I, Chang Yufeng, fail at everything I do.

Ten years ago, my life was a failure, and I am still a failure ten years later. I was only ten years old, and after ten years, I am still only ten years old.

I don’t want to think about what happened in the orphanage anymore. It’s all over. Let time gradually fade away. I can’t remember why I bullied those children who were in the same situation as me. Maybe it’s because of my own ugliness, or maybe it’s because of my own ugliness.

Because of my incompetent anger, or because I am just a broken child, irritable or irritable, and that little girl with asthma, these are not important anymore. Because that world has nothing to do with me, and it will never happen in my life.

It doesn't matter anymore.

Who didn’t do a few wrong things in childhood?

Whether I pretended to be a bully or used force to bully the weak, it’s really all over.

What a failed, stinky kid that is.

I have lived for twenty years. The first ten years are completely opposite to the last ten years. They are so different. My adoptive father and mother are like my biological parents. If this world really has a destiny, then this destiny does not want me to change.

What about becoming a bad guy? Even God wouldn't like that kind of lonely stinky kid. What a failure!

Now that I think about it, I was really a failure in that world, and in this world, I am also a complete failure.

So what with magic and swordsmanship, they were all a mess. They were a complete failure. It took a whole month of training to master even a small basic move.

In Wen Ti County, this other world is no different from the real world. On the contrary, it is more dangerous and terrifying.

A terrifying beast breaks into the village. People who are powerless can only run for their lives and wait for rescue. They are targeted by monsters. If they are not strong, they can only die. If they are infected by the evil spirit, the whole world will become yours.

Enemy, all that awaits you is the fate of being killed.

Why did I come to this different world? Was it really for my parents? Now that I think about it, that’s not entirely true. I just wanted to escape, I just wanted to leave that world.

That nightmarish feeling of guilt, that coughing sound that wants to pull my heart out of my body, that kind of loneliness that makes me wander.

No one can understand me, no one can listen to my voice, and I don’t even have the ability to escape from that small orphanage. I want to escape, but I’m afraid that I have nowhere to escape. In the end, I don’t have a father.

Mom’s child is the same everywhere, no matter how nice you are to him. One second he is noisy and happy, so lovable, but the next second he is quiet, loneliness will fill his heart.

, he was so young that he didn’t understand why he was the only one without his parents to pick her up. He didn’t understand why he was the only one without the hugs of his parents. He didn’t understand that he was left with only himself and the endless loneliness and loneliness.

He may have been disappointed in that seemingly false greeting, he may have looked away from others' indifference, and he may have been tired of crying in countless dark nights.

Who can know? Who can remember?

His original appearance was well-behaved and cute.

Ten years, another decade, everything began to be different.

A warm family, a father who is responsible but sometimes unreliable, a mother who is good in the hall and in the kitchen, virtuous but sometimes very strict, and a sister who is playful and cute but sometimes very annoying,

It was like falling from the sky and came to my side. Before I was two years old, I couldn't refuse such a home. I couldn't go anywhere. Even if the annoying sister spit milk on me, I couldn't leave after that.

, Their true feelings are like a flame burning my heart, dispersing the ice in my heart. I am really grateful to them. I gradually walked out of the shadow of the coughing sound. I knew that I was wrong, I knew.

Thank you. I often make them worry about whether they will come back on time for dinner, but I know that no matter how late I come back, they will wait for me.

I feel really guilty. How could I have such a family? I really failed!

As always, I failed. I only had eyes that could see the elements, but I couldn't learn how to use them. Learning swordsmanship didn't have much effect. I didn't even have the slightest ability to protect myself in this dangerous world. Fortunately, I had a safe journey.

I have survived to this day. However, the feeling of failure has lingered in my heart.

I am too weak and not as strong as Lin'er. I heard that she found me after a long journey. I was surprised that she could come to another world. That feeling of indebtedness came back to me.

She is still like a mystery. She said that I am the only person she knows in this different world. So why am I the same?

I have only known a few people since I was a child, and I can count them all on my fingers. In this different world, everyone has the same problem.

The difference is that she gained great power after coming to another world, while I only know some small magic. Farmhouse magic.

In fact, I am the young master of the Ning family, so I am not surprised at all, because I was rescued from a mysterious place by a rabbit-eared boy, together with the huge eagle burning with blazing flames. As soon as I came

When I came to this world, I experienced the hardships of life and death. If I am not careful, I will die. The identity of the little master was also learned from the mouth of the rabbit-eared boy, but I did not have the ability to delve into it.

Now the jade pendant tied around his waist has returned to his hand. What secret does it contain? Is it just a token that guided him to Bailing Mountain?

"Jiu" The sound of fireworks rising into the sky exploded in the distance, "pop", colorful flowers blooming in the sky, the kind of flaming flowers, just like those on earth, are fleeting and leave people with the most beautiful memories.

one side.

I sat on the steps, and the crowd was crowded at the bottom of the mountain. The snack street there was full of disciples from the mountain. I chose a seat and sat next to Erica. Lin'er was also sitting, and Zhao Zhaoli stood in the tree beside the steps.

On the way up, holding his sword, Chun Xi saw us coming and handed over some snacks from the mountain. Everyone ate while watching the fireworks in the distance.

I took a skewer of barbecue. In fact, I think the food in this world really lacks some flavor, but it is still delicious. Erica pointed to the blooming fireworks and showed us that there is no such thing in Wenti County.

This kid had fun watching it several times, but he couldn't get enough.

I looked at Lin'er, and she happened to be looking at me too. Erica and I were separated from her. I didn't know what she was thinking. I had no way of guessing her. Sometimes she always looked at the sky, and no one knew.

What is she thinking? She is neither close to Zhao Zhao nor Chun Xi. As she said, she only knows a loser like me. It is really hard to imagine that she was once a little goddess that everyone loved.

Could it be that it would be best if she did not come to this world?

I don't know and I don't dare to ask her what she thinks.

She saw me looking at her and smiled at me. Her eyebrows were really pretty. I smiled at her too. She tapped the corner of her mouth with her finger. I coughed and turned around to get rid of the crumbs.

Now I could feel the red burning sensation at the base of my ears. Erica looked at me and hurriedly wiped her mouth clean.

Fireworks bloomed one after another, even in the form of a hundred flowers blooming. The whole sky was filled with this kind of human fireworks. We also need to raise our heads on the top of the mountain. The fireworks full of festive fireworks looked like horizontal lines under the bright moonlight.

The scrolls spread across the galaxy are gorgeous yet fleeting.

Later I learned that Zhao Zhao and Chun Xi were going down the mountain today, and that was the last time we saw them. In the following days, although we communicated through magic, we never saw each other again.

I thought today was just an ordinary farewell on an extraordinary day.

I stupidly told them that I would definitely learn something when they came back. They ignored me and hugged me tightly. I could feel Chun Xi’s tears, but it was already too late.

Thinking this was just a short farewell, I smiled and waved to them.

On the street with fireworks blooming in the distance, we said goodbye on the steps at the top of the mountain. This is the last step of the thousand-foot staircase. We waved happily on the mountain, and the two of them slowly went down the mountain.

Later I asked Chunxi why she left on such a day.

She said that if she left early tomorrow morning, she might never see her again... Wouldn't it be wonderful to leave with the best memories?

I didn't speak, I just looked at her and told her that I had never eaten such delicious barbecue as that day.
Chapter completed!