Suspicion is like planting a seed, taking root, sprouting, and growing day by day.

I began to notice many details that I had not noticed before:

They, those believers who claim to be "compatriots", seem to be accustomed to attributing disasters and misfortunes to dragons and never talk about the evidence; they define supernatural powers related to "dragons" as evil, but do not trace back

source.

There is no doubt that most of them are afraid of dragons and hate dragons. Even if they don't understand dragons at all.

It's like...human beings once feared and hated me.

The malice of the divine organization towards dragons made me see my own future...

Even the priest whom I most admire and trust is no exception.

After all, he is the one who instructs the words and deeds of the Divine Domain organization, and it is he who leads the spread of everything about "dragons being the chief of all evils".

I'm very curious, once the priest learns my "secret", what will he think of me?

A monster who can speak the language of dragons, a sad experimental subject, has deceived the truth and suddenly transformed into the most noble priest of the God's Domain organization. Isn't this a fatal irony?

The priest, who has a long way to go, will never allow such irony to exist.

What I'm more curious about is why Kuhl didn't expose my "secret"...

He doesn't look like the kind of well-intentioned person who would cover up for "the same kind of people".

But why did he choose to remain silent?

…

Maybe some questions will never have answers.

…

Endless suspicions and delusions hold me back all day long.

I can't control my mind, but fortunately I'm not good at talking like ordinary people.

No one noticed my change.

However, every time I look at the gentle eyes of the priest... those deep and charming eyes always seem to remind me who gave me everything I have now! Who is my savior?

, my destination...

No matter what, I want to stay with him.

Even though I knew I would be abandoned and executed one day, I still wanted to stay by his side.

As long as I can see his face every day, hear his peaceful and magnetic voice, even if I just realize that he is "with me", I can live calmly.

Live with an ominous "secret".

I tried my best to convince myself...

I want to...convince myself...

And try to find evidence that he has nothing to do with dragons.

If Kuhl's ridicule is just a misunderstanding, and I have nothing to do with dragons at all! Then everything will be back on track.

I can stay in God's Realm with peace of mind and forget those troublesome... details.

But how can it be that easy?

Proving that mermaids are not dragons is as abstract as proving that dragons are the source of all evil.

I tried it and just didn't get an answer.

However, not everything was gained in this process.

I found some other evidence of identity, which has nothing to do with whether I am a dragon or not, but is related to my sad past...

It was a body donation letter.

An unfamiliar name was written on the front page of the file, and the photo next to it was the face I was most familiar with - that was me.

Suffering from a strange disease and succumbing to treatment, the patient's parents respected the child's wishes and donated the child's body to relevant scientific research institutions...

Only then did I know——

It turns out that I am not an orphan.

I have a family, relatives, and an identity that is no different from ordinary people.

Before my "remains" were sent to the laboratory as a donation, there was no experimental subject codenamed "Ariel" in the world, and of course, there would not be the current secret weapon of God's Domain.

And these donation documents are lying in the safe under the name of the priest...

The truth always comes unexpectedly.

The savior I thought was the creator of my tragic life!

but--

This is not the whole truth.

When I tried to find my biological parents, I found that they had died in an accident. The month after the donation was completed.

…

Really, was it an accident?

To this day, those things can no longer be traced...

But I'm not a fool. I don't believe there are such wonderful coincidences in the world.

Sadly, even though the answer is right in front of me, my heart is numb...

Perhaps this is due to the fact that my memory of that period has been completely lost, so that losing a "relative" seems so unreal to me.

I can't even muster the energy to re-understand them and my own past... That past, which must be heavy, has no meaning anymore...

Confused and disappointed are not enough to describe my state of mind.

It was as if I had opened Pandora's box, and the bad news that came out one after another was shattering my original beliefs!

However, in this silent fragmentation, I could never ignite my hatred for the priest.

In the few years of memory I have, everything about this man has taken over.

His gentle whispers, movements and demeanor, his preference and care are all indelible marks on me... It is undeniable that he shaped me, gave me a new life, and allowed me to enjoy an extraordinary destiny.

hehe……

Maybe now, I should admit that I am a "monster".

A pathetic and cold-blooded alien.

downright……

The darkness and cold water submerged me, and the slow buzzing sound from the bottom of the sea seemed to remind me:

"At least something should be done."

…

I am no longer obsessed with getting rid of my relationship with dragons, just as I am no longer obsessed with staying with that person.

The person I once admired and trusted the most, when I re-examined his actions, words and deeds through the truth... I only saw the weakness wrapped in hypocrisy.

False words, false emotions, and weak beliefs.

His deep affection is just a show, and his giving is just bait thrown out for profit.

His voice and tone are still fascinating, but what is wrapped in the beautiful words is his subtle mental control.

From beginning to end, he only regarded me as a tool to achieve his goals.

so……

"I should at least do something."

Even if I have no meaning in living anymore.

No foundation, no kindred, no home.

but……

"I should at least do something."

…

The opportunity still came.

They decided to use me as a trump card to punish the person who killed Kuhl, that is, the dragon identity card holder and super-evolved person who killed Kuhl.

It is said that he is full of evil and powerful.

"This man hunted down many dragon card holders, and poor Kull was also brought to his table." Mr. Bald Eagle ridiculed.

This is their attitude towards dragons, even if this guy Kuhl is a "servant" of God's Domain.

"When that guy hunted Kull, he was still at the peak of the five states. He just jumped through the levels and completed the hunt. Now, he has entered the sixth state." Ms. Rainbow chatted and laughed, "We almost let the tiger go back to the mountain."
To be continued...