【368】It's the first time
In the past, Chenxiang always felt that watching the sunrise was a romantic thing, and it must be with the person she loves most to achieve the artistic conception.
But the first time she watched the sunrise was for Ye Lige, which she never expected.
It turns out that this kind of thing doesn’t only feel good when you watch it with the person you like the most.
"it's beautiful……"
Agarwood's sleepiness gradually subsided after seeing the beautiful sunrise.
"It feels very comfortable." Chen Xiang sat with her legs bent and looked at Rifa, "Li Ge, to be honest, did you use this trick to seduce Mrs. Qiangwei? If I weren't already married,
I think my soul will be taken away by you!"
Chen Xiang was actually just telling a joke, so Ye Lige also joked: "Huh? Didn't it seduce your soul? I also think this trick is quite romantic, but it didn't seduce you... What a mistake.
unwise."
Chen Xiang turned around and laughed, "If you had used this trick earlier, I might have fallen."
In fact, it doesn't take Chen Xiang to tell him that relationships cannot be stabilized by just using any trick. He has missed the best opportunity, and it is probably impossible to get Chen Xiang.
So he really didn't think about using any move to snatch her away from Lu Qingtian. He just saw that she was unhappy, so he tried to think of a way to make her forget her sorrow.
Ye Lige looked at Chenxiang, then turned to look at the sunrise, and said slowly: "Actually, no..."
"What?"
"I didn't take Qiangwei to see the sunrise."
"Ah?" Chenxiang blinked, and an answer was about to come out.
Ye Lige answered it himself, "I have never brought Qiangwei here before, and this is my first time to see the sunrise with you."
"Ah..." Chen Xiang was a little surprised.
She thought that this place might be where he and Mrs. Rose had good memories, so he thought of bringing her here. How could it be...
He continued, "This place... Qiangwei often clamored to come, but I always declined on the grounds of being busy. I always thought about the next time... the next time... and told her again and again that I would definitely come with her next time.
, but when the next time comes, 'next time' will be extended.
It wasn't until I never had the chance to bring Qiangwei here that I realized... There can't be countless next times in life. If you want to do something, do it as soon as possible. No one knows what the future will be like.
The roses have turned into ashes and I don’t even have the chance to take her to see the sunrise.”
There was a time when he missed her crazily, went crazy, and insisted on taking Mo Qiangwei's ashes to watch the sunrise, but in the end he didn't.
He couldn't afford the gamble. He didn't know what would happen if he took her ashes to watch the sunrise at that time, or whether he would be unable to hold on and walk to the sea with her.
Ye Lige didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, but he said all this inadvertently, while Chenxiang was a silent listener, not daring to make a sound.
The beautiful sunrise also became a little strange, and she couldn't explain what it felt like.
Mo Rose...
That was a woman who had only appeared in Ye Lige's memories. It could be seen from his words and deeds that he loved Mo Qiangwei very much, and he could vaguely hear some feelings. Mo Qiangwei's death...may not have happened.
Not as simple as you think?
Chen Xiang didn't know if he was too sensitive, but he could always hear Ye Lige's self-blame and guilt in his words. Was Mo Rosewei's death related to him?
"At that time, Mo Lin was my spiritual support. When I couldn't help but do something crazy, I would think of Mo Lin, our son. He no longer has a mother, how can I be selfish anymore?
Let him have no father? A child will always be a child. No matter how smart he is, he still hopes to have a father.
Mo Lin may not be good at expressing the love of his parents, but I know that he loves us very much. Because of Mo Lin, my mental state gradually improved, and in the pain of losing Qiangwei, I slowly came out of the shadows. Later, I came to
The thought of watching the sunrise on the Bund was drowned, and I no longer wanted to come to this place.”
"I'm sorry..." Chen Xiang didn't know what else she could say, but at this time, she still had to say something. The atmosphere was so strange, "I didn't know there was such a story... it brought back bad memories for you.
terribly sorry."
Whenever Chen Xiang sees Ye Lige's expression when he recalls Mo Qiangwei, he feels that this man really makes people feel distressed.
When Ye Li Ge was still Ye Li, he never mentioned his wife's affairs before, so Chen Xiang knew too little about this aspect. She thought that if she knew about him and Mo Qiangwei earlier, she would be better off than she and Mo Qiangwei were.
If Lu Qingtian met again earlier, she might really fall in love with this man.
But after all, this is just a conjecture. No one knows what will happen if time really goes back and starts again.
"When I decided to come here, I already knew that I would think of Rose. But actually, I felt quite calm. I had already put Rose in my heart. Mo Lin always advised me to look forward. He said that if his mother
If you are still here, I also hope to see our father and son happy, happy and without sorrow."
"It's great that you think so. I was afraid that you would become depressed because of this matter."
Ye Lige smiled, with a small curve at the corner of his mouth, and his profile was also perfect.
There is no doubt that this is a very perfect man. He can make many women fascinated. I am really surprised that I am not attracted by this face.
Unfortunately, while God favored him, he also lost the person he loved most.
"I have survived losing Qiangwei. I just think about it. My heart aches. Life has to go on. I still have too many things to do, even for Mo Lin. - The sun has risen, and you should face it too.
Don’t run away from things you should face.”
Chenxiang looked at the boundless sea, took a deep breath, "Okay, face it, don't run away. And - thank you."
…
Chenxiang returned to the hospital alone. The two of them were together last night. They were afraid of being misunderstood, so they separated at the intersection.
It was only six o'clock in the morning. Chen Xiang thought that it would not attract anyone's attention, but unexpectedly, Zuo Zuo's little figure just ran out of the hospital and rushed over nervously, "Mommy!"
The little guy hugged Chenxiang's legs and sounded a little aggrieved.
"What's wrong Zuo Zuo? What happened?"
Does Zuo Zuo already know about his great-grandmother?
After all, although the Huo family may not really be good to Zuo Zuo, how could the child know so much? Knowing that his great-grandmother passed away, he would inevitably feel a little sad...
Chapter completed!