【366】Happiness
"Agarwood...is it agarwood..." The old lady opened her eyes and thought she was dazzled when she saw the person in front of her.【,
Chen Xiang turned around in shock and wiped away her tears with the back of her hand.
She didn't want her to misunderstand that these tears were shed for her.
The old lady looked at it for a while before confirming that the person in front of her was neither dazzled nor having any pre-death hallucinations, but was really Agarwood.
"It's really you..." Xu Fangyi's voice was very soft. Looking at Chen Xiang sitting in front of him, tears filled his eyes, "Is it still here..."
Chenxiang vaguely remembered the way Xu Fangyi looked when she saw Youyou that day. She thought it was her illusion or Xu Fangyi was playing another trick. Now that she thought about it, she was really in pain.
But these are nothing. No matter what she does, her baby will never come back.
"Don't get me wrong," Chen Xiang tried his best to keep himself steady and make his voice sound calm and without any abnormalities, "I'm not here to see you, nor am I here to sympathize with you, nor am I here to forgive you."
After hearing these words, Mrs. Huo's expression froze, but in the end she didn't say anything. She blinked her wrinkled eyes, which looked a little dull.
But soon she returned to normal, looked at Chenxiang and said softly: "That's all... I can see you again before I die... Buddha... maybe he has accepted my confession..."
"Is confession useful?" Chen Xiang finally collapsed. Facing Xu Fangyi, she couldn't calm down and her voice trembled. "What can you get in exchange for your confession? Will it make my mother become like a normal person, or will it make my mother a normal person?"
Want my Youyou to come back to me, still alive and kicking? Don’t take your own repentance too seriously! It can’t be exchanged for anything! It can only make me hate you more, loathe you, and I will never forgive you for what you did!”
Chenxiang's words stung her heart. She was lying on the hospital bed with various tubes inserted into her body, and the lifeline on the electrocardiogram machine was also moving slowly.
She didn't know whether she couldn't hear Chen Xiang's words or didn't listen on purpose. She said to herself: "Shanshan...will she never see my daughter until she dies..."
"I won't tell my mother about this!" Chen Xiang sniffed and looked away, her voice indeed sounding ruthless, "I won't let her know that the person who has been hurting her is her biological mother.
!Do you think my mother will get any comfort from this relationship? No, she will only feel that God has been playing with her, and she will be even more painful! She will even fall into deeper trouble because of her relationship with her father.
The abyss of pain, my mother will never get better again."
"Shanshan...Shanshan is the daughter of me and Zhengxi..." It was the fruit of love between her and the person she loved the most..."Punishment...it turns out that this is...the punishment that Buddha gave me...or Zhengxi...
...blaming me for betraying him..."
Mrs. Huo really didn't seem to hear what Chen Xiang said.
"Child... I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..." Xu Fangyi looked at Chen Xiang, not knowing what she was apologizing for, "I'm sorry Shanshan... I'm sorry for you... I'm sorry for Youyou... everyone... I'm sorry...
…”
Everything was her fault, and what she felt even more sorry for was Huo Zhengting's tolerance, protection and love for her over the years.
She had lived in her own world for so many years, defending what she had always thought was right, but in fact she was wrong, so completely wrong.
He hurt his daughter with his own hands, indirectly killed his great-granddaughter, and ruined half of his granddaughter's happiness...
"Retribution...retribution indeed..."
The old lady once believed so stubbornly that as long as she protected the people she cared about, it would not matter any punishment she received in the future, but now it seems that she still cannot bear the retribution.
Such punishment... is really too uncomfortable...
But...can she really live her life again?
"My whole life..." The old lady spoke very slowly, with regrets that Chen Xiang could hear in every word, "When I married Zhengting... I made a mistake..."
Chenxiang was suddenly speechless. She didn't know why. Looking at the scene in front of her, every word the old lady said was like sharp needles piercing her heart. It was very awkward and uncomfortable.
"Child..." The old lady tried to get up, but she had no choice now. She failed.
She even reached out to Chenxiang, wanting to shake her granddaughter's hand, but because Chenxiang retreated, she didn't even touch it.
Xu Fangyi dropped her hands in resignation, and tried her best to open her eyes and look at Chenxiang, "My child... the sunny day is very good... hold on to happiness... don't let go... it's because I don't hold it tightly... that makes happiness come from my fingers."
The seams will slip away...you must..."
Chenxiang sat blankly, waiting for the old lady to finish her words, but she still didn't hear the end. When she looked up, she saw that the old lady had closed her eyes, and the machine around her kept beeping.
"Old lady? Old lady!" When Chen Xiang went to hold her hand again, the old lady had no response. She felt as if she had turned over a five-flavor bottle, with all kinds of unpleasant tastes, "Old lady!"
Chenxiang's shout alerted the people outside, and the door was suddenly opened.
"Fang Yi!"
"mom"
People kept rushing over and pushing Agarwood away from the bed.
Chen Xiang was still stunned. She was knocked to the ground without reacting. This was the first time that someone died in front of her, and the identity of that person was still so special.
She just suddenly discovered that the hatred she had always insisted on seemed so insignificant in the face of farewell. When the old lady continued to regret her faults, she even found that she did not mind forgiving such an old man.
But she had no time to say all this.
In front of her, a group of people surrounding the old lady were crying and shouting so loudly that they had no time to see the old lady one last time.
Huo Zhengting probably thought that they still had time, so he gave the first seat to her, but he didn't know that the old lady could not survive until the end.
"Grandma! Grandma..." Huo Manting lay on the bedside, also crying sadly, "Grandma, wake up... I am Man Ting... I am your precious granddaughter Man Ting... Grandma, please open your eyes and look at me.
…”
Chenxiang sat on the ground and suddenly felt that Huo Manting was not annoying like this.
She also has flesh and blood, and she will shed tears when her relatives pass away. In this regard, she is still the same as ordinary people.
"Grandma...Grandma, are you angry with Man Ting? Man Ting didn't mean it...what you just said doesn't count...Grandma, don't leave..."
Chapter completed!