【Those who disobey the destiny of heaven will cross by boat.】

How should I say this?

In fact, this matter is quite personal.

I was...wanting to seek death...

I am obviously no longer a child, but I still play with those children in Bailing Mountain every day. How old are they and how old am I...

I feel very bad...

Just, very unhappy...

Of course, you may think that I am mentally distorted or something... There is not much happiness in being with these children all day long, you know... At first glance, they look lively and cheerful, full of youthful vigor, but in fact they are annoying

Dead people...

It's not enough to just say that they are bad. I'm not the kind of person who doesn't hold grudges. But if I really want to say that they are good, I really don't understand what's so good about them.

I just...feel...uncomfortable...

I feel uncomfortable everywhere, my hands hurt, my legs hurt, my head hurts, everything I do doesn’t go smoothly, and I feel miserable wherever I run...

Then……

I went to seek death...

I’m going to jump off Bailing Mountain’s [Qianzhang Cliff]...

"You? Jumped off a cliff? Why?" The fat man was puzzled, his face wrinkled together, and his eyes almost squinted.

"I'm unhappy...At that time, my whole body's spiritual power was declining, and I was ordered by that bad old man to not mess around in Bailing Mountain..."

"You are a girl..." The fat man leaned back, a little unbelievable. Looking at Tachibana Junyi's figure, not to mention petite and cute, even after getting along with him, the smile on the corner of his mouth does not necessarily mean that he is seeking death...

"That's not the case... the girls who go out from Bailing Mountain are all the young men from our mansions who are vying for them..." The fat man pretended to drink tea and stared at Ju Chun with narrowed eyes.

"Tsk, tsk, tsk... Hey... Man..." Tachibana Junichi scratched the itch on his wrist, scratched it with his little hand, and looked at Nagaha Kaede who had been staring at the three dice. He didn't seem to be interested.

, noticing that she was looking at him, he just smiled.

"Tsk, so it's very personal..."

Tachibana Junichi scratched his head and rolled his eyes.

Anyway, I had a brain twitch at that time...a very special brain twitch...and wanted to jump off a cliff...

I don't even know why...

I had no grudges with anyone at that time... I still ate it every day, and my body felt great, but I just had a very unpleasant feeling, which made me feel so boring...

It's boring, it's really boring...

How should we live our lives in this world? You said, I was so anxious before, straining my brain to cultivate immortality, and I was almost done cultivating. Who knew I would have to go through the tribulation of heaven...

Heavenly catastrophe...

The calamity that God inflicts on humans...

God doesn't want me...what am I...still alive for...I was originally engaged...who knew that person was dead...I still have his wife's name on my body, but in fact, I haven't met her at all.

Pass him...

I think...

I felt so miserable at the time...

When you enter the world, you have to remain a widow. If you are born out of the world, but you can't cultivate, you will be a big loser.

You're a piece of trash, it's uncomfortable wherever you go...

But, to be honest,

I am not reconciled...

I……

So unhappy...

Really, I don’t see the point of living at all...

I'm so unhappy!

I yelled at everyone in Bailing Mountain!

I'm going to die! Let me see you all!

Give them all!! Come and see me! I’ll jump off the cliff!!

"Pfft..." Chang Yufeng laughed out loud after hearing this: "Hahaha, it really seems like something you did to Orange."

"Ah, this..." The fat man didn't know what was going on. Looking at the two of them, Monk Zhang Er was confused.

"Hahahahaha... I also think... you deserve to be me..." Tachibana Junyi patted his chest, rubbed his dwarf in embarrassment, and chuckled: "Don't look at me like this...

…Really…I have said very personal things…”

"I understand, you two are both gods. Compared with a common man like me, you are nothing but a mess..."

The fat man collected the dice and put them into the box.

They all collected the notes on their faces and folded them aside.

"Did you jump off a cliff and meet Lan Luo? Or did you meet that book?"

"No...I didn't succeed in jumping..."

Just... very embarrassing...

The main culprit for my failure to dance successfully was actually that I was knocked unconscious by the young master of Bai Lingshan at that time...

"Young Master Bailing Mountain...have you ever seen Young Master Bailing Mountain?" The fat man was so excited that saliva flew out of his mouth. He wiped his mouth and looked at Tachibana Junichi in surprise.

"I've seen it... I must have seen it... Ning Gongji... the then Young Master Bai Ling..." Ju Chunyi picked up the wine next to him and drank half the bowl with a snort.

Chang Yufeng wanted to ask, but held back. He just looked at the box in his hand and said nothing.

"Hey, how old are you now? I know that people who cultivate immortality live long lives, but it's really rare to see someone as young and beautiful as you..." The fat man also drank, and drank most of it with a grunt.

Nagaha Kaede doesn’t drink alcohol, and she doesn’t drink sake either.

For him, his current state is more like an outsider, and he is worried about that all day long...

A modern woman wearing a floral skirt and short sleeves...

Judging by her face, she might be a girl, not very old.

This man is strange...his makeup shows that he is neither a local nor a person from the spirit world. He looks like someone from another world.

The point is, it may be the same as myself...

It's strange...

Xu Jiaqing's banquet of heroes, is it such a big deal? Can people from other worlds be invited to it?

"I'm...one hundred and fifteen years old...I didn't expect it...ha-ha-ha-ha-" Tachibana Junyi got drunker and became even more bold, slamming the table: "

Cultivation of immortality is good! Cultivation of immortality can prolong life, who wants to seek death? There are too many people who have worked hard all their lives just to survive! Those who seek death are because they are too full and have nothing to do... Thinking about something, what are they thinking about?

Ah... Just think about living for me! Even though you suffered so much, it didn’t kill you. You just suffered a little torture! Don’t you think so?"

Ju Chunyi's face turned slightly red, and he let out a haha, and the sweet smell of wine came out of his mouth. He didn't know whether it was the smell of wine or the smell of her.

"Yes, yes... this man... it's not easy to live a lifetime..." The fat man grunted and burped. He drank like crazy, and for some reason, he was so drunk that he burped.

…

Chang Yufeng looked at the two of them, he couldn't say he was helpless, he just shook his head gently.

The truth in this world is that you will never survive until you give up.

But that’s not necessarily the case…

There is a saying that it is hard to disobey destiny... Some things are like being possessed by a devil. God is against you, and you just can't complete it, you can't complete it well, you can't do it at all.

One thing that is very important is that the choice is still in your own hands.

No matter what you do, no matter whether you have a choice or not... in fact, the final choice lies with you.

It's nothing more than how much you worry or not, which will affect your choice...

As long as you have a choice, no matter what the other option is, there will always be an escape option in front of you.

"That's right...I said...at that time, I was just stupid...I didn't do anything...really, no matter what others said, I felt like they couldn't sway me, but when Ning Gongji told me...I

It suddenly dawned on me..."

"What did he say?"

The fat man didn't seem to care about the information Tachibana Junyi said about Lan Luo. He looked at Tachibana Junyi with burning eyes.

"He said..." Tachibana Junichi paused: ""I... I envy those people who want to die when they say they will die. They can let go of all the fetters in the world... and give up the ones they love without any reason.

They give up everything without hesitation... They can be so free and easy... They can even give up on living..."
To be continued...