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Chapter Nineteen: Despair—Drunkenness, Dreaming and Death

Gu Feng really had nothing left. He was engulfed by an unprecedented depression. His heart was so heavy and it hurt so much. The road away from the palace was flat and wide, but every step he took felt extremely difficult and heavy.

Accompanying the emperor is like accompanying a tiger. The emperor's words turned Gu Feng's full of revenge into a phantom. At this moment, Gu Feng's only spiritual support also collapsed. Now he really doesn't know where to go.

Originally, he thought that this time he would be reused by the Holy Spirit and be able to show his talents. Only then did he find some bright spots in his gloomy life. Now he realized that all of this was God fooling him, and good luck never stood in his way.

On his side; his destiny has never been his own.

The night is deep and everything is silent. Gu Feng is still wandering the cold streets like an ownerless soul. No one knows that this lonely and lost soul is the extremely talented Jingke No. 1 Scholar, and no one cares that he is extremely sad at this moment.

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Death was the only option for him through the ages, but he never thought of ending his life. Even though his survival had become a sin, perhaps he was not even qualified to die because the suffering he had suffered in this world was not enough, because his ideal was not yet there.

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How could the cold night wind compare with Gu Feng's cold heart and the desolation of all things? How could it compare with Gu Feng's heart and haggardness? Gu Feng only felt that he had been swallowed up by this ruthless darkness. These darkness were like painful memories everywhere.

Gu Feng was no longer able to bear these terrible darkness. The only thing he could do was to escape - to use alcohol to anesthetize him.

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Since then, Gu Feng has never been able to regain his confidence. He has no reason to give himself courage. His lower body may only be spent in drunken dreams and death. Sadly, the "street waste" who is now drunk was once a talented Jingke No. 1 scholar.

, Destiny never seems to follow people's will

Soon all his money was exhausted, and wine seemed to have become the only sustenance of his life. In order to drink, he could lose the character of a scholar and drink Bawang wine; for the sake of wine, he received countless sarcastic remarks;

Because of the wine, his body was covered with scars. It was impossible to estimate that he didn't care about all this, because the wounds on his body were incomparable and insignificant compared with the misery in his heart.

Most people have the illusion that physical torture can alleviate inner pain, so how can a full glass of bitter wine make them feel better? He originally thought that wine could anesthetize him and forget all pain and troubles, but now he realizes that he is just deceiving himself because of the pain.

It can make you sober. Even if you are drunk, it will still be with you.

He couldn't help but laugh wildly. He laughed at the cruelty, hypocrisy and injustice in this world. It turned out that what he was looking for was not wine. He was looking for death. He was looking for Zhang Jing.

Finally one day, Gu Feng was beaten to death by a waiter in a restaurant. He was just a lowly and dirty trash now. Naturally, no one cared about his life or death, so he was sent to the wilderness, where only jackals were waiting for him.
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