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【297】Lay in peace (2059 words)
"She thought I didn't want her anymore...well...how could I not want her...she is more important than my life...how could I not want her...ah..."
Chenxiang cried and howled, closing her eyes as if she wanted to let out the suffocation she had been holding in all day. Her hands were weakly pressed on the quilt, and it was impossible to snatch back the recording pen.
Lu Qingtian gritted his teeth in his heart, his heart pounded, he held the recording pen and threw it to the ground. The latest chapter of The Twelve Beauties of Huadu.
The sound of being smashed immediately caught Chen Xiang's attention. She looked at Lu Qingtian in disbelief, then looked at the broken recorder on the ground, and asked in horror: "What are you doing?!"
"Yuyou is very sensible. I believe she doesn't want to see her mother so sad because of her."
"I asked you what are you doing!?!" Almost instantly, Chen Xiang had torn off the hanging needle on the back of his hand, rolled out of the bed and threw it to the ground.
Sweeping the fragments with both hands on the ground, he grabbed a few pieces and looked at them in front of his eyes. Unable to piece them together, he cried even louder and roared angrily, "This is the last word Yuyou left for me... What on earth are you doing...
"
"You can't do this to yourself!" Although he expected that she would go crazy because of the broken recorder, seeing her rushing over so desperately made him feel very painful. He squatted in front of her and tried to pull her up.
"Lu Qingtian, I hate you so much!" Chenxiang looked at him angrily, and suddenly raised her hand and threw it at his face.
However, when he was about to touch his face, he still had some sense and stopped and did not hit him.
When she paused and wanted to retract her hand, he grabbed her wrist, grabbed her hand hard and slapped his face.
Although Chen Xiang could feel that the slap was not very severe, the crisp sound still shocked her. She retracted her hand in fright, did not look at him, hugged her knees and lowered her head in tears.
"Go away..." She was afraid that she would be depressed and do something harmful to him.
She understood that no matter what she did to him at this time, he would follow her and would not go against her will.
However, it is precisely because of this that she cannot do whatever she wants.
She didn't want to, she didn't want to hurt the person she loved anymore, but she couldn't control it, and she felt very uncomfortable, as if her heart was being strangled by the hands of a demon, she couldn't breathe, and she needed to vent.
"It doesn't matter, I said I will accompany you to heal, as long as you feel comfortable." He did not hide, but stretched out his hand and put it against her face.
Chen Xiang's eyes fell on that hand, and she couldn't help it anymore.
Suddenly, she grabbed his arm and bit him, like an enraged lioness, angrily avenging her injured cub.
Like a mad patient, she bit his arm desperately, with a ferocious expression, as if she wanted to bite off his tendon.
Of course, Lu Qingtian's arms were not made of iron. It was impossible not to feel pain after being bitten like this by her. However, he did not say a word, just frowned slightly and allowed her to bite him to vent his pain.
If this makes her feel better, he doesn't think it's a big deal.
It wasn't until Chen Xiang smelled the smell of blood that he suddenly woke up and let go.
Looking at his bleeding arm, Chen Xiang felt that she was a vampire and already a different species. She suddenly pushed him away and huddled in the corner, hugging her legs and crying.
"I'm sorry... ugh... I'm sorry..."
She cried, not knowing who she was apologizing to.
But no matter who it was, Lu Qingtian still walked over and gently hugged her.
"This is not your fault at all. Stop blaming yourself. I won't blame you, not even Yoyo. We are all sad that Yoyo is gone. This is an unchangeable fact. We can only slowly learn to
To accept it.”
"I'm sorry..." Chen Xiang kept apologizing, but he was not hurting others or himself. Read the full text of Crazy Battle Fantasy.
"Stop apologizing. You don't need to apologize to anyone. You are the one who is hurt the most."
"God, why don't you give me a chance to repent... Why don't you repay me if there is retribution... Why don't you even give me a chance to apologize to Youyou... Why... Why is it not me who died... Ah... Youyou
It shouldn’t be damned… it shouldn’t be… ugh…”
"Wife... what should I do..." Lu Qingtian hugged her tightly and stroked her hair scattered behind her, her facial features and heart wrinkled together, "I'm so sad... I've never felt pain like this before.
This is killing me...please stop crying, okay...it doesn't matter if you hit me, scold me or bite me, stop crying, I'm so distressed that I can't help it..."
He was at a loss for words and couldn't even say anything to comfort Chenxiang. He just wanted her to stop saying these words.
"I have already lost my baby Youyou, and I can't lose you again... Neither can Zuo Zuo... Promise me that no matter what happens, you must take good care of yourself, and never have the thought of committing suicide, otherwise I really can't
Know how to live..."
Although Chen Xiang was still crying, she hugged Lu Qingtian's waist tightly and leaned her face against his heart.
Now she desperately needs a sense of security.
"Sunny day...save me...save me...my heart hurts so much that I can't bear it...I miss Yoyo...I miss Yoyo's smile...I can't accept the fact that Yoyo can no longer call me mom...
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"And Zuozuo... We will have many, many more children in the future. Let's call the next child Youyou, okay?"
But how could he not know that even if the next child is named Youyou, it will still not be Youyou.
There is only one Yoyo, and no one can replace her.
Chenxiang couldn't speak anymore and cried so hard that she couldn't breathe.
Children are the heart and soul of every parent, they are little angels. No mother who has lost a child can cheer up so quickly, not to mention that Youyou ran away from home because of Chenxiang.
This can never be changed.
No matter how Lu Qingtian comforted her or diverted her attention, she couldn't forget this.
At that moment, she didn't blame anyone but herself; she didn't blame anyone but herself.
Even if the Huo family made mistakes, if she hadn't been too strict with Youyou, which broke her heart, how could so many things have happened in the aftermath?
So nothing can change the fact that she indirectly killed Youyou. Chen Xiang will never be able to forgive herself in this life.
Chen Xiang had just had a miscarriage, and the doctor repeatedly told her family to try to calm her mood and not make her too sad, otherwise it would harm her body and she would not be able to make up for it no matter how much supplements she took.
But people in the hospital could hear the ward going crazy or crying for several days, and there was nothing anyone could do.
This situation lasted for several days, and the low pressure never disappeared.
It is not easy to forget, and such a short period of healing will not have any effect.
Until one day, the Lu family told Chenxiang that it was time for Youyou to be buried in peace.
Chapter completed!