209 He Waits for the Falling Cherry Blossoms in Thoughts
My surname was Jian, and I had a simple name, but I had forgotten what my name was.
Because I met her, the dazzling woman like cherry blossoms. She was still young at that time, and I was still fat and had a cowardly personality. Because I was the second son of the family, my parents did not pay much attention to me, but were more of the training of my elder brother, so I began to give up on myself.
At that time, I was unable to confirm my feelings, but I met her by chance, although the way was awkward.
Perhaps everyone hopes that a woman is as beautiful as a young woman, but I only want to appreciate her old appearance, even if her face is covered with wrinkles, even if her teeth are all gone, even if her hair is silver-white. This may be a beauty in the years, but she is too proud, so I can only wait and see from afar for three years.
She once helped me. When I was blocked by some gangsters and asked for money, she stood up like a hero and sent them away in a few words. I have never met someone so eloquent and non-silly tone.
Then she asked me if I was injured. But I burst into tears.
She was too kind at that time and immediately became busy. While scolding me for crying as a boy, she was looking for a handkerchief, which was a handkerchief with a bright red maple leaf printed on it. The handkerchief was very light in color and seemed to have a little rose fragrance. It is still lying in my box intact. When I miss her, I will take it out to take a look.
Then I began to observe her secretly. She likes cherry blossoms very much, but she likes sepia, not red. The sepia seems to be more in line with her wishes, and she does not like timid men, so I began to change. I bravely made a request to live alone with my parents, and then crazyly improved myself. Whether it is weight loss, study, cooking, painting, art, exercise, temperament, etc., I tried my best to change, but some habits are difficult to change. The process has suffered a lot, and my eyes are red many times but I dare not cry.
I remember one time I mustered up the courage to hand her a crimson love letter, but she cruelly tore it into pieces in front of her classmates. Seeing the paper scraps swaying and circling in the air, my heart hurts even more than a needle. I silently picked up the pieces and returned home, and then I dared to bite the quilt and cry, sobbing and splicing them together.
Sadness is certain, but I didn't give up. She is so outstanding, how can I deserve it now? I began to train more vigorously. But she ignored me, what should I do?
I changed my name and abandoned the only Jian surname in this city, and changed my name to Feise City.
For you, I am alone protecting your favorite Scarlet City.
My parents completely abandoned me. My father's insults, mother's crying, and brother's snicker seemed to be echoing in my ears at this time, but I insisted on it. My father said angrily, if you change your name and leave this door, don't think you will come back! I just smiled, hugged my mother tightly, and left without any nostalgia.
I thought I would never have any contact with the Jian family again, but something happened that made me crazy.
At the Jian family's business party, my elder brother met her. Although he was just a surprise glance, he fell in love with her. He even spared money to ask about everything about her. Finally, he asked me. I held the phone and my palms were wet. But now I have no power and power. I have to work to solve my food and clothing while studying. If I anger my elder brother, it would be easy for my father to let me disappear silently. So I endured my heartache and told my elder brother that her name was Gong Yingran and she liked Feise.
I only learned these two things about her, it was such a sad unrequited love.
Later, I didn't know what happened, but my former friend said that my elder brother confessed to her in a Western restaurant, but after returning home, I was inexplicably crazy and crazy.
Then she found me and told me not to worry, she would handle everything.
It was her, and she comforted me in such a gentle tone when she came to talk to me. It seemed that she could dispel all my fear in an instant. I nodded, but still couldn't help but worry, what would she do if my father knew about it?
After half a month of anxiety, a lot of things happened in the middle. My elder brother committed suicide. It is said that he had taken a lot of sleeping pills. Then my father asked me to go home and apologized to me sincerely, saying that he hoped I would go home. He and his mother were waiting for me.
Although I was confused and didn't know why my father's attitude changed so quickly, I also vaguely understood that it must be related to her, and that it was her who secretly helped me. So I refused with ambition. My father said that we were no longer a family anymore, and now, my name is Feise, not Jian. Thanks to her beautiful words in front of my father, my father allowed me to be independent, but I could get a lot of pocket money every month. I no longer have to get up early and go to the face of people looking at people's eyes, but I still felt unwilling to do so, so I secretly planned my career with a few good friends at that time.
The last thing that made me most heartbreaking, she transferred to school.
I missed for a long time but couldn't see me tormenting me so much that I was getting thinner and thinner. The fat I used to be wasted in an instant. Now I am a handsome boy, but she is gone.
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The extra chapter of Feise City... There will be about two chapters, just take a look at the extra chapter, don't worry about the writing style.
It will be updated about one night.
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