["But even after experiencing so much suffering...he still hasn't grown up after all..."

"Please don't ask him whether he has grown...you should ask whether he can endure so much suffering..."

"Hmph! So what if he gets that power! He will eventually fail! Failure! It will stay with him for the rest of his life! Make him crazy until death!"

"No, he can fail, my Feng'er can fail... He is not a saint, just like you are not a saint either..."

"I am a god! Of course I don't need to be a saint..."

"Not all gods can be as noble as saints..."

"Chang Yinglan! This is heaven! Although that is your child! But now he is just a puppet that all the gods are watching!"

"No! My child is not a puppet! He will understand what he is going to do... He will pass through the Tower of Babel! Come here! Break through all falsehoods!"

"You are still stubborn!"]

Are you...crying?

my child...

"Little master... do you know?" Xiaolan held Chang Yufeng's head and placed her forehead on his, feeling his slight trembling.

"Don't cry... little master, all the suffering will pass... What does it matter? It's all over, right? Those things in the past cannot defeat the little master, and the sufferings that will be needed in the future will certainly not be defeated.

Little master!"

"I didn't cry..." Chang Yufeng sobbed: "I just don't understand why I can feel so sad and tired even though I am standing here perfectly fine... I can't feel the slightest bit of relaxation... I

Now I am panting and thinking about how I should break the situation...but I can't break it after all...I am such a failure..."

"Hey... you are a man, right... I think a man must stand upright. No matter how difficult he encounters, he must stand up and smile!" Junichi Tachibana couldn't help crying when he looked at this big man.

She was a little surprised, but her heart also trembled, because he was indeed sad, sad, and even desperate.

"Don't cry... I didn't cry when I failed to cross the heavenly tribulation, so what? Am I not living well now? Then it would be just a passing thing! I tell you! At that time, how many people lost their lives again because of

I'm crying for a god! They are all sad for me, but I have never cried. I tell them! I can survive once! Then I can survive the second time! Damn it! You cry!

What! I didn’t even cry!”

Seeing that Chang Yufeng didn't move, Tachibana Junichi became a little anxious. He threw the umbrella on the ground and shouted: "You are a grown man, why are you crying all of a sudden? You are like a waste! I don't have a single person now."

A little bit of spiritual power! I just wanted to take revenge on the guy who knocked away all my spiritual power! I didn’t say I was a waste! I will definitely make that guy pay the price! You said you were a waste! What a beautiful thought.

!”

The cold wind is still blowing, but after all, it is the knife that wants silence, cutting everyone's body. The coldness that cuts through flesh and blood penetrates to the bones, but the two standing here are motionless.

"Little master, there is nothing to be afraid of... You can fail... No one can fail... But you can't give up... My dear little master... You are so unique, your kindness is good, your

No matter how hard you work, whether you are upright and stupid, or how generous you are in dealing with others, you have become a person who cannot be defeated by distress. You can be afraid, you can be fearful, but you still have the ability to face it.

Realistic courage... This is living for yourself... Didn't you say that your heart is as sincere as a mirror? That high-spirited young man! That's you... Why do you need to dwell on this? Every step of your step has been down-to-earth.

Here, this step, no matter whether it is someone else's calculation or not, you can take it with courage!"

"Actually, I didn't cry..." Chang Yufeng was still sobbing slightly.

"I just feel... I have failed so many times... I have hurt so many innocent people... I have hurt them... I have made them hurt because of me... I have made them disappointed in me..."

"No one is completely disappointed with you! Little Master! No one is completely disappointed with you! Really, you have done very well... No one knows how to go on the next road! Who can say that the future will not be like this?

You will go on! No one will blame you... they will praise you and still remember them in your heart... cry for them..."

Xiaolan looked at Chang Yufeng, her big eyes filled with moving tears.

Tachibana Junyi stood quietly in the rain. She intuitively felt her redundancy... After all, she was just a parasite that couldn't leave...

Her current brain circuit does not allow her to leave, but she still feels uncomfortable seeing Chang Yufeng like this...

She thought she had touched Chang Yufeng's heartstrings. Where did his pain come from... She didn't know... but she understood that it must be very painful.

Apples will be bitter…

Is it right?

"I'm not a child anymore... I know I won't cry anymore... I'm fine..." Chang Yufeng wiped his tears: "Let's go to Qingfeng Mountain and explore the place. If there are no clues, we'll set off.

Longzhong... I'm going to see Lan Luo and ask everything clearly..."

"Hmm! Hmm! Hmm!" The corners of Xiaolan's mouth were pulled upward by the apple muscles, and she nodded heavily without saying anything else.

alright……

This man suddenly started walking again, heading in the direction of Qingfeng City. Tachibana Junyi looked at this man who changed too quickly...

She understood something... She guessed that this person had become unstoppably insane...

He seems to be sane, but in fact it is difficult to understand such things as feelings.

He can't express himself freely, or in other words, he is too divided now...

The crying that seemed to have stopped suddenly made his behavior even more strange...

He seemed to have figured out some things and became extra open-minded again.

His body no longer trembled, and everyone could feel his strangeness, but this strangeness was so important.

Because that is the ambition of a young man.

His energy and energy slowly began to recover, and his haggard eyes were so bright.

Maybe my mentality has changed.

He knows his shortcomings...

After all, I am thinking about improvement...

He has never given up on himself...

He still wants to resist...

Otherwise I wouldn’t have come here…

He will resist after all... The number of naked lives he has been burdened with has already been countless.

He needs revenge against the people who caused all this... revenge for them.

"I just feel aggrieved right now... I obviously want to do good things, but I just can't do them well... I know they are very powerful! He has never met them face to face, and they have tortured me so much that I feel now

I’m a loser! But I can’t feel wronged! The stronger they are, the more I want to win back a fight against them!”

Chang Yufeng's voice was trembling.

"Did you know? Xiaolan! When we were in Wenti County, those minions had already spread all over Wenti County! Hatulin! Long Xinghui! When Xunhuangying told me that they were spying on my existence! I

I don’t even know what happened! Bailing Mountain again! No one actually wants me to go back! It’s just an empty place there! There has been no place for me to settle down for a long time. I don’t want to go anywhere. I don’t dare to own anything. I want to

I want to stay in Wenti County forever! They don’t want to. I want to be in Bailing Mountain, but they don’t want to. I want to go to Fulan, and I also want to go to school in peace and security. I am always worried that Erica’s family will

I was silently assassinated! Orange, I don’t have any energy to lie to you...I’m not telling you lies for your own good...I just think I should let you be an outsider and not have anything to do with me.

It’s such a big connection...I didn’t want to lie to you...but I had to lie to you...what I say and think is so strange...you want to find Huang Ying, I never

I think it’s nonsense, because we are so similar... We all have to challenge everything that cannot be touched at all..."

"I don't know your past..." Tachibana Junyi was silent for a while: "I just feel that I am relying on you. I think you are a good person... and you will not deliberately drive me away... I just

I think you are weird...I can accept whatever you do..."

Tachibana squatted down, picked up the umbrella, and opened it. The umbrella made a hissing sound like a peacock opening its tail, and the mud attached to it scattered.

"I am also a very strange person... I always feel that I was going to die a hundred years ago... but am I still alive now? They all think that I can't live... That's just one step away from reaching heaven and becoming a god!

It is something that many people dream of...but so what...They all think that I will definitely not be able to accept it...but I can accept it! I reached the Tianzi level through my own efforts. They said that I have good talent, so I crawled in the middle of the night.

When I got up to practice, I searched all over the mountains and plains for rare and exotic fruits to make up for my missing spiritual power. I thought it was normal for me to succeed, and it was normal for me not to succeed, because I would still live if I became a god, and I would still live if I didn’t become a god... As soon as a person is born, he

I want to live...I'm just looking for a way to live...even if I die on this road, isn't that normal?"

Tachibana patted her soaked clothes.

"Although Bailing Mountain is not a serious mountain gate for cultivating immortals, it will not refuse anyone who comes! You have earth-shaped steps, and they also keep them, unlike other mountain gates that do not allow you to enter unless they have gold-shaped steps. First, they despise gold-shaped steps.

It is difficult to become a great person if you continue to practice, and besides, they are poor...cultivating immortals requires a lot of money! A person's death limit will be less than a hundred years. It is originally the principle of borrowing life from heaven, and it does not depend on it.

To replenish the spiritual materials and treasures of heaven and earth, how much progress can be made just by absorbing the spiritual energy of heaven and earth day and night? My mind turned around at that time, and I told myself that although I am an ordinary person, what do others say about me?

, I responded accordingly and said that if they said I was stupid or stupid, they would just let them say it, and the food I ate would not go into their stomachs..."

Tachibana Junichi seemed to want to say more, but then paused.

She looked at the silent Chang Yufeng.

His energy and energy improved a lot from the inside out, but he was probably still slumped.

The rain fell on his shoulder, and he didn't notice it. He didn't feel better because of his words, but because he was thinking about what made him feel better...

Maybe this is the wonder of self-awakening...

He may always be like this... he doesn't get close to others and is always alone.

Lonely people always have their own unique antidote to loneliness.
To be continued...