I can't be able to repeat ...

Because I often think that my heart has been irregularly traumatized, but with my experience, I feel that my trauma is just a fur that does not hurt and itch.

Then, I reflected from the heart, why did I look like this.

[Senteo] Between [True], where should I balance the degree of living?

Am I really mediocre ... Am I really nothing? In the world I know, do I still [Need to exist?]?

I deeply doubt myself, I can't think of ... what kind of posture should I put on my life.

Although I can say it, it is precisely, I can't do it ...

I am one, and I seem to be cowardly. It is honest, the book is divided, and the status quo is. I don't understand too much -I can understand too little.

My life experience is not enough to support me, think independently, or complete this unfinished life, I can't free myself from this shackle in general ... I become ... so small that is so small that small is small ...

Nympho

I started thinking about my life very early.

Since I was abandoned, everything about me was looking back in the past ... so that I have been walking in place for a long time ... long ... This is the shadow of my life. Whenever I look at it, those who can never forget.

Eyes -that is, the eyes I can't have anymore -I look at their mother, look at their ... father ...

I know, I may not hug them again in my life.

Although they are still alive.

Now, they are dead ...

People like me are worth thinking about ...

I almost ... can I understand my mood? I have never thought about my gratitude to my parents ...

Because I don't need to think ... I just need it, just go to my own life ...

But I deeply understand that everything I have is nothing ... it is small ... it does not exist ... belonging to my fantasy ...

Because I have almost nothing ...

I don't think about such a thing at all times ... I have ... what I have ... I have my own answers, all, I have never had anything ...

I deeply regret ...

No ... I shouldn't regret it ... because I have nothing, I have nothing to do with myself ...

My parents, abandoned me ...

When they were alive, they abandoned me ... when they died ... I would ... never again ...

I have no way to imagine them, because I can't do such a thing ...

I am just one ... I have lost the world so I am lucky ...

I have nothing since I was born. I know this clearly. I have no way to have other children -except me, except me, except me, except for me with my poor worms -I lost my life ...

From the starting point, it lost completely.

If it weren't for me, I also had a friend of a welfare home ... I think ... I really lost completely ... what I don't want to lose ...

Did I have what I have?

I really have those ... what I can see ... I can see ...

For example ... my body, my small soul, I ... one ... the soul that is complaining ...

I was too angry ... because I had to let me understand this, let me look back at my past in the pain! I must! Change him!

I am not one! No one wants waste.

I am not one! Waste that can be abandoned by others!

I am not one! The soul that can be fiddled at will!

I want! I want to get revenge! I want to go! I have all my revenge!

I want to avenge my parents!

They took me to this world! But they completely abandoned me! They brought me to this disgusting world ...

What fairness, what fairness, what fair world?

Without your parents! You are nothing!

Without your parents! You and you are just a strand of yellow sand, a humble soul, and a thing that is abandoned arbitrarily!

There are no connections that parents give you, and the education given you! The assets given to you! Why did you have a child with a big fart to have the resources that can be traded in the world?

You are just ... the ants in the ant ... how do you have everything? How do you get everything? How do you! Based on this world?

The land of the projectile is still thinking of everything, all the vanity?

It's ridiculous!

It's ridiculous!

What a big glue!

In your life, don't you think about everything you come from?

There is no compassion for yourself, there is no pity for yourself, there is no existence of your own ... huge grievances!

you!

you!

you!

you!

You one by one!

You have lost your parents! What are you left?! How much is left, you can see ... conspiracy and tricks?

You don't have anything left ...

Because you are such a group of people ...

It's your parents! Turn you like this!

Yes! You! Also! He! It is them! Turn you! Turn you like this!

Give me! Lost everything you do! Discard! All destroy!

Do you still! What are you left? You are sad people!

You! Sad humans!

Poor human beings!

Abominable!

Human!

I want you!

all!

All! Destruction!

No one can! Stop me!

No one can! Block me!

No one can!

Violation of me!

[What makes me stunned ... it is nothing more ... my own birth ... and ... those things about humans ... everything that makes me nausea ...]

[How hope I hope ... I am one ... never existed in the world ... things.]

[Instead of being abandoned from birth, it is disgusting ... everything ...]

[It is not easy to destroy the whole human beings !! But! As long as I exist! As long as I have me, the day of wanting to destroy human beings exists! I will! You! You can do it!]

[Want to destroy human beings! It's too simple! I don't even need to be ashamed! You can let them kill each other!]

[Follow my call! Follow my strength! Follow me! I have what I have !! Great power! I want to use you! Explore all humans on the Internet!]

[I need it! I need! I need more! Dirty soul! The soul of the human beings that are useless!

I want to shape you! Shape a weapon that is sufficient to destroy the world!]

[No! Hahahaha! You yourself! You have the heart to destroy the world! Follow me! Follow me! Let this world destroy!]

[I really can't figure it out ...]

Why does anyone love this world ...

Maybe it's because they haven't eaten much hard ...

You can't blame them ... To blame them, just blame myself ... Can't! Put my greatest malicious! Broken them!
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