"Although I don't know how you did it, I can feel that you haven't killed anyone yourself!"

The feeling is completely different between those who have killed someone and those who have not.

He knew very well that the murderous aura on Ding Xiaoyi's knife was still too weak and too childish, just because the hand holding the knife had been stained with blood.

After No. 45 finished speaking, he smiled sinisterly and stood up sharply.

"Chi!"

For a moment, blood spattered on Ding Xiaoyi's palm along the incision. The hot blood even felt a bit burning.

Ding Xiaoyi's face froze, but soon, he gritted his teeth and sent the dagger forward.

He felt the faint trembling from Ding Xiaoyi's palm along the blade.

The corner of No. 45's mouth curled up, and his eyes were even more excited than Ding Xiaoyi's, as if he was the winner.

Although I have killed many people, men, women, girls, and children.

He even slit the throat of a noble lady when she bit him.

But what left the deepest impression was that he stabbed his own teacher to death.

That was his first time killing someone.

Even after many years, I still have lingering fear every time I think about it.

This is Pandora's box. Once opened, it can never be closed again.

Among their ranks of dead soldiers, this is also a legacy and honor.

As his consciousness gradually blurred, Ghost Waiter No. 45's pupils gradually dilated. As the world in front of him quickly blurred, he couldn't help but laugh at himself: "Hey, although losing is ugly, dying is quite interesting!"

"boom!"

Looking at the corpse that fell in front of him, Ding Xiaoyi slowly pulled out the dagger. His expressionless expression made it impossible to tell whether he was happy or angry, but the slight trembling between his fingers betrayed the uneasiness and horror in his heart.

What fell in a pool of blood was not a pig, a chicken, or an insignificant ant.

But a human being with the same identity as myself.

When the blade pierced the throat of the same kind, the impact felt like that, even though I was prepared in my heart, I still felt scared for a moment.

But after the fear passed, there was an indescribable feeling.

It is rare for a dog-headed strategist to get rich, so he closed his mouth and chose to remain silent.

Everyone's understanding of the shock of killing someone for the first time is different.

Perhaps for some people who are naturally bloodthirsty, it will be a feast like taking opium.

It's even like being addicted to drugs and being unable to extricate yourself.

But for the vast majority of people, even well-trained warriors will feel a strong sense of discomfort in their hearts.

Of course, this discomfort will soon pass and then become numb step by step.

"Let's go!"
Chapter completed!