Chapter 84 [The Missing Jessica] 4
Of course Luo Cheng would not misunderstand.
Although he has only experienced one relationship, he really put his heart into it and learned a lot, such as distinguishing the attitude of the opposite sex towards him.
Jessica was very friendly to him, but she was just a friend.
Oh, by the way, in Korea, this is called close relatives!
As for him, he has no intention of accepting his next relationship. Jessica, who is beautiful even without makeup, is just a mission target for him.
A mission target whose personality is more to his liking.
Instead of discussing topics that could easily affect the current relationship, what he cared more about was to complete this mission as soon as possible, get the reward given to him by the card king, and then start his own... career with the card king.
"What happened today? Are you hiding here crying alone?"
Fortunately, Luo Cheng was not wearing headphones at this time, because Emperor Ka was already going crazy when he heard this: Hey! Are you stupid? You finally managed to calm down Sika's mood, and you deliberately exposed her scars?
Luo Cheng couldn't hear it, so he wouldn't be affected.
Jessica's body trembled slightly, she lowered her head, her voice was a little aggrieved, but she didn't look like she was about to cry, as if she had cried enough just now.
"I met some antis and they said some unpleasant things. I couldn't hold it back for a while and made you laugh."
To put it simply, the voice sounds quite calm.
The streetlight was very bright, but it couldn't illuminate Jessica's face. This was because of the angle. Ke Luocheng always felt a little depressed. A person's calmness did not mean that she was not hurt, but it might also mean that she was used to being hurt.
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Once the wound is numb, it will no longer hurt.
"Are you feeling better now?"
"Well, I'm getting better now, don't worry."
"Really?"
"..."
The first Black Sea... the second Black Sea...
Whether this black sea is the company's publicity strategy, or is being used by someone with malicious intentions to crush Girls' Generation, it is the greatest harm to them who just want to realize their dream of being on stage.
However, this hurt cannot be expressed.
Because S.M.com only values profits. Even Shinhwa, TVXQ and other popular boy groups, which were once extremely popular and set off the Korean Wave storm in Asia, and SJ, which is equally popular now, do not have any say in the face of the company.
Not to mention that they met wg as soon as they debuted, not to mention creating benefits for the company. Even their training expenses, packaging consumption, and publicity resources were not recouped. What right did they have to complain to the company, or even talk about ideas and conditions?
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There are a few members in SJ who have good relationships with girls such as Jessica, Taeyeon, and Yoona, and they used to be their occasional confidants. What happened?
The normal relationship between seniors and juniors has not only become a prop used by the company, but also a sharp blade for others to attack them.
Oh Soo Ra and Lee Hyun Jung treat them well, but after all, they have the status of managers. In Korea, managers are more of a means for companies to control artists.
Even trainees understand this truth.
Being able to get close to them meant that Oh Soo-ra and Lee Hyun-jung were close enough, but it could not completely dispel the concerns of Jessica and others.
Perhaps, working together for four, five, or more years and building more trust and intimacy will change this picture.
Currently, Girls' Generation, Oh So-ra and Lee Hyun-jung only have a running-in period of just over a year, and there is obviously a lack of trust.
In this way, only Girls' Generation members are left with each other, but...can we really say it?
After the Second Black Sea, backstage at the Magic City concert, Taeyeon, as the leader, told everyone: Smile!
This is not a command, but a prayer.
Perhaps, their talking to each other can relieve the psychological pressure, but at their age, they really let go and let negative emotions permeate the team.
Surely what you get in the end is relaxation, not despair for everyone?
They are all children under the age of twenty. Even Jessica, who has been a trainee for seven years and debuted for one year, cannot be said to have strong enough mental endurance.
Not to mention others?
Jessica can really endure it, and she can even endure it without any flaws.
During Luo Cheng's contact with her, the Jessica he saw always greeted people with a smile, and her smile was hearty and not forced at all.
It seems that I have never been anxious or sad because of the two Black Sea trips, the whole network anti, and the lack of itinerary.
Even because of this, he felt that these girls were too good at pretending, which made him even more disgusted with the entertainment industry.
If it weren't for Kahuang's mission, he wouldn't have been able to come to South Korea, let alone have so many interactions with Jessica.
Until I stayed in Girls' Generation's practice room for several days and saw them practicing at least ten hours a day.
Until I participated in Taeyeon's radio show and saw that Taeyeon was able to smile during anti-remarks, but she ran to the bathroom and cried during the show.
Until last night.
At the top of the stairs, I looked at the girl who was joking with me ten minutes ago and laughing happily. She suddenly became lonely and helpless, like an abandoned child, curled up in a ball in the dark.
Until just now, he saw Jessica curled up in a ball again, sobbing softly.
Luo Cheng had read a book before, which said that curling up is a sign of lack of security. It is precisely because of the desire to find a sense of security that one adopts this posture during pregnancy.
And her bare face...
This should be the most real Jessica, Luo Cheng thinks so.
If Jessica's acting skills reached this level and she could hide in a corner where it was impossible for anyone to find her just to establish a character in front of him, then he would admit it.
Of course, he knew very well that he was not that important at all.
And what made him so fond of such a real Jessica was definitely not because he saw her crying and thought she was cute when she cried, so he wanted to find another chance in the future!
"Luo Cheng, I'm so sad, don't you say some comforting words?" Jessica suddenly laughed, "What you said to Taeyeon makes sense. Do you have anything for me?"
Luo Cheng looked at her smile quietly and suddenly laughed: "What do you want to hear?"
"Um?"
Jessica tilted her little head, her bare face under the streetlight was very clean, and her dim eyes were full of clarity, "It's okay, you are my friend, I won't mind what you say."
Luo Cheng nodded and chuckled: "So, do you regret it now? Regret that you chose the path of idols and even wasted eight years in it? You have done nothing, but you have to be misunderstood by everyone.
People resist, and even the closest friends who were once unable to come forward to help themselves. Your efforts, your sweat, your dreams, no one cares about it, let alone no one takes it seriously. Everything you do has no value.
Chapter completed!