The flowers on the ground were probably brought by Li Hua, who else could there be besides him? I drank the pieces last night, and I don’t know what the scene was when Li Hua arrived, and I don’t know how they fought. I can only guess that Li Hua must be very angry.

Looking at the messy clothes on me, I often live a mess because I am lazy. Looking at the mess of the room, I had no idea where to start cleaning up, so I simply didn't want to clean up.

If the room is not cleaned, including feelings, sometimes I will be tired of cleaning up. I think I should explain something to Li Hua, but I don’t know where to start, but I feel that the explanation is very pale. Laziness may be my biggest problem in life, so I went to bed.

I didn't go to work today, and no one disturbed me today. I slept until dark and I was hungry, but there seemed to be no food at home. I didn't want to go out to buy it, so I didn't think much about it and knocked on Li Baitian's door.

He was at home and he didn't go out for a day, mainly because he couldn't see anyone. Li Baitian stood at the door and did not invite me in enthusiastically. I looked at the two bruises on his face, which was a bit funny.

I said, "Who beat this?"

He frowned, and became arrogant in a rare sight, "Who did you say beat me?"

I smiled softly, saying anything, "Do you have any food here?"

Li Baitian thought about something slightly and asked me to enter. Then he turned out two buckets of instant noodles. We sat at his 20,000-yuan dining table, ate to his head, and didn't speak.

Li Baitian was eating very enthusiastically, and I ate it tasted unpleasant. I never liked instant noodles. I felt full after a few bites. I put down my small fork and said, "Did Li Hua come last night?"

"Yes." He didn't raise his eyes and continued to eat.

"Then what?"

Li Baitian didn't reply, took a few bites and said seriously: "I'm very embarrassed."

I just looked at him like that, probably knowing it in my heart. Li Baitian probably took advantage of me, so he forced a smile, "It's nothing."

Li Baitian hesitated slightly, "Why should I ask that kid to explain?"

I shook my head, "No need, I have the opportunity to explain in person."

There was a condom in front and a traitor on the sofa behind. I think this is not just a matter of explanation or not. Even if Li Baitian and I are innocent, Li Hua believes that we are innocent, but that layer of suspicion is unlikely to be easily erased.

Then I held my forehead and started to ponder. Li Baitian and I pondered each other together, and were stunned for five minutes, saying, "Brother Tian, ​​I am so tired that I don't know what I should do."

Li Baitian looked up at me, but he didn't say anything.

I said, "I have known Li Hua for four years. It's better to be separated in the middle. So far, why do you suddenly feel that it's meaningless to be divided or good? At the beginning, when I mentioned the name Li Hua, my face turned red and my heart beat. Now after so long, the feeling has disappeared. But I feel that I can't separate. It's either that kind of separation or not. We are like one person, no matter whether he is in the south of the world and in the north of Hai, I am one. I haven't thought about him much this year."

After hearing my nonsense, Li Baitian sighed, "This is what people often say, love will turn into family affection in the end."

I expressed disagreement, and I said, "It's still not the same. Losing a relative is like breaking his arms and short legs, but losing him is like losing his soul. Without a soul, you can still live on the surface. If you break his arms and short legs, you can't take care of yourself."

"What the hell do you want to say?" Li Baitian asked.

I didn't know what I wanted to say, so I said casually, "I just suddenly felt that it's not that important to be together."

Maybe it's because time has passed too long, maybe there are too many things in the middle, and there seems to be no living love between Li Hua and I. But this cannot be said that I don't love him anymore. I love him. I am still willing to do anything for him. But I have a feeling of willingness.

From the age of twenty to twenty-four, the name Li Hua will never be missing in my kindest youth. I believe that even when I am old or die, I will never forget this person. He is the milestone in my life, and he is the most beautiful scenery in my life.

It is the deepest part in my heart, and no one can erase or cover it. I think this may be love. I have possessed it very deeply, and I am very willing to do so. What is the result? Compared with the meaning of love's existence, it seems a bit insignificant.

It is like a summer flower, and there may always be a day of withering. It is picked at the most beautiful time, and it cannot be said to be a good or bad ending. But I am the kind of person who hates seeing beautiful things and gradually withering after years of hard work, so I am particularly afraid of old age.

I think if this relationship is about to move towards a day that has been exhausted, I would rather it stay still at this moment.

This idea may be a bit pessimistic, but it is what I think now.

A year ago, I went to Li Hua with my household registration book, but I never had the idea of ​​breaking up. I think I would work with him for the rest of my life no matter what. So Lan Tian’s affairs made me so overwhelmed, and I was willing to hold on with Li Hua.

This is different from when we broke up. At that time, it was because we were too young and we were not strong enough to feel unable to manage this relationship. But now, it is a kind of calmness, a kind of calmness after gaining, and a kind of understanding that superficial loss cannot replace the once beautiful determination.

Love is not the whole of life, but good love is probably the finishing touch. I think my life has its own eyes.

Li Baitian didn't say anything. Although he looked like a great man, he seemed to see everything clearly. Perhaps the one he couldn't see through the most was love. So I left.

Let’s talk about Li Hua’s next direction. When we don’t know how to choose many things, we might as well leave the choices to time and destiny. Whether it is good or bad, it will always open up a path for us.

The next day, Li Hua's mother called me and said that Lan Tian was missing. His mother went to the supermarket to buy a dish because Lan Tian performed too well recently and had no intention of having a drug addiction. Li Hua's mother felt relieved. She didn't lock the door when she left, so Lan Tian ran away.

Li Hua's mother said that she didn't want me to care about Lan Tian anymore, but at this time, she still had to ask me for help. In Beijing, I am more familiar with her and it is easier to find someone than her.

I didn't go to Lan Tian to find out the situation. After receiving the news, I went to find Li Baitian next door. In such a big city, Lan Tian was going to run away, so where did we look for it? This kind of confusion with no clue made me not worried at all.

It seems that I have a premonition, nothing is wrong, and when Lan Tian should appear, she will appear.

Li Baitian mobilized his friends to sweep nightclubs of all sizes in Beijing. I didn't go out to look for them in person, and I didn't know where to look for them. I just called Li Hua's mother over and over again so that she didn't have to worry.

At 11 o'clock in the evening, Lan Tian did appear on the voluntary side, right at my doorstep.

She knocked on the door and I opened it. The smell of wine in her body smiled sweetly and gently at me, stretched out her hands to put her neck, "Youyou..."

There was no negative feeling in the language, as if she missed me very much and wanted to see me very much. I dragged Lan Tian into the room, and she still smiled wildly and nestled on a sofa.

I was actually quite cold in my attitude. After pouring her a glass of water, I turned around and planned to call Li Hua's mother and asked her to come over and take the person away.

Lan Tian pulled the corner of my clothes, a little naughty and begging. She said, "Don't tell my godmother that I'm here for now, or she will come over immediately, and I still want to talk to you."

I'm also afraid that Li Hua's mother would worry, Lan Tian then discussed with me, "Okay, just talk. After that, I'll go home with my godmother, and I won't run around."

I sighed and sat down opposite her. There was no good expression on my face. I don’t know what trouble she was going to do. It can be seen that Lan Tian was drunk, but she always had a relatively calm expression on her face, not like she was here to cause trouble. She even acted like to act coquettishly with me in every word and action.

It’s like when she was in school, she always smiled like this and acted coquettishly with me.

Lan Tian was very obedient today. She held a pillow and looked around for a few times, and said suspiciously: "Why are you so messy here?"

I said, "Tiantian, what do you want to talk to me?"

She felt that my attitude was unfriendly and said slightly sadly and aggrievedly, "Youyou, do you hate me very much now? I'm very annoying to me."

I didn't say anything. If I can't say I hate it, it's still annoying. I just don't want to see her. When I see her, I feel tired, and I don't know what to do with her.

She started playing the family affection card, and it might not have been intentional, but was just sentimental. She said: "I remember when I was in the art school, we had to play the same role. At that time, you often played men. We played Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, and Tang Bohu, and Tang Bohu, you played Tang Bohu, and I was Qiuxiang. Haha... You are so nice to me. When I was my aunt, you even washed my underwear for me. Haha... I don't have an aunt anymore."

I washed her once, and then the girl in the dormitory said we were a little crazy. She said, "At that time, we were fine, and I felt that I was about to fall in love with one sex, if I had fallen in love with one sex, I would have been pestering you."
Chapter completed!