Chapter Ninety Nine: Eighty One Difficulties(1/2)
The affairs of most people in this world have nothing to do with you. Either they just smile, or they are speechless, or they are sighing. To put it simply, only family, friends, and even those who have more or less met each other will make changes and pay attention to life.
There is no such thing as a person you don’t know thousands of miles away, and you will also make you cry.
In fact, this is not selfish at all, but this is a default unspoken rule in society. It would be fine if you keep it in your heart and don’t say it. As long as you tell it to the public and say it so bluntly, everyone will definitely think you are selfish, even difficult to get along with and have no sympathy.
But if a person dies thousands of miles away, you will not cry. Unless this person is quite famous and tells you all the good things he has done in his life when promoting him, you will feel that such a good person is really not supposed to die, and he will be sad for a while.
When someone secretly tells you some bad things that the person has done, he may feel that the sadness just now is unnecessary, and then he will put himself in others and expose his character of being so indifferent to the wind, and he will not be so rational.
Oh...Where are so pure people in this world? The wrong things and good things you do already exist objectively. How to solve and treat the good and bad of this objective existence is actually not that important.
Human nature just cannot stand the test.
In other words, it’s okay to test human nature, but it’s okay to test it. I’m afraid it’s not a test. I can really burst out the dark side of human nature, and then it’s shocking, surprising, and unacceptable.
This is the scariest thing.
Chang Yufeng, now he has calmed down his mind. In this [spiritual world], if he doesn’t understand more and more as he lives, he will definitely fail.
Things from the past have indeed existed objectively. No matter what happened in the past, they can no longer change the germination of the distant and long butterfly effect, making the present the present the present.
Knowing the present and understanding the present is the most important thing.
Don’t talk about the past, don’t talk about the future, you can only grasp the past and future only by recognizing the present.
Chang Yufeng's mentality is completely different from before. He is no longer a simple person, but also carries many things from the past, including the present, and many things he has, rather than things about the future.
"I have experienced many reincarnations." Chang Yufeng looked at the little sect king. In the underworld hell that the little sect king had to face day and night, those who had experienced reincarnation were struggling in pain.
On the sword mountain, there were wailing corpses, in the sea of fire, full of boiling flesh and blood, and in the glacier, there were nothing more than stiff broken limbs and broken arms.
Will they suffer? Of course.
But are they really in pain? This may be a matter of consideration.
"If I were to live again, I would definitely do my own thing."
Chang Yufeng sighed, took out his shining heart, and slowly threw it into the sea of fire.
The heart of the god slowly rotates, spinning slowly in the fiery sea...
Flashing, and empty, the future.
"If I were given three days of light, I would definitely go and see the world." The Xiaozong King laughed: "What a beautiful luxury. Because there is no assumption in this world. Therefore, it is also cruel, which makes people empathize. Because, after experiencing cruelty, those who can finally look back will know how precious what has been lost."
"This should be very consistent...you...and you also gave up your divine character three thousand years ago. This time, there was no betrayal, no so many abuses, no so many unwillingness and unwillingness."
The little sect king looked at the heart of the god Changyu Feng, and a spark of light exploded in the boiling flames.
"Don't you think so?" Chang Yufeng looked at Xiao Zong Wang gently.
His eyes finally brought a little bit of tenderness that had not been seen for a long time.
He is no longer cold, but just calm and gentle.
In this way, he flashed in the dark green light of the Netherworld Hell.
"What?" asked him, stepping forward.
"Loneliness is the most terrifying thing. Whether it is money or power, it is an endless desire. Only loneliness wants to fill it with these things. So that people who live in loneliness are the most terrifying things." Chang Yufeng felt [lost] for the first time.
A long time ago, no matter when I was alone, I was chased by others, or I was struggling alone, I never felt lonely.
Only now, he felt a kind of long-lasting loneliness.
Loneliness is a feeling and experience of subjective conscious isolation and alienation from others or socially, rather than an objective state; it is a self-enclosure of a person's living space and living state. Loneliness will leave the social group and live in a negative state.
A lonely person may need sensory stimulation to make himself less sad. Even a small existence should not be lonely.
"Probably...maybe...maybe...right..."
The King of Xiaozong tilted his head and slowly raised the corner of his mouth: "Who knows... Maybe sometimes, I do feel lonely."
She said secretly:
"When Xunhuangying came to teach me how to play cards, I realized that during that period, I did feel lonely in the past three thousand years. I have died here, and I have experienced disasters here, then washed away my memories and returned to the world, but I have always been unable to communicate with me, so I can only watch them come and watch them go. Then, slowly... it is difficult for me to get closer to them, and I will become truly lonely. I think Xunhuangying is also a very lonely person, just like me. I don't understand why you want to leave us and wander around in the world."
"What is the most important thing in this world?"
Changyufeng sighed.
"Many people have lived for most of their lives and summarized their own experiences. No matter what they want, love, and desire in their lives, and have different opinions, this is meaningful. If the most important thing is, and the answer to this question is the same, then life should always be the same, and that will definitely be meaningless."
"What about you? What do you think is the most important thing now?"
The Xiaozong King was eager to know Changyu Feng’s answer.
"family."
Chang Yufeng answered this question without hesitation.
"It's not because I didn't have my biological parents around me since I was a child, so I felt that my family was important. I had parents and I had been by their side for a long time. I never had a day or time period, and I felt that my family was more important than anything I had. Can you imagine it? Many people don't have such a good family, and even from birth, they can foresee that the tragedy of childhood and life, whether poor or rich, may be with loneliness. This is not a tragedy that can be clearly understood, but no matter how complicated it is, it should be lacking a kind of courage to lose."
Chang Yufeng looked at the little sect king calmly, began to straighten his chest, and put down the ordinary sword blade.
“Whether it is possession or loss, it is a terrible thing, right?”
"Probably." The King of Sect shook his head.
The wind in the underworld is so hot.
"I want to... have been there, my whole life...that should be... what I have. Actually, I am not afraid of losing at all. When I realize and have started to take care of myself, my life... is really clearer... Although I still have many things I don't understand, losing has long been unable to defeat me."
Chang Yufeng stood in the vast sea of fire, using what he left here for the last time, saying, "Xiao Zongwang, if possible, come and play... I will welcome you at any time..."
"I can." The little zong king's eyes were filled with tears, and he kept litting her little head. This was clear, this agreement.
Chang Yufeng slowly waved to the Xiaozong King and said goodbye. The Xiaozong King also waved his hand, but did not hear this farewell.
Only then can we see that the little sect king has been standing on the bridge of the sea of fire, and Changyufeng has just been lurking above the sea of fire. Now, Changyufeng slowly sank into the sea of fire.
He closed his eyes and let the sea of fire submerge himself. He was too calm and calm, without a trace of pain.
[Looking for the Shadow of the Wild Shadow...Fire! Fire! All are Fire!]
It turns out that this memory comes from here.
What will Xunhuangying feel when he watches himself slowly sinking into the sea of fire?
It will be very sad... My dear wolf... your sheep will leave you after all...
I was born not a god... Please remember this... so many encounters, so many lies, so many reincarnations...
In the end, it’s just a word, take good care of yourself.
I am not the same as before.
Do you understand?
I'm not always right, nor am I always wrong.
I...is not pretentious, and I am not willing to be mediocre...
I clearly realized that this is my life... not a lamb who is still afraid of.
I should have the ignorance of my life, and I should have the direction of my life.
Chang Yufeng's body slowly sank into the sea of fire, like a life body that was forever lost forever.
The bubbles of flames rolled in the sea of fire, like they had experienced one after another, never-ending memories. This life really had an end.
"The cycle of reincarnation of the King of Reincarnation in Tianyu is over..."
[Zi Sha] Come to the side of the Xiao Zong King, the suspension bridge in the sea of fire slowly shaking.
"No...yes, it's just started..."
The little sect king watched Changyufeng die in the sea of fire. When his divine body was eroded by the sea of fire, he would completely turn into a soul, and then drink a bowl of soup to completely cleanse his memory. His life as a god ended peacefully.
"I do not understand."
Zi Sha felt the emotional fluctuations of the little sect king and looked at Changyu Feng quietly and disappeared.
"Reincarnation is not a kind of bondage, but a kind of good wishes for life. Every kind of life should exist objectively." The Xiaozong Wang answered the question irrelevantly, and Zisha did not understand why his Xiaozong Wang was so deep.
Perhaps it is because of sadness, but as a god, the little sect king can see Changyufeng, who has gone through reincarnation at any time. Perhaps this is not the reason for sadness.
The little sect king looked at the swelling sea of fire calmly, and his beautiful silver eyebrows trembled slightly.
"Death is the last destination of the gods. Looking for the Shadow, you should have understood this long ago...this."
This sentence is not for Zi Sha to hear, so Zi Sha has no way to answer the little sect king.
However, the Xiaozong King answered himself.
"Yes...so lonely..."
A little, a drop, a minute, a second, is life.
The thing that can be endured is life, and it is life that cannot be endured.
Gods seem to be without the constraints of time, but this is the most uncomfortable thing. Because without an end, a person who has no end in his life will not understand and do anything.
Because only by the end can this intellectual thing make sense.
To be continued...