Chapter 50: Heavenly Palace (1)
["If I lose too much...please don't be so sad..." Xunhuangying looked at me and blew his bangs with the wind from his mouth, like a little hooligan, which made me laugh.
It seems that he will feel much more chic in this way.
Obviously, he said such sad words.
"Well, I mean, I don't need others to grieve for me at all. What haven't I seen? Who haven't met anyone? If it's just because of death that people cry in front of my grave, then it's okay
Too lame.”]
【I am!!!】
【Destiny Child’s mother!!!】
"I don't feel... that sad either... I've seen too much... too much..."
Chang Yufeng sat up in relief.
Sometimes you think about the worst things in the world, don't you?
"Child of Destiny..." Chun kept standing there, sometimes far and sometimes near.
"I didn't have time to clean up everything, and it turned into this horrible state... Sometimes I also wonder what I should do. There are too many enemies for me."
Chang Yufeng paused.
He glanced at his hands.
"Love, love, monsters, fighting and killing all seem to have nothing to do with me anymore. Only then can I have a short-term self."
He took a deep breath.
Chang Yufeng could smell the friendly aroma, which came from the dragon horn incense and fragrant grass that came with the ice dragon, and was suddenly covered by this aroma. It turned out that Elaine grabbed his clothes and gently
It gently climbed to the top of his head and lay down in his hair.
The hair of the Child of Destiny also had a special fragrance. According to the dragon's habit of loving treasures, the whole body of Chang Yufeng was regarded as treasures by Elaine. She was lying among the treasures, which was a proof of excusable laziness.
"I don't think I've seen life through..."
Chang Yufeng glanced at her sleeping sister. The sun and breeze were as gentle as flowers. A dandelion was floating in the world with the wind and fell on her face. She felt itchy slightly and frowned.
In the legendary legend, there is a kind of little people called "Lolosei". They are light in body and will fly carefree with the wind to live wherever the wind stays. They go with the wind and follow the wind.
Met by the wind.
The Rorosei turned upside down in the wind is a wonderful sight when they fly across the border - in the light rain blown by the breeze, they are teased upside down by the raindrops, the clear light ripples, and the music scores form a river and are placed on the sky.
The Rorosei turned upside down in the wind, like all dandelions, are scattered throughout the spiritual world.
But this is just a dandelion, not a lolosei.
Dandelions are not villains. If they fall on someone's face, they will still feel itchy, and they will be tempted to scratch them. They will have clear dreams without leaving a trace, and they will fade away...
"Can you imagine? How can I...become the child of destiny you call..."
Chang Yufeng raised his head lightly, glanced at Chun, and smiled. The smile was soft, and he felt that his whole body felt much more relaxed.
"I'm not the kind of person who complains."
He said this, his bright eyes would never let others think he was lying, and that was the case. He was not lying, he was not complaining, and he would not tell anyone that he was in pain or lonely.
Even when he is happy, he will not act so proactively.
Is this growth?
No, this is the inevitable silence in pain.
Who would understand that there is such a beautiful and touching moment in such a distant time and space.
"If I have to face everything in pain, then I might as well take a look at the beauty of the world as I am now, don't you understand? The disputes between human beings, the hierarchy, the class system, or the
The verbal disputes mentioned above are all based on me and have no meaning. I will not participate in them. Apart from empty delusions, shackles of desires, and all kinds of moral burdens on human psychology, they are all in multi-dimensional time and space.
It has lost its meaning."
"I don't need to think about the future with no way forward. I don't need to be obsessed with the material things that every human being is trying their best to pursue. I don't need to understand too much about the sorrow caused by birth, old age, illness and death, let alone
, living under countless human moral pressures, being tortured, controlled, and entangled in suffering."
"Now, perhaps this is my current... purest state. I don't have to worry about working every day for decades to come, I don't have to be troubled by complicated and always lost love, I don't have to worry about material assets.
I am also kind to others, I have no bad habits, and I will not cause trouble. I am mature and rarely have troubles for no reason."
He talked too much and suddenly felt the sun was burning.
"Now, it should be the most comfortable day for me in the whole period. I can clearly realize this. If I break the current environment, or wait for the current environment to be broken, it will be cruel and ruthless on my part."
There was no Rolosei in the wind, but Chang Yufeng had seen such a scene.
Little figures fluttering in the wind, soaring and dancing in the sky.
"I am not a realist... I am a combination of idealist and realist. When I was young, I was obsessed with my past... where I came from and where I want to go...
…”
He looked at his hands, and the dandelion fluff escaped from his palms. Because the wind left his palms, the upside-down Lolose would do the same.
Who wants to be like the upside-down Lollose, floating in the wind...
That sounds so beautiful, but if you think about it carefully, they are all alone... helpless and can only fly messily in the wind, and then die in the meaning of life prescribed by nature...
Not knowing where to live, not knowing where to die, life is at a loss.
"So, many people still can't really separate their thoughts from others. Without asking why, they always abruptly say what other people should be like... In the end, it's still too much..."
"Hello……"
Chun stopped Chang Yufeng.
She stood under the sun, and the bright flowers on her body were as colorful as the sun.
"Looking for the Huangyi Demonic Stone...is their last...expectation for you..."
Chun crossed his hands and watched Chang Yufeng turn to him thoughtfully.
Elaine didn't understand, but she was greatly shocked. She understood every word, but she just couldn't understand it.
It is obvious that she has studied human language in depth.
"It's not an expectation... it should be... a... desire... as a... human being..."
Chun smiled and suddenly laughed loudly.
"Hahahaha, it's true, it's true, isn't it? People who have experienced too many experiences will be confused countless times, and then at a loss. They will be self-righteous as if they know the secrets of heaven, but they will never be able to take a step forward and accept themselves as ordinary human beings.
An ordinary life."
"Human beings don't know their destiny until they are fifty years old, right? After experiencing birth, old age, illness and death, they are almost alive. They only have to face death that comes and goes so quickly, and then they can sigh, I came to this world and left for so long.
What a misfortune... Unknowingly, fifty years of days and nights have passed... No matter how you live, how you live, whether you are happy or sad, it is... it is difficult to encounter the same thing again.
, making myself become less and less obsessed with wanting to die."
"They never want you to stagnate..."
"Those...all...that have...been lost...for you..."
Chapter completed!