Chen Tian, ​​who was hidden by Xu Shun in the dense grass, was also trapped in a deeper chaos. The scenes that happened from his childhood to the present have not appeared in normal chronological order like fragments of the album. Therefore, different people who appeared at different times can actually talk to him under different managers, as if they were divided into several personalities. Of course, Chen Tian himself also knew that he had several personalities. Among these personalities, one of the most unawareness and fragility among his personalities is his personality, because Chen Tian had been very inferior and fragile since he was a child because of his ugly appearance.

That's why Chen Tian taught those who gave him nicknames when he was a child, so Chen Tian used violence to make them fear themselves, and from then on, he would improve his majesty on the other side. Only by letting others know his other side can he forget his original side. Therefore, because many people in the later stages of Chen Tian, ​​he loved fighting and often fought with other schools, naturally no one dared to bully him, and no one dared to give him nicknames. Many people even lost the courage to look at Chen Tian directly. Of course, it was not that Chen Tian became more scary as he grew older, but Chen Tian used fighting to calm the fact that others kept saying he was ugly, but after all, Chen Tian was indeed ugly. This was a fact that Chen Tian could not change even if he fought, so Chen Tian had to let himself accept this fact.

When Chen Tian accepted the eyes and words of whether he knew people or not, and saw his ugly appearance, Chen Tian slowly began to ignore it, but this was just a habit of living numbness. Until he had a sister, when he heard that his mother was pregnant again, Chen Tian looked forward to having a younger brother or sister, because although Chen Tian was very beneficial to fighting, he knew many friends, but they were all social and gangsters. They just wanted Chen Tian to help him fight or fear Chen Tian.

So, he was with Chen Tian for the time being. He had no close friends with each other, so they went out to have dinner and naturally wouldn't take Chen Tian with them. After all, how could they take Chen Tian with her? With his appearance, the girl might turn around and leave, which would affect them. So Chen Tian had no friends except for the advantage of being able to fight. Of course, Chen Tian was also very clear about these, so Chen Tian was very looking forward to his younger brother being born soon as possible while his sister was alive, so that he would not be so lonely."

Just when Chen Tian was obsessed with these old things in his mind, it seemed as if another self in his heart was questioning Chen Tian through the hearts of each other: "Hey hey! You have been staying here over and over again. What do you want to do? I'm curious what you want?

In fact, Chen Tian knew that he was actually lonely inside and wanted someone who could understand him, but unfortunately no one understood him. Even his parents thought he was ugly. It was obvious that his parents were not ugly. How could there be such a big contrast? Once Chen Tian inadvertently heard a conversation between his parents. Sometimes they thought that he had held the wrong child in the delivery room. After all, Chen Tian was not like his parents. However, it is true that Chen Tian was their son, but sometimes it was difficult to understand once his heart was covered with shadow.

So Chen Tian has been very depressed and inferior since he was a child. In short, this kind of inner loneliness once made Chen Tian feel that survival in this world is really meaningless to him. Therefore, when Chen Tian fought, he really hoped that he would be beaten to death like this. However, when people were extremely desperate and sad, the power they burst out was very wonderful. Therefore, every time he fought, he became her vent of the dissatisfaction of life. Instead, he was rarely injured and gradually became more and more powerful, and he became more and more famous as he fought. Although he was not a gangster, he was a little famous bad boy in the local area.

But the fight often brings greater emptiness and loneliness inside, so Chen Tian once couldn't find any pursuit in life besides fighting, and he once thought about whether he could give birth to a handsome guy in his next life, even if he was not handsome, as long as he looked average. Why did God be so unfair to me and make me look scary face? So Chen Tian once didn't like to look in the mirror and gave up on himself. Just when he occasionally fell into despair of wanting to commit suicide, Chen Tian learned that his mother was pregnant and he would soon have a younger brother or younger sister. So Chen Tian's expectation immediately was to hope that his younger brother or younger sister would be born soon.

随着车年漫长的期待,自己的母亲给陈天生了一个妹妹取名为陈灵秀,由于妹妹从小就长的可爱靓丽,所以不但父母很疼爱,周边邻居还有上学时候的朋友也多,当然陈天也把妹妹看的很重要,有哪个男的想要接近他的妹妹,那放学指定是要挨揍的.

Moreover, Chen Lingxiu didn't dislike her brother's ugly appearance, so Chen Tian became more intimate with her sister, but people always grew up. When her sister changed from a young girl to a big girl, she might not care about her brother's ugly appearance, but she also began to care about the outside world's eyes. Sometimes she was unwilling to get too close to her brother, afraid that her friends around her would know Chen Tian's brother. Of course, Chen Tian is not stupid. Although Chen Tian is not a very smart person, he is definitely not stupid. He even likes to observe things around him more than ordinary people, especially when observing people. People with inferiority inside always observe others' every move, especially their faces and expressions to perceive the other person's views on themselves. Therefore, Chen Tian is very proficient in this kind of observation of words and expressions.

Although my sister didn't say it clearly, she had gradually alienated her brother in many things, so Chen Tian had already felt it, but he was always reluctant to let go, but he was reluctant to let go. After all, my sister would grow up sooner or later, and when she came into contact with too many things, she would feel that her brother was not good at it. Although everyone was very nice to her, if others knew that her brother was growing like this, she would definitely become a joke for everyone after dinner.

So Chen Lingxiu hinted intentionally or unintentionally that her brother should not always follow her, so Chen Tian also knew that it was time to let go of her love for her sister. When her sister grew up, she should let her have her own circle of friends. Although she was a little reluctant, because Chen Tian cherished this sister very much, she was always under her own protection. Anyone who bullied her would observe quietly in secret.

But Chen Tian felt that this kind of surveillance should have let go when he grew up, so Chen Tian really let go later. After all, Chen Tian knew that sometimes if he really wanted his sister to live a happy life, brothers should not grow up and care too much about her life. Everyone would have their own life. So Chen Tian removed all the bad boys assigned to protect her sister in the later stage, but soon something happened to his sister. Following the sudden change at home, Chen Tian had to fall into a mystery as a whole. In addition to his father's deceased mother being arrested and even when his sister was hit by a car, Chen Tian finally walked into prison. However, Chen Tian did not regret it because Chen Tian rescued his mother and raised money to treat his sister. Therefore, Chen Tian only hoped that his mother would come to see him in prison and could bring good news to his sister for recovery.

But after waiting for more than two years, my mother did not see her once. She was waiting for Ms. Zhao and a god-making plan that he did not have to be executed. Chen Tian was then sent to this island by plane. Of course, since Chen Tian came to this giant island, Chen Tian has truly found his goal in this dilemma. This goal is not to be successful or successful. His goal is just to leave this island alive and return to the place where he lived before to see if his broken home has returned to normal and whether his sister has recovered. Although this is just an inconspicuous little hope, in this killing island full of murderous intent, the metaphor that the gods will be killed can show how dangerous this island is.

Without firm belief and luck, and his own strength, basically, even the Z area on the outermost area of ​​the Killing God Island will die on the island, so this is also a battlefield for victory and defeat. Therefore, Chen Tian was able to survive because Chen Tian had great potential. However, due to the external inferiority and loneliness, Chen Tian had actually split several personalities in his body, one was the lonely self in his heart, the other was the pretending to be strong, and the other was to prove that he was able to forcibly threaten others. This was when she was a bad boy when she was in school, and later she always used this personality when she was in prison, but after entering the island, she developed three personalities.

A personality is called responsibility, because Chen Tian wants to use his life and responsibility to take every member away from here, and he turns this responsibility into his own desire to protect every member, because these guys are different from those who know outside the island, and can feel the feeling of family brothers and sisters from them. Although they were all gathered together at the beginning because of their own interests, Chen Tian really felt from them the real sense that people outside the island could not give him, which was something that Chen Tian had never felt outside the island before.

That's why Chen Tian would do anything to protect them with his life, because Chen Tian didn't want to lose his cherished friends. After all, he already has relatives and home. Being able to meet these people really made Chen Tian feel in vain to come to this place. Therefore, Chen Tian's responsible personality comes from himself. Of course, in addition to this responsible personality, he also gradually becomes stronger as his physical fitness gradually becomes stronger and more and more people become very arrogant. That kind of arrogance is also a characteristic of Chen Tian's strong strength. Of course, in addition to these two personalities, Chen Tian also developed another personality. This personality is currently talking to Chen Tian's initial inferiority mentality, and wants Chen Tian to know that you have multiple personalities and personalities, and each personality has different powers. You are not the only one.

"I'm not the only one?"

"Yes! You are not the only one, whether it is the inferior you, the lonely you, or the resilient and arrogant you, the open-minded you, the willingness to sacrifice or kill arrogantly, no matter what period you are in, you are not the only one you, and naturally you are not the real you. Only these personalities overlap are the real you. A person should be brave enough to bear the true self. No matter what your personality and personality, if you cannot truly recognize yourself, you are not a complete self, do you understand?"

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