No.
The dazzling sunlight shone into the room, and the shadow of the sun was flickering crookedly in the room. It was such an annoying thing! I shook my arms like disgust.
You can't wear skirts or short-sleeved sleeves, that's when it started.
Memories stayed at the age of ten.
...
"Sister An'an." I was walking around Ning An'an's arm behind me. It was really cute, but Xiruo, you just need me, right?
"What's wrong with Xuanxuan?" Ning Anan's little face wrinkled, his face full of thought, don't you care?!
I didn't have a long time since I came to Ning'an at that time. The people in the Ning family were really nice to Ning An'an... much better than my mother and father... and also a gentle brother like Xiruo, that's great, right?
I couldn't help but feel a little jealous...
"Sister An An, where is Brother Xiruo?" I blinked and tried to show my cute look. I hope Ning An An would tell myself and hope... someone would love me and like me.
...
After silence, she waved her little hand, "Xuanxuan is not good, it's not good to secretly find Brother Xiruo to play, do you know?" She put her little hand on my shoulder, looking serious.
"An An, let's go to the suburbs, today." Ning Xiruo came over, "Oh! Zixuan is here too." He waved his hand and pulled An An away, "Zixuan remember to laugh."
"Xuanxuan remember to laugh~" The two of them spoke in unison, and they were a little jealous again... But Sister An An, is really cute, right? Actually, I hated her at that time.
I tried to show the cutest smile, but they didn't look back...
"Or, can't..." He lowered his head and lowered his eyes. His long black hair covered his eyes. This hair was also for Xi Ruo's sake, "I still can't compare to..."
"Ning An'an?" Someone above called out, and I raised my head unconsciously, "Ah..."
...
I can't remember what happened... I only remember that at that moment, tears and blood mixed together, and an unpleasant smell came, gradually, without any sense...
It went dark.
It was then that my hands and feet, no, I had scars on my head... ugly, I was dead!
Until now, I have never forgotten that gentle and elegant man; do you still like me?
That year, the flowers bloomed and fell, leaving me alone in the same place wither, but it finally withered. The next year, the flowers will bloom. So, what about you? Will you still give me hope?
Chapter completed!