Chapter 1551 Can't bear to give up(1/2)
In this real society, not many people can see women's helplessness and embarrassment when facing the urge to get married.
For this era, girls who are at the age of marriage but have no partner to like, not only have to deal with external prejudice and arrangements, but also have to endure the confusion and pressure from their families.
Not getting married is like a curse imposed on an adult woman, making them look particularly alternative.
Whether Yin Yue or Lan Lan, they are actually victims in this social environment.
Even if Lan Lan made the choice to get married, it was because she was under pressure that was difficult to express to outsiders and because she was unwilling to break the expectations of her parents and relatives, she had certain passive factors.
But then again, sometimes, even such pressure is actually a kind of happiness.
Because only those who are about to lose will truly realize how precious things they have been used to in the past.
At this moment, Qu Xiao, who is also one of Ning Weimin's confidants, is experiencing the pain of "people want to support but their relatives are not waiting for them."
On this big night, almost every household in this building is brightly lit, with big fish and big meat, and joyful.
Only Qu Xiao's home was cold and dull, and no one even watched the TV.
In her home, the biggest noise was the sound of her father snoring in the next room.
In addition, the sounds that can be heard are the sounds of fireworks that explode outside the window from time to time and the noise that comes from the neighbors upstairs.
For nothing else, just because of the cancer disease, not only has it tortured Qu Xiao's mother so much that she has also made Qu Xiao and her father so tired.
In particular, Qu Xiao and her father had already learned from the attending physician that Qu Xiao's mother was already terminally ill and could die at any time.
Their hearts were filled with sorrow and mist. It was impossible for them to have any intention of spending this New Year.
In fact, this Spring Festival, Quxiao's family even made up for the New Year's Eve dinner.
Qu Xiao's father casually put two bowls of noodles for himself and his daughter, cut some cooked food, and just mess up with fullness.
Qu Xiao's mother has no need for food.
Her disease is in her stomach. Every day, except for hanging bottles and ingesting glucose, there is only a little liquid food left.
So at this moment, Qu Xiao was feeding lotus root powder to his mother spoonful of spoonfuls.
This lotus root powder was once Qu Xiao’s favorite when she was a child. In the past, when she was young, her mother fed her.
But I didn't expect that life would be a cycle of reincarnation. Now it's her turn to feed her mother. This kind of role change is really sad.
What's more, Qu Xiao never felt that her mother was so weak.
In the past, her mother was a well-known beauty, but her face was sallow and skinny, and her hair was also falling off a lot.
Only from her eyes can you vaguely feel the nobleness and beauty she had before.
The word "lighting the lamp and boiling oil" is just right.
Seeing my mother's life as a lit oil cup, exhausted little by little, but I could do nothing.
This made Qu Xiao feel even more sad, and then regretted it and deeply blamed himself.
Yes, over the years, I have given too little to my mother.
As the only child in the family, she is really not qualified.
The last time she went home during the Spring Festival and her mother was feeling sick all the time, why did she feel like a dead person? She didn’t expect to send her mother to the hospital for a look?
I know that my mother has a stomach problem, but why is she so superstitious about the Japanese doctor's level and thinks that her mother has been completely cured?
There is no 100% happening in this world!
Stupid, I'm so stupid.
Qu Xiao even remembered earlier days.
If she had been more well-behaved since childhood, she would pay more attention to her mother's diet.
If you can prohibit busy mothers from eating hot water to make rice, so as not to let your mother eat leftovers in order to save time and trouble.
So will my mother's stomach disease not worsen to the point that she is today?
Even after the operation, if she did not go to France to continue to be a model, she would only stay in China to accompany her mother and not let her worry about her anymore.
So will my mother's stomach disease be cured?
Or, at least it won't deteriorate quickly?
Wait... These thoughts cut her heart like a sharp knife.
She couldn't help but blame her carelessness and her lack of concern for her mother.
For this reason, her nose felt sour, and she felt like something was biting, biting and hurting.
However, Qu Xiao's mother was just grateful when she drank the lotus root powder her daughter fed her.
It is said that "there is no filial son in front of the bed for a long time." She is grateful to her good daughter, who was able to come back from abroad for herself. Until today, she has been taking care of herself day and night.
Whether at home or outside, his kindness, meticulousness and patience are incomparable to other people's children.
When she was in the hospital, both the doctor and the patients who had sex expressed their envy for her to have such a good daughter.
So she not only felt sorry for her daughter and was grateful for her hard work, but also felt particularly cherishing the time when the mother and daughter were not spending much time together in the end.
She herself doesn't believe what the doctor said at all. As long as she maintains a calm and optimistic state of mind, she can still live.
Knowing that the deadline is approaching, she has to say something today.
So after she barely ate more than half of the bowl of lotus root powder, she refused to let her daughter wash the dishes, so she grabbed Qu Xiao's hand and left her behind.
"Don't leave first, mom may have been doing this for the past or two days. While today I am in good spirits, I have to say something to you..."
Qu Xiao was shocked.
"Mom, what are you saying! Don't think about it randomly. The doctor said that you can rest assured, you just need to relax...
"Good heart? You are lenient with my heart. We all understand that I have only been doing this for one or two days. Mom knows when she should leave. Mom will leave very quickly and will not drag people down."
Qu Xiao's mother looked cheerful, and she seemed as calm as talking about life and death.
However, this also made Qu Xiao even more frightened, and she began to realize something.
"mom!"
At this moment, Qu Xiao could hold back the tears just now, and she could no longer hold back and fell down.
"Smile, don't cry. It's normal for birth, old age, sickness and death. Mom is already content with being able to survive this year. Especially in this life, I have to thank God for your good daughter who is as good as you, such a good fortune as you are.
Qu Xiao grabbed her mother's hand hard, and she was crying with her head down.
And her mother was still explaining clearly.
"If you have to say that there is something you can't let go of, Mom can't let go of you now. You are too soft-hearted. In the future, you have to learn to be strong. Without Mom to accompany you, you have to keep it yourself. Don't be sentimental and whispering. From now on, you have to live a positive and optimistic life, and you have to believe that there is no barrier in life that cannot be overcome."
Especially for her daughter's lifelong affairs, she was even more concerned about her and could not care about her.
"There is another thing that I'm not blaming me for talking too much, it's your lifelong event. I'm going to say that Manager Ning is really good, but you're not destined to be together. Now he's married and you're still single, how can you feel at ease? Although you always say that you've been out of sight and let go, but Mom knows you don't. You just gave up. Because of this, I'm even more anxious. You have to promise your mom that you really have to let go of this matter in the future. Don't refuse to contact other young men. I believe my daughter, with such an excellent person, you will definitely find your own happiness..."
As he said that, Qu Xiao's mother took out a small bag from under the pillow.
Then he told Qu Xiao that this was a pair of gold bracelets left by Qu Xiao’s grandma.
Originally, I wanted to wear it for her daughter when she got married, but now I'm afraid I won't be able to wait, so I have to hand it over to her in advance.
Listening to his mother's calm explanation, Qu Xiao completely lost control of his emotions and lay on his mother's body "woof", tears flowing like a spring.
Qu Xiao's mother's eyes were a little wet at this time, but she still smiled and gently stroked her daughter's hair.
"If you want to cry, just cry, cry out loud. Drop out all the tears drowned in your heart. I know that you have been holding it in your hands since you came back. You have always been hiding in a place where no one has ever cried secretly, just because you are afraid that I will feel uncomfortable. Now that mom makes you cry, mom won't feel uncomfortable. But you have to remember that in any situation, you must treat people with a smile, because people who love to laugh will always have good luck, just like your name..."
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Under the same night sky, Ning Weimin, the culprit who made the three girls full of regrets, was enjoying the joy of family.
This time he returned to Beijing for the New Year, he was a family of five, and even brought his parents-in-law back.
For nothing else, the two old men couldn't bear to part with the less-grown child.
Their mind has been entirely focused on this child.
If Ning Weimin and his wife only took their children away, their hearts would fall into a state of separation.
When it is windy, I wonder if the wind in the capital is stronger?
If it snows, will you worry about whether your child is dressing warm enough?
So in the end, I simply arranged the matter in Japan and came back together.
In Yunyuan, Kang Shude and Jiang Nianyun are naturally welcome.
Anyway, Yunyuan has become a foreign-related hotel now, and it is no problem to place guests. According to Chinese tradition, the Spring Festival is naturally more lively as the more people are.
And the key is the child.
As long as the child comes back, everything else is fine, and it is natural that everything is easy to say.
In fact, Ning Ze, a young man, did not disappoint. He was white and delicate, fat and beautiful. He was only half a year old and could make people see that he was a beautiful girl based on his appearance.
Unlike most other children, they still belong to the category of "ugly duckling" that cannot be distinguished by gender at a glance.
She has become a star in Yunyuan, sitting up, grabbing toys, eating noodles, and spitting bubbles...
To be continued...