl didn't speak. Looking at her appearance, I think the boyfriend I had ever had must have more than one hand. I said, "You have developed this habit in two months. Two months ago, who did you cry when you encountered difficulties?"

The girl still lowered her head.

I said patiently, "Li Baitian is a soft-hearted person, but soft-hearted person has a limit. You are a woman, and he can't do anything to you. But if you do this, I think it's a bit bullying."

"I didn't bully him. I treat him very well. I can do laundry, cooking, and wiping the floor." The girl explained.

I raised my hand to stop her from saying, "Many women can do what you said, but whether you want to do it or not is his final say. When you are a princess, you are a princess, and when you are not allowed to be a servant, you can't even be a servant. People have to learn to start a new life. There is nothing that cannot be escaped and cannot be forgotten. You are just torture yourself like this."

After saying that, I was going to leave, and the girl asked me who I was.

"It doesn't matter who I am. What matters is that none of us belong to him. The kite string in our hand has been broken long ago. Don't deceive yourself."

I can persuade others, but I still may not be able to persuade myself.

Li Baitian said that looking at women is like looking at the scenery. Listening to this red bean and listening to this sentence "When you see through the scenery, maybe you will accompany me to watch the long flow of water..."

I feel bad.

The song ended and the sound was still there. Ak asked me, "Are you in a bad mood?"

"Are you off work? Let's have a walk together?" I said.

This bar is not far from where I live, and I often choose to walk back. We walked side by side on the road. Ak asked me, "Sister, are you alone?"

"Yes." There is no doubt about it.

"Why not find a boyfriend?"

I smiled, "I said I can't find you to believe me?"

Of course Ak didn't believe it, he said, "You must have a reason to be single."

"Tell me?"

"Either you are used to being alone or waiting for someone." Ak said.

A twenty-two-year-old guy can't be considered a child, especially those who play music always have some understanding of feelings. I have both reasons for being single, but I'm not sure what I'm waiting for.

Wait until he sees the scenery through, or wait until he finally walks to someone else in my sight, and then completely blocks me as the reason for waiting.

As I was walking, there was a car honking next to me. It was Li Baitian's car. I turned around and faced Ah K and said, "My friend, thank you for sending me."

He smiled and shook his cell phone, "I have your phone number, bye."

Xiao Ak left, and I looked at his back and smiled. Young people are always charming, the feeling of vitality. If I were young to his age, I would... I don't know.

I got into Li Baitian's car and turned on the air conditioner. The car was so warm.

Li Baitian, “Hey, where are you on a date?”

I glanced at him, "It's so early today?"

Li Baitian, "Where are you asking?"

I still have to explain, okay, then I will explain, "Isn't this boring walking alone?"

"Then I'm bored driving alone, why didn't I find someone to accompany me?"

"You have someone to accompany you, can they get out of your car? Li Baitian, you are a weird provocation. Look at the girlfriends you have had, Oh, I don't want to talk about you anymore."

Li Baitian touched his nose and didn't want to tell me this. He only reminded me, "You should be more at ease, these young people are full of intestines."

"Can Huahua catch up with you?"

"I will be with you, but I will not be with you." Li Baitian emphasized.

I thrust my head and asked casually, "What about your Youyou?"

Li Baitian sighed, "She is different. As you said, people have feelings when they spend a long time. The longer they are, the more complicated they are. She is like a work I cultivated myself. I am reluctant to destroy her, and I am even more reluctant to let others destroy her. I don't know how to calculate it."

I don't want to express any opinions.

After I got home, I received a call from Ak, asking me if I had been home and said some considerate and caring words. I like to hear the young man's voice and I have nothing to do, so I chatted a few more.

The young man asked, "Sister, how old are you?"

I said, "What do you think?"

"I can't tell you, I believe you say ten**. You look very young, really."

"Okay, don't compliment me."

"Really." Paused for a moment, and said shyly, "I think you are particularly beautiful and elegant."

Who doesn’t like being praised, so I smiled, “The bar is good, and everyone looks good.”

He said: "Those are all vulgar fans, sister, I like you."

My heart was beating, not because I was excited, but because I was cautious. I was so old that I had no intention of eating tender grass, so I thought he was a joke.

But he refused to give in, "Sister, please let me take care of you, I will cook for you, I will pick you up to and from get off work, accompany you to and sing for you, and listen to you."

"No, I can do all this myself."

"But you need a man."

"I can do whatever men can do," I replied.
Chapter completed!