No such if

The dusk gradually heavier, and the houses and shops on both sides of the river bank were lit up. The lights reflected on the shimmering river surface, twisting gently, and the air was mixed with the aroma of food coming.

In such a background, Sun Tian looked at the backs of two people sitting side by the river and touched his nose awkwardly.

To be honest, many times, he always forgets that their general is a girl.

Because she is more like a charming man than most men, she is heartbreaking and admiring.

Especially at this time, when she was with the princess.

The princess was full of affection and attachment to her, and her eyes seemed to want to inlaid the appearance of their general into her eyes.

Sun Tian even doubted whether he was wrong? The general was originally a real man, not a girl?

But... after she woke up from the injury that day, he clearly asked in person. The general carefully asked if anyone else knew about it, and told him not to tell others.

this……

Sun Tian looked at Princess Huaizhen in the distance and slowly leaned her head on Xie Yuan's shoulder. Her inner entanglement was reflected on her eyebrows, and she instantly twisted into a trick, and her mood was very complicated...

On this side, Xie Yuan slanted his eyes and Princess Huaizhen's head leaning over, and he was very compatible and did not move.

Princess Huaizhen felt very happy and felt a little sweet, but when she thought that Xie Yuan cooperated so much because she asked her for something, she felt so sad that she couldn't control herself.

She tightened her hand holding Xie Yuan's arm again, looked at Hemian and said:

"Do you know?...My mother is a rare beauty. When she was young and beautiful, she was favored by her father. She was established as a queen and had a noble status. Later, she successfully gave birth to a prince and settled in the position of queen.

With glory and wealth and grace, people will think that she is the most noble and happiest woman in the world.

But it is not.

My mother once told me that the most noble and happiest person in the world is not the queen, but the princess. A favored legitimate princess has enough wealth and status, and has enough backing and willfulness.

You can choose a prince consort you like and force him to love me wholeheartedly, and you don’t have to compete for favor with other women. If you don’t like it, you can change it.”

Princess Huaizhen said, her bright almond eyes were sad, and then said:

"...and these are not something that a queen can do. When she told me this, her eyes were very dark, with envy and sadness.

She also said, let me be the most noble and happiest princess, and live out her happiness and willfulness for her.

I think she is right. I have been through this. At least, before I met you, I always wanted to be in the wind and rain. Except for being careful in front of my father, I never had much to worry about other people.

They don’t like me and need to hold it in. I don’t like people, I beat people and scold them whenever I say I’m wronged.”

She said, raised her head, looked at Xie Yuan's side face, and said slowly:

"But after meeting you, everything is different."

Xie Yuandanfeng's eyes shook and did not speak.

"Because I found that what my mother said, wealth, rights, status and status cannot really guarantee that a person will have the best of everything, and that they will have the wind and rain. But before, I had wealth and rights, and I always wanted wealth and rights, and I never wanted anything else... so I felt that life was happy."

When Xie Yuan heard this, his lips moved and he was about to say something.

Princess Huaizhen suddenly looked at her obsessively and asked:

"Mr. Concubine, if... I mean if..." She really didn't want to admit that Xie Yuan was a girl, so she swallowed the words "you are a man" and asked directly,

"Can you and I look like a different person? ... The zither and the sound of the sound of the couple is loving?"

Xie Yuan looked at Princess Huaizhen's eyes full of hope and yearning, as if in another world, there was such a result that could make up for her regrets.

Xie Yuan withdrew his gaze and looked at the riverside, pursed his lips, and said with some emotion for a while:

"I thought before that, if there was such an ‘if’... Then the position of Chen Liuzhen was mine. My relationship with my father is closer, and he was valued by him. I have a lot to discuss and talk about.

My mother has no regrets, no panic, and will not carry her concubines against her will. They can live a lifetime of affection. I don’t have to run away from home, nor will I go to the battlefield..."

Xie Yuanyue said that his voice became smaller and smaller, and his eyes gradually became blurred, but this confusion and sadness only lasted for a very short moment.

She lowered her head and said decisively:

"I didn't think so later... Without this kind of if, it's not. It's meaningless to worry and regret. Why not just live out the results I want based on my original appearance."

Princess Huaizhen looked at her side face, withdrew her gaze in disappointment, and murmured for a while:

"You said it lightly, that's because the result you want is nothing more than being a general...how easy.

The result I want is no matter how hard I try."

When Xie Yuan heard her say "but" and "how easy", he almost blurted out in anger:

You are a princess with a rich and elegant style, and you have never tried anything. Do you know what is easy and what is difficult?!

Have you ever been hungry? Have you ever been injured? Do you know what it would be like to have a battle and corpses everywhere?!

But Xie Yuan held back and said nothing... She bit her lip and turned her head impatiently to the side and stopped looking at her.

The little sympathy and affection she had just developed for Princess Huaizhen was defeated all at once.

Princess Huaizhen was not happy when she saw that she had obviously had a temper. So she raised her chin and cried aggrievedly, while saying angrily:

"What? Did I say it wrong? What is my sentence wrong? I just want you... Isn't it difficult to be my real husband? If it is not difficult, you can kiss me now."

Xie Yuan did not answer her words with a cold face, but just looked at the lake, and said patiently and coldly:

"It's dark, let's put the river lanterns on it. I've put it back, and there are still many things I haven't done."

Princess Huaizhen held her rosy lips, as if she was covered with a lot of grievance, and her tears fell down with a "smack" and she didn't say anything for a long time.

She cried for a while before wiping her tears, raised her hand to rush the palace servant behind her and asked for the river lantern.

When the river lantern was brought, the wick was already ignited. The pink lotus lantern leaves were illuminated transparently, and the light reflected was particularly beautiful.

Princess Huaizhen carefully held the lamp, reached in front of Xie Yuan's eyes and said:

"I agreed to take one person and let's put it together."
Chapter completed!