【368】It's the first time
[69 Book Bar-WWW.69 SHAU.COM] In the past, agarwood always thought that watching the sunrise was a romantic thing, and you must be with the person you love the most to have artistic conception.
But the first time I watched the sunrise, I actually gave it to Ye Lige, which she never expected.
As it turns out, this kind of thing is not something that can only be felt when you watch it with someone you like the most.
"it's beautiful……"
The sleepiness of agarwood gradually faded after seeing the beautiful sunrise.
"It makes people feel very comfortable," Chenxiang sat bent her legs and looked at the sunset. "Li Ge, to be honest, did you use this trick to soak Mrs. Rose? If I weren't already married, I think my soul would be hooked away by you!"
Chenxiang was actually just a joke, so Ye Lige also said a joke: "Hmm? Can't you catch your soul away? I also think this move is quite romantic, but I didn't hook your... a mistake, a mistake."
Chenxiang turned her head and laughed haha, "I might have fallen into it if you use this trick earlier."
In fact, it doesn’t take agarwood to say that feelings cannot be stabilized by just one move. He has missed the best opportunity, and it is probably impossible to get agarwood.
So he really didn't think about using a move to snatch her from Lu Qingtian. He just saw that she was unhappy, so he tried hard to think of a way that would make her forget her sorrow the most.
Ye Lige looked at the agarwood, turned to watch the sunrise, and slowly spoke, "Actually, there is no..."
"What?"
"I didn't bring Rose to see the sunrise."
"Ah?" Chen Xiang blinked, and an answer was about to come out.
Ye Lige answered by himself, "I have never brought Qiangwei here. It is the first time I've seen Sunrise, I'm with you."
"Ah..." Chenxiang was a little surprised.
She thought that this place might have been because he and Mrs. Rose had a good memory, so he remembered to bring her here. How could it be...
He continued, "This place... Rose often clamors to come. I have been refusing it for the reason of being busy, always thinking about the next time... Next time... I told her again and again that she would definitely come with her next time, but the next time she came, it would extend the 'next time'. Until later I never had the chance to bring Rose here again, I realized that... there are no future next times in life. If you have anything to do, just do it as soon as possible. No one knows what the future will be like. Rose has turned into ashes and I have no chance to take her to see the sunrise."
There was a time when I missed and went crazy, insisting on taking Mo Qiangwei's ashes to watch the sunrise, but in the end he didn't.
He couldn't afford to bet. He didn't know if he had brought her ashes to see what would happen to the sunrise at that time, and would he walk to the sea with her.
Ye Lige said these things inadvertently, whether intentional or unintentional, and Chenxiang was a silent listener and did not dare to make any sound.
The beautiful sunrise also became a little strange, and she couldn't tell what it felt.
The ink rose...
It was a woman who had never appeared in Ye Lige's memories. From his words and deeds, he loved Mo Qiangwei very much, and he could vaguely hear some feelings. Mo Qiangwei's death...maybe it was not as simple as he thought?
Chen Xiang didn't know if she was too sensitive, but she could always hear his self-blame and guilt from Ye Lige's words. Is Mo Qiangwei's death related to him?
"At that time, Molin was my spiritual pillar. When I couldn't help but do something crazy, I would think of Molin, our son. He had no mommy anymore. How could I make him selflessly lose his dad? Children are always children. No matter how smart he is, he still hopes to be loved by his parents. Molin may not be good at expressing it, but I know that he loves us very much. For Molin, my mental state gradually improved, and slowly walked out of the shadows in the pain of losing roses. Later, the idea of coming to the Bund to watch the sunrise was overwhelmed, and I no longer wanted to come to this place."
"I'm sorry..." Chen Xiang didn't know what else she could say, but at this time, she still had to say something. The atmosphere was so strange. "I don't know there are such stories... that bring back bad memories of you, I'm sorry."
Whenever Chen Xiang saw Ye Lige's expression when she recalled Mo Qiangwei, she felt that this man really made people feel very distressed.
When Ye Lige was still Ye Li, she never mentioned his wife's story, so Chen Xiang had too little knowledge of this. She thought that if she had known about him and Mo Qiangwei earlier than she met Lu Qingtian again, she might really fall in love with this man.
But this is just a guess after all, and no one knows what it would become if time really retreated and did it again.
"When I decided to come here, I knew I would think of Rose. But in fact, I was quite calm. I had already put Rose in my heart. Molin always advised me to look forward. He said that if his mother was still there, she also hoped to see that we two father and son were happy, happy, and without sorrow."
"It's great that you can think so. I'm afraid you'll get depressed by this."
Ye Lige smiled, with a small curve on the corner of his mouth, and his side face was also perfect.
There is no doubt that this is a very perfect man. He can make many women fascinated. It is really surprising that he is not attracted by this Yan.
Unfortunately, while God favored him, he also made him lose his favorite person.
"I have survived the loss of roses. It's just a reflection. My heart will hurt. Life needs to continue. I still have too many things to do, even for Molin. - The sun has risen, and you should face what you should face, don't escape."
Chenxiang looked at the vast sea and took a deep breath, "Okay, face it, don't escape. And - thank you."
...
Chenxiang returned to the hospital alone. The two of them were together last night, so they were separated at the intersection because they were afraid of being misunderstood.
It's only six o'clock in the morning. Chenxiang thought it wouldn't attract anyone's attention, but Zuo Zuo's small figure just ran out of the hospital and rushed over nervously, "Mommy!"
The little guy hugged Chenxiang's legs and his voice sounded a little aggrieved.
"What's wrong? What happened?"
Did Zuo Zuo already know about his great-grandma?
After all, although the Huo family may not be really good to Zuozuo, they don’t know so much about the children. They will inevitably feel a little sad when they know that his great-grandmother has passed away...
Chapter completed!