When she saw Yingzi's broken bloody clothes, Anzi cried and laughed at the same time. Meilang's sadness was much more reserved. Yingzi brought her food and chatted for some time. Her smile that day really made her feel more comfortable with seeing the groom.

Work has improved a lot, and she is a very nice person, but that is who she was before. Now that she is dead, she has no future.

There is no whole body in death.

Mei Lang didn't know why Anzi was crying and laughing at the same time. Anzi said he didn't understand... Meilang didn't understand because he didn't understand. There were many things he didn't understand, including death.

die……

What is it?

Anzi told him that there was never anyone in this world who was not afraid of death.

He told a story. Since Mei Lang still didn't understand myths and fables, Anzi told a story that happened recently.

It's about an old man.

This old man has participated in the war and has made meritorious deeds. He lives a comfortable life every day. He has a strong body. He is respected wherever he goes and greets him very kindly. He is also considered highly respected in the village. He does not have a big personality.

His problem is that he likes to drink. When he gets high, he just lies there and doesn't cause any trouble. He is a very strange old man.

But as he got older, problems arose. And they were serious.

Although he is a hero on the battlefield, his children have already died in the war. After getting old, he has no one to take care of him. As age comes, he can only lie in bed, and he is not far away from death. The old man is stubborn, plus

I am very lucky to be taken care of for all the human connections I have accumulated throughout my life.

But... just like fate, one day, the little nurse taking care of him did something unforgivable.

On that day, the little nurse came to the old man's residence as usual. On this day, no matter how the little nurse shouted, the old man didn't answer for a long time.

Just when the little nurse was about to break in the door, a slow and weak response came from inside.

The little nurse knocked on the door and went in. Some things were so strange. The little nurse had not agreed for a long time, and her mood became very bad. In addition, she was also persuaded by the local prestigious chamber of commerce to be sent by their hospital.

She took care of this war veteran, so on that day, the little nurse with a complaining mood deliberately "neglected" many treatment drugs.

But the old man was unable to argue and could only watch as things like this continued.

If the war did not bring death to this old man, then this little nurse brought him death in a real sense.

He was already weak, but now he could no longer stand up. He could only lie in bed and wait for death.

This is not the end of this story, but at the end. When the old man dies, it seems like there is an ending.

But Anzi was no longer willing to continue telling the story and stopped the story.

"Death is a very strange thing." Anzi looked at Mei Lang, his eyes naturally full of passion.

"If you live your life in a muddle, then your death will be almost entirely your own business. The people you have been involved with in this life, the people you have lost in this life, no matter whether you deserve them or not, your death will be in vain.

Meaning. However, if your military life does not die on the battlefield, but in a meaningless place, everything you have, no matter how wonderful the first half of your life is, will be worthless at the last moment."

"This is very strange...Brother Anzi." Mei Lang looked at Anzi with some doubts. He said: "I don't think you are right that the last moment is worthless. It is very contradictory and even impossible to understand at all. Is it possible?

Denying the first half of his life because of his final meaningless death?"

This is completely inconsistent with Mei Lang's knowledge.

"People won't do that, but history will. Even I can't, but there are always people who will." Anzi looked at the exploding test stone and turned it with interest. There was still a little bit in the already dark test stone.

The light flickered, and it was so bright in front of Mei Lang's eyes.

"No... this is completely illogical... The value of death is definitely not interpreted in this way. Yingzi's death will definitely have value." Mei Lang said about Yingzi. What they were discussing was about Yingzi's death. What to do...

Mei Lang didn't know the meaning of death, and Anzi just told him in a very vague way, using a story, but he felt that the story was too strange. No matter what, the death of this veteran was not in line with moral logic, but

The little nurse complained about an old man who was so weak that he could not respond to her in time, and even indirectly caused the old man's death?

All the moral knowledge I have learned is completely different, completely different! How can this be possible?

However, after seeing Anzi laugh softly, this kind of contempt was the first time he saw it.

Mei Lang understands...

In days like this, in such an attack by monsters, Yingzi's death was worthless. It even dragged others to accompany her to the funeral. No matter how beautiful she was during her lifetime. No matter how much she smiled.

Innocence, no matter how good Mei Lang thinks Yingzi is to her.

He understood that Anzi was not the good person in the books he had studied. Those outright good people could only be seen in books.

Why? Why do you have to write down something in a book for everyone to learn when it is clear that no one can do it completely?

He thought of a word, which was what Anzi called ordinary people.

Yingzi is an ordinary person,

When faced with danger, there is no way to fight back.

Anzi is just an ordinary person.

He can't even stand in front of danger.

If Eiko had not died, Anzi might still secretly hide her love for Eiko, or maybe she would be brave enough to express it. But after realizing that Anzi might be concerned about Eiko's death, but unable to resolve it, she even had a very strange behavior.

When answering, Mei Lang didn't know whether to continue chatting. If the benevolence, righteousness and morality he learned are not something that everyone can achieve, then what is the meaning of their existence for benevolence, righteousness and morality?

?

Is it just a rhetoric used when people get along with each other? If you encounter an unimaginable situation, even for Mei Lang, such an unimaginable situation is really an unimaginable situation.

He doesn't know where people will put benevolence, righteousness and morality when they don't need it, and how will those who can't achieve benevolence, righteousness and morality regard the benevolence, righteousness and morality they have learned?

No, Mei Lang looked at Anzi in a daze, and suddenly thought of something...

For Anzi, it was possible for Yingzi to become husband and wife. No matter whether it finally came true or not, before the result was known, Yingzi was the woman with the most benefit and value to Anzi.

Think about it this way...right?

Interest... can it also be applied to Anzi? He said that as long as interests are connected in series, everything that is impossible, counter-logical, and unwilling to believe will become real and unchangeable.

No matter how unreasonable it is, it will become reasonable.

But what if this kind of speculation is based on the villain's heart? How should the guessers answer? Have they thought about such a question? Will they think about all the questions at the same time? Will they think they have thought about it?

The conclusion, whether it is true or false, is even the same as the logic of their guesses, falling into the abyss of unreal fear.

Mei Lang shook his head.

He no longer knows what he is thinking...

Originally, Yingzi's incident was sad enough. Although Mei Lang didn't feel too sad, after understanding the concept of death, such beautiful flowers living in this world were more like cruel and meaningless deaths.

There will also be some sadness.

sad……

sad……

Could it be that this is how I feel now, as if something bitter is swirling in my heart?

Compared to those people who were bitten to death by the Shadow King Snake, the girl who had brought him food had chatted with him for a while, her smile.

She said, it doesn't matter, just take your time. Horses are very docile animals. As long as you are gentle to them, they will be gentle to you.

Mei Lang did not speak, but looked at the red horse that almost kicked him to death. He really couldn't agree with what this girl said, but what could he do? He could only smile slowly.

Didn't speak to her.

He was familiar with the people here, except for Xiao Zhang and An Zi, almost no one was familiar with him.

Yue Qingxue was not familiar with him, but was even more confused. But now that Yingzi is gone, what is going on with this mood now? Obviously, he didn't even say a word, this is what Anzi said,

The charm after death?

Why is it called charm? Anzi...

Anzi didn't seem to hear what he said. In this refuge cave, even though not many people were nervous and the atmosphere was very active, Anzi's eyes were naturally only fixed on the exploding magician.

I don't know what he is thinking.

"I actually don't want to believe it." Mei Lang spoke again. He lowered his head and looked at his hands.

"What don't you want to believe? Is this this?" Anzi seemed to notice him and put away the test stone.

"No, I still don't want to believe that their deaths are meaningless. For them and for us, this is something that cannot be determined. This doesn't make me feel very good, and I don't know why...

I... actually thought that was not the case at all." Mei Lang looked at the ant crawling on the secret passage with some sadness. The ant seemed to have been hovering here for a long time. Only now did Mei Lang notice it. It turned out to be his own blood dripping on the ground.

It fell to the ground. The ant probably wanted to summon its companions to carry away this drop of sweet blood.

"Although I don't know what you mean, I want to ask you a few questions." Anzi turned around and looked at the confused Mei Lang. He watched Mei Lang lead the ant to his hand, and his whole body was lying on it.

The sweetness will attract the blood of ants.

In fact, Mei Lang wanted to ask Anzi more questions, but he still nodded silently.

"Do you know where Yingzi is from?"

"have no idea……"

"Do you know who Yingzi's parents are?"

"have no idea……"
To be continued...