[296] How can I not want her
[69 Book Bar-www.] Another day has passed.
Seeing that Chen Xiang had woken up, everyone left the young couple alone in their own world, and basically no one disturbed them.
In addition, Chen Xiang's condition has not yet recovered, and everyone does not want to find fault for themselves. Since Lu Qingtian is willing to suffer, they will just watch, right?
Most people can imagine that Lu Qingtian will suffer severely for this crime.
This is no different than before. Everyone felt that Huo Chenxiang had no status in Mr. Lu's eyes. Now, everyone could see that Mr. Lu already regarded Huo Chenxiang as a treasure.
Therefore, people will change, so-called today is different from the past.
So if you think about it this way, wouldn't the more sad the commander's wife is, the more she will cut a knife into the commander's heart?
Such a crime is simply self-abuse!
The servant said this after delivering food to them.
The servant vividly told everyone what she saw when she entered: the young lady's eyes were dull and she was crying, and the young master was secretly sad beside her. She felt very heartbroken just looking at it.
In fact, Agarwood did spend this day almost in silence.
However, she said a few words to Lu Qingtian during this period, and Lu Qingtian sent someone to her home to collect the photos she and Youyou had taken over the past few years, and the videos he had recorded during the previous kindergarten performance.
Even though he knew that she would be even more sad after seeing this, how could he still have the heart to refuse her request now?
The things were quickly sent to the ward. Chen Xiang leaned against the pillow, put the photo album on his lap, and slowly turned through the pages.
Lu Qingtian sat next to her, watching her stay for a long time every time she turned a page, from the sleeping face of Youyou's newborn on the first page, to one week, one month, one hundred days, slowly increasing.
He never knew there was such a photo album!
Next to each photo, there is a small explanation in Chen Xiangjuan's clear font. What she took seems to have a special meaning. This is not so much a photo album as it is a record of Youyou's growth.
It is a record book of joy. It can be seen that Agarwood put great care when making it, and it has a happy expression on it.
Lu Qingtian sat aside and looked at so many "Youyous". Every one Chenxiang left for her had an extremely cute smile, a chubby little face and fleshy limbs, all of which showed his personality.
The innocence and cuteness of the little princess.
He looked through the photo album with Chen Xiang, as if he was watching with his own eyes the process of Yoyo growing from a baby to a little girl.
His heart was filled with two contradictory emotions. One was happiness. He felt so happy just looking at the photos, the long smile, the agarwood smile...
But the other side is pain. Because he only had this happiness briefly, and before he could give his little princess more love, she had already disappeared from their lives.
He and the Lu family had only spent a short period of time with Youyou, but they were already so inseparable and painful, let alone Agarwood.
At this time, Chenxiang did not cry uncontrollably like last night. She was looking at the photo album very quietly, but there were often tears in her eyes. When she couldn't help it, she would cover her mouth and swallow the tears, and then
Then I continued to turn.
She would gently touch Yoyo in each photo, as if touching Yoyo herself, and then feel pain and happiness.
If she just lost the baby in her belly, she would be sad and regret that she and the baby were not close enough, but this sadness would not be that profound.
At this time, she had lost Yuyou together, so the unborn baby seemed to have less weight. She would be sad, but it was not as painful as the pain Yuyou gave her, and it was even more unforgettable.
Her mind is now full of Youyou, and there is not enough space for her to think about the baby she has never been destined for.
Lu Qingtian noticed that it was probably a photo of Youyou this year. She was about the same age as she is now. Unlike the other photos, she did not capture an innocent smile, but a photo with her mouth pouted and facing the camera. Why?
They all look like they are losing their temper.
"What's wrong with this picture? Are you unhappy?" It seemed that I didn't even have time to write any comments on the side, I just developed the photo and put it inside.
Chenxiang heard his question, and although her voice was a little flat, it was finally the second time today that she spoke to him - the first time was to ask him to get the photo album.
"She was having a tantrum and said I wouldn't find a father for her. I thought her expression was funny, so I took a photo to commemorate it - it happened many months ago."
Yuyou...it would be great if she could come back. She would be the much-loved little princess of the Lu family. Everyone would love her and make up for what she has not received over the years.
How much does he want Yoyo to call him daddy? He has been thinking about it since they met. It's a pity that this wish will never be realized.
After they had seen all the photo albums, Chen Xiang was finally dissatisfied and began to watch the performance that day.
In the video, Yoyo was still alive and kicking, giggling endlessly. Seeing Yoyo singing, dancing and playing tricks on the stage, Chen Xiang was crying and laughing at the same time, her heart was twisted into a ball, and she was terribly uncomfortable.
Lu Qingtian tried his best to talk about how great Yoyo was that day in a cheerful tone, but the atmosphere did not get better as he expected.
But no one thought that this performance would be the last image left by Youyou.
What really made Chenxiang burst into tears again was the recording of her crying until she was intermittently crying before she ran away from home.
When Agarwood opened it and listened to it, she almost cried until she fainted.
Lu Qingtian didn't dare to listen to this recording ever since he got it!
For no other reason than that Yoyo didn't say anything, that kind of crying was like stabbing the tip of his heart several times. He tried to listen and recall Yoyo's voice several times, but he couldn't hear it completely. It felt so distressing.
The feeling is beyond words.
While Chen Xiang was crying, she insisted on listening to the recording to the end. Lu Qingtian couldn't stand it anymore, so he snatched the recording away and said with a slightly louder voice, "Stop listening!"
Chenxiang refused, crying and asking him to return the recorder to her, but Lu Qingtian refused to say anything, frowning and said, "Chenxiang, stop punishing yourself! I can't listen, let alone you? You
Do you think that Youyou's death is related to you, so you keep torturing yourself like this? It's okay for you to torture me, but don't hurt yourself again, I feel sorry for you, you know?"
"What do you feel...what do you feel?" Chen Xiang pursed her lips and looked away, trying to hold back her tears and give herself enough energy to finish speaking, "I was the one who killed Youyou, not because of my feelings, but because of you!
Did you hear that? My baby cried so sadly in the recorder. She thought I didn’t want her anymore...well...how could I not want her...she is more important than my life...how could I not want her...
Chapter completed!