149, shudder
"This...he..." Wen Hai tried hard to recall what Wen Ran liked to do on weekdays and what mistakes he had made, but the harder he worked, the less he could remember it.
The deepest thing in my memory is probably the fact that Wen Ran asked to study at the Imperial College at that time. The stubbornness on his face was moving, but is this a mistake?
The hesitation on Wen Hai's face was seen by the two of them. Wen Ran lowered his head and a trace of darkness flashed in his eyes.
"Father, Chu Siye, I'm here." He walked in from the door and broke the somewhat stagnant atmosphere in the room, which could be considered as giving his father a step.
"Oh, here we come, sit down." Wen Hai seemed a little more intimate than usual, "You Chu Siye were just praising you to me. I feel comforted by your hard work."
"Xie Chu Siye praised him." Wen Ran bowed to Chu Ci.
"No need to thank you, I'm seeking truth from facts." Chu Ci said with a smile, "If he hadn't acted well on weekdays, I wouldn't have said these words."
"You are better at teaching Chu Siye, otherwise he would not have made such progress." Wen Hai smiled.
"You are polite. Wen Ran is a child who is always smart and always reads books in the Imperial College. Obviously, he is more influenced by his family. I wonder what books Wen Ran reads at home on weekdays?"
"This...is probably the Four Books and Five Classics, etc." Wen Hai was a little embarrassed.
"Then he is really hardworking. He always forgets his studies when he is resting at home. By the way, our Imperial College is preparing to imitate his ancestors and offer some elegant classes, such as piano, chess, calligraphy, painting, rituals, music, numbers, archery, and so on. I don't know where Wen Ran is. On the one hand, it's best?" Chu Ci asked.
"Uh, it's probably a book." This was what he discovered when he just read Wen Ran's studies.
"Oh, is it a book? When I asked them to come on stage to introduce what they are best at when Wen Ran said at that time that he was good at chess and painting. It turns out that he was still confused." Chu Ci He said with a smile.
"Well, maybe I've got it wrong." Wen Hai pressed his fist against his lips, feeling a little embarrassed. He couldn't help but look at Wen Ran sitting aside, but saw him sitting there with his head down, without saying a word.
Wen Ran slightly looked up at his father who was sitting on pins and needles, then looked at Chu Ci, who was smiling aside, and then lowered his head.
Chu Siye remembered what he said only once. His father remembered what his elder brother was best at, and he never read the Four Books and Five Classics at home.
Chu Ci asked Wen Hai again about Wen Ran’s situation at home. Wen Hai’s expression became more and more serious, and Wen Ran’s head was lower and lower.
"Mr. Wen——" Chu Ci spoke again.
"Master, my wife said that the wine and food have been prepared, so I will invite you over." A little maid came in recklessly and interrupted what Chu Ci was about to say.
In the past, Wen Hai wanted to scold the maid for being unruly, but this time he seemed to have been redeemed, and hurriedly stood up and ordered Wen Ran: "Ran'er, then you should call Chu Siye first, For my father, I will lose my companionship for a while." After that, he turned around and walked towards the back hall, as if someone was chasing him behind him.
"Yes." Wen Ran stood up and made a gesture to Chu Ci.
Chu Ci also stood up, bowed to Wen Hai, and followed Wen Ran out.
"Are you satisfied?" Wen Ran couldn't help but say coldly as soon as he left the living room.
"What are you satisfied with?" I have no brainstorms.
"You have successfully humiliated me and achieved your goal of visiting your home!" Wen Ran stopped and stared at Chu Ci hatefully.
"Wen Ran, why do you think I humiliated you?" Chu Ci was a little puzzled. He praised him throughout the whole process, so why did he humiliate him?
"Don't pretend anymore. You just want to use my father's attitude to tell me that I am a person who is not valued and dispensable?" Wen Ran's eyes were red, his nose was swelling, and his chest was gasping violently.
He was angry and looked very excited.
"Then do you think you are such a person?" Chu Ci asked calmly and lightly.
"Isn't that my father is not clear about me. He has never cared about me all year round and is devoted to his official duties! My mother only focuses on her younger brothers and sisters, except for me to care about my food and clothing.
Have you ever been worried about my feelings! Is it so satisfying to see me now? I know you hate me too. I Wen Ran is such an annoying person, okay?!"
Wen Ran gritted his teeth and prevented his tears from falling. He wanted to cry when he was sitting there.
He thought that Chu Siye would come to sue the criminal complaint, so his father would be furious and then strictly control him. Who knew that this man did not play according to common sense, praised him every word, and then asked his father some questions, but he didn't want him
My father couldn't answer any of them and was speechless when asked! This home visit not only did not make his father pay attention to him, but instead spread all his thoughts that he didn't want to be noticed in the sun, giving him a sense of shame of being naked.
"Are you finished speaking?" Chu Ci said calmly, as if he hadn't seen anything, "After speaking, I'll talk about what I saw."
Wen Ran put his head away, but his ears stood up, wanting to hear what this cold-blooded Chu Siye would say.
"You think your father doesn't care about you, but I think he cares about you very much. Do you think a third-rank official has nothing to do in the yamen? The matters in the court are complicated and meticulous. He takes a long time to take charge of a yamen.
It's more than you think. After a busy day, he came to see me just after stepping into the door without changing his clothes. Is it because of my just sixth-rank official title?"
"My grandfather is the Grand Tutor, so he naturally has to be the example of all officials and not be disrespectful to the teacher. He came to see you just to preserve the reputation of the family." Wen Ran stammered his neck and repeated what his mother said before.
.
"Ha, you are too naive. Since I have entered the mansion, others have no way to know what happened inside. Your mansion is disciplined. I think those servants who like to talk and spread rumors must be expelled.
No one dares to spread the word, why worry about losing reputation?”
"Aren't you there?"
Chu Ci chuckled and said, "You really respect me. I am a mere sixth-rank official. I can't afford to slander the superior. Moreover, the saying that the senior official is a senior is not false, don't mention your father's position.
If you are a fifth-rank official, you will be too arrogant to me if you say it out loud.”
"Then do you want to say that he came to see you for me?" Wen Ran's eyes were still red, but his mind was already deviated by Chu Ci. Before he knew it, he had turned his head and suspected
Looking at Chu Ci.
"Is it because of me? Just as you thought before, if I don't respect your teacher's identity, I'm afraid I can't even enter the door. They are giving me face on the surface, but in fact, they are still
Because you value it, you won’t understand the principle of loving the house and the mist, right?”
Wen Ran was silent, not sure what to say.
Seeing him silent, Chu Ci said again: "You have been lowering your head just now, so I didn't notice that every time I ask your father, your father will look at you. His eyes looked at you were full of apologies, and when I asked him
It’s like being roasted on fire. I think he must have understood the neglect of you on weekdays and felt guilty, so he looked like this.”
"Is what you said... true?" Wen Ran's thoughts collapsed a little when he said this.
"Of course it's true. It's natural for parents to love their children. If you think about it carefully, have your father and mother really not cared about you?"
Wen Ran was stunned and suddenly remembered the fact that he fell into the water when he was ten years old and drowned. At that time, he had a high fever and could not subside. No matter when he opened his eyes in a daze, he could see his parents waiting in front of the bed.
The figures and some ordinary things have emerged at this moment.
Chu Ci kept observing his expression carefully. Seeing that he was moved, he struck while the iron was hot: "Actually, they don't love you, they just don't know how to express it. And, have you noticed that you won't express your feelings either
?There is a saying that says vulgar, but it makes sense, it means that children who can cry have milk. You have always closed your heart and refused to communicate with others. In the long run, others will not care about your inner thoughts because they will
Think you don't need anything. You have to tell them what you want to get."
Wen Ran was silent for a moment when he heard this, then turned around to lead the way. The expression on his face was complicated, and there was obviously a fierce struggle in his heart.
...
Mrs. Wen and Lord Wen stood behind the rockery. When Mrs. Wen was talking, tears kept falling down.
She arranged the little maid to help Wen Hai. When Chu Ci asked questions, she actually sat in the back hall and listened.
At first, she was a little funny because her husband, who was usually majestic, had been speechless when he was asked.
But then, she couldn't laugh.
When Wen Hai hurriedly turned to the back hall, she quarreled with Wen Hai. When the two came out of the back hall ignored each other, they heard Wen Ran yelling in a collapse not far away, saying that he was okay
No one.
Mrs. Wen was extremely shocked. I wonder why Wen Ran had this idea? After listening all the way, she realized that Wen Ran had always been in such pain.
Wen Hai sighed and patted Mrs. Wen on the back. He was also upset at the beginning. He was full of resentment towards Chu Siye, who was aggressive and unable to come to Taiwan. However, his usual upbringing prevented him from facing outsiders.
Get angry.
Now he looked at Wen Ranxiu with emotion and reason, pouring out their feelings that had never been announced. Looking at Wen Ran who was almost dying, slowly becoming calm under his earnest teachings
Go down.
He couldn't imagine that if Chu Siye did not come today, would Wen Ran have hidden this emotion in his heart and lived with misunderstandings about them all his life. Or, Chu Siye did not persuade Wen Ran, it was
It’s not that this child will be disconnected from them from today. And they don’t know anything, they will only feel that Wen Ran is becoming more and more naughty. Under this misunderstanding, parents and children are getting farther and farther away.
He shuddered when he thought of this possibility.
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Chapter completed!