The moon, the moon, why you can't take my sadness.

At my mother's first grade, I understood such a thing. I no longer have the right to see my father.

I didn't want to see him, because as soon as I saw him, my thoughts would make me feel painful.

I live in a small courtyard, a tall red wall blocks my youthful years, and the heavier veil, I can't get angry.

In the days when no one inspected me, I took it off, outside the small window, looked at the blue sky that could no longer be hugged ...

When you see the blue sky and white clouds also become a luxury, where will the blue sky and white clouds belonging to me, maybe it will never exist.

I think of everything in my future, but always blank, white and vast worlds, all my everything may be blank.

I will marry, a man I have never seen, that person may be like my father, and I do n’t want to see anyone again.

I think about my mother, maybe the same is true. Hidden all my life in this high wall, and my youthful time, in my father's severe scolding, in my father's cold eyes, in my father's cruelty.

In the eyes of the new love, with the years, dying.

When I thought about it this way, I realized my mother's loneliness. I realized that in this world, my mother's thoughts.

Many years later, in the high loess, the veil that accompanied my mother's years and years may die, but my mother's death has become it. My hatred in my life.

However, when I understand my connection with my mother, this hatred, always on me, knocking me.

I am not a man, but a daughter's house.

Because it is a daughter's house, I ca n’t read and write like a man? Because it ’s a daughter's house? I ca n’t kill the enemy like a man? Because it’ s a daughter's house? Can't you face it?

My father? I only like his sons. They are my brother? But I have never seen it. Only my second brother, I often come to see me.

He is always wearing a white clothes? There is a good -looking [green dragon] badge on the clothes? That is my mother's sewn. The blue line and the white line are all in my companion?

They worn together, sometimes, I watched them make a family emblem from my mother's hands. That time began to break in my mind during that time.

I have a clear dream? The cyan dragon will come to my side? Take me soaring, let me see the blue sky and white clouds outside, and live for so long, I also understand it and understand, I am

The meaning of Yu mother.

However, all my father's sons, all my brother and brother, were not born to my mother. They saw it, and they just looked at my mother, bland, and even shouted coldly ... Mother.

Then they looked at me, like watching a novel toy.

Every brother's expression was different when he saw me.

When my elder brother saw me, he would look at me calmly.

The second brother touched me, and would touch my head gently.

When the third brother saw me, he would glance at me with those good -looking eyes.

Brother Si I have never seen him, I have seen me.

They are all my father's son, but they have never been my mother's child.

Only me is my mother's daughter.

The second brother is good to me, it is good to be visible to the naked eye. He is close to me, play with me, and tells me a story.

When he came to see me, he always stood by the high wall, raised his head, and slowly raised his head, watching the birds in the sky, sang poems for me with gloom.

"Chutian is three miles wide, Qinghai Baizhang wide

If you want to jump from the beginning, you still need to go to Qingshan. "

He is not doing this poem on weekdays, maybe to take care of my child -his sister who has no blood relationship, the poems he sang, I understand, and understand it.

In the sky here, I can only enjoy such a little, and there are less wide soils. In the world outside the high wall, there is a green ocean with a wide range of widths.

If you want to see the blue ocean, you must have to turn over the mountains and jump over the desperate situation of the cliffs to see the blue mountains. Outside the green mountains, it is that sea.

I have never seen the blue sea, but I have seen the cyan mountain, and my second brother said to me, the other side of the mountain is the sea.

But I have never been to Qingshan, and I have never seen that sea.

Maybe I have never owned even the three miles of the sky.

How can I hope that it is difficult to have the width of the Baizhang wide sea.

But the second brother told me that as long as I went to find it, I would be able to see the blue ocean. He called me Lan'er and called my nickname. He put his hand on my head and told me gently.

Then, then

"Lan'er, Lan'er, don't blame your mother. Please don't blame your father."

I don't understand why he said that, how can I not hate my father, I looked at him angrily and pushed his hand away.

"Second brother! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!"

"Lan'er ... Lan'er ... he is our father after all. He loves his mother, but he has no way to love his mother. He also loves you very much, but there is no way to love you ..."

The second brother's words made me feel anxious. I really don't understand that the second brother is the praise of how many fathers have been received, and let him say that.

"Mix the ball!"

I scolded him and pushed him away.

He looked at me quietly. I never felt that his eyes were as good as the third brother. From that moment, I felt that he was quiet and peaceful.

This is my courtyard.

For a second, I seemed to see my mother. She stood there, looked at me quietly, watched this unreasonable bad child, and then told me.

"Yinglan ... be good."

My second brother is not my mother's child.

But he spoke the same words as my mother.

My mother, my second brother, loved me deeply.

On the day when my second brother launched the small yard, I felt that I had done the last thing I regret in the world.

My four brothers, only the second brother, will come to see me.

He heard him gently calling outside the door: Lan'er! That sea, please take a look and take the hope of the second brother.

Brother Second, I often think of ...

His teachings for me are no less than my mother who doesn't love very much. He teaches me to read some books and know some words. I listen to him to speak some little truth.

Teach me what the pursuit of life. He told me that I am not a daughter's family, but my daughter.

I am not a man, but my daughter.

I have never seen my second brother, just like I never see my mother.

Listen to the people in the villagers walking around the world, one is called [Fei Wen'an] Gongzi, who died of lungs thirty years ago ...
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