Chapter 72: Lonely(2/2)
He couldn't ask. No matter what, he didn't know what to do.
For a person without desires, this description is completely wrong for him. He is groping in the dark, and the enemies he needs to face have always been too powerful. His goals and desires have always existed.
That is to defeat them who are hiding in the dark. Everyone will have to pay a price that is a hundred times more painful than this.
He sometimes wonders if this is too cruel, but when he thinks about something like this happening to someone who is involved with him, the price will be increased a hundred times.
He cannot be depressed at all, and he will never lose motivation just because of self-blame, because now, even if he has no strength, his hands will be red with cold even in winter, and he is destined not to give up this idea, stupid,
It no longer belongs to him.
It's just that now I can't make too big a move every step I take, otherwise it may lead to death, or at worst, it may cause the people around me to suffer.
If it were someone else, he would definitely be considered to have disaster attributes and be a broom star, but by staying away from other people, it can be regarded as a better explanation for himself.
The things that Xunhuangying told him about human sin and human glory were too broad, and were a bit false and empty.
However, no matter what, now, some changes are indeed needed.
Going with the flow does not mean that there is no change, but that it is more natural and adaptable.
Xunhuangying has Xunhuangying's plan, and Chang Yufeng also has Chang Yufeng's thoughts.
It's not clear what Xunhuangying thinks. After all, he didn't say it clearly, and he won't say it clearly, but Chang Yufeng must know his thoughts. He wants to give himself more desires and let the demon kings under the shadows guess more.
, or just let them change their strategy. Don't blindly think that you only care about two people. As long as you target these two people, you can make yourself surrender.
This is absolutely wishful thinking and absolutely impossible to succeed.
My own feelings can no longer be destroyed by ordinary emotional connections. Have you ever thought about this kind of feeling that life is worse than death? You have experienced it thousands of times.
Even if you never succeed, even if you lack the courage you deserve.
Perhaps, the signal I send out must definitely be changed.
On the surface, I cannot be a warm-hearted child, let alone a child with no desire for anything. I need them to spend the past few years safely. If I leave, they will have nothing to do with me.
The current situation definitely requires a strong enough change.
Instead of just living like this.
Of course, he also wanted to believe that Xunhuangying's decision to let nature take its course was the right thing to do, but now, he understood one thing.
He definitely needs to go through a catastrophe.
Spiritually, physically and mentally, we need an unprecedented catastrophe.
It's like it changed his Xunhuang shadow.
He needs to become braver.
Have the courage to leave all reliance and all attachments and move forward on your own.
If it can't happen, things like the Chulong Conference will inevitably happen again and again and never stop.
Perhaps, the current situation is very similar to Elaine who was forced by her family.
If she doesn't have the courage to leave, she will definitely become a tool for family reproduction.
He must change for the sake of everyone he knows.
Chang Yufeng put down his hand on the door and turned back to his room.
Opening the door and looking at the scrolls in his room, he sighed.
If the enemy is hiding under the shadow, then what he needs now is enough light.
Chapter completed!