After Guo Kunnan returned to his dormitory, he kept waiting for his good friend. He waited until 11:30 in the evening, but still could not get any news from Kaiquan.

He couldn't wait any longer, so he sat up from the bed, took an umbrella and went out in the dark.

It was raining heavily outside, the air was filled with moisture, the wind was howling, and Guo Kunnan was shivering with cold in the corridor.

With his strong thirst for knowledge, he defeated the idea of ​​going back to bed.

Guo Kunnan broke into the rainy night and sneaked out through the small iron door next to the dormitory door.

He was wearing sandals, with his trouser legs rolled up to his knees, and stepped on the cement floor of the campus. A large area of ​​stagnant water flowed through the soles of his feet, making him lose his sleep.

Guo Kunnan was worried about being discovered by people from the security office, so he did not dare to turn on the flashlight, so he could only use the faint light at night to move forward.

"Where is Kaiquan?" Guo Kunnan stood between the teaching buildings.

He thought that if Kaiquan's confession was successful, he would definitely congratulate him. However, it had been more than an hour and he had not received any news from Kaiquan. He had only one answer:

'Brother Quan, failed.'

Guo Kunnan turned to the playground.

As he walked forward, he saw a figure in the rain.

The figure stood dejectedly on the ground, washed away by the heavy rain, looking extremely sad and miserable.

Guo Kunnan didn't say a word. He silently walked to Kaiquan's side and held up a black umbrella to shield him from the heavy rain.

Silent for a long time.

Shan Kaiquan's voice was hoarse: "Brother Nan, I don't want to live anymore."

It was so uncomfortable for him. He had liked Bai Yuxia for so long. All his efforts, struggles, and motivation came from Bai Yuxia.

Countless times he persisted in exercising, countless times in answering questions, and countless times he had the thought of giving up.

You can obviously live a relaxed life, but why do you have to be so tired?

But every time before giving up, he would always think of Bai Yuxia's smile, which made everything worth it.

But tonight, the happiness outlined in his mind completely collapsed.

He has nothing left.

The huge emptiness overwhelmed his faith.

He used to be like a spinning top that kept spinning wildly, but now the power is gone and he can't turn.

Life is so boring.

Guo Kunnan heard his despair.

He sighed. He had been through this before and had fallen out of love several times, so he had more experience.

Seeing Kaiquan's current desolation, he couldn't bear it, so he patted him on the shoulder and reminded:

"Brother Quan, it's time to go back, we have classes tomorrow."

"Even if you ask for leave, the most you can do is ask for early self-study, otherwise the head teacher should notify the parents."

Shan Kaiquan's pain is getting worse. Even though it's like this, he still has to go to class. Why is life so difficult?

"Brother Nan, tell me, if I were better, Bai Yuxia wouldn't reject me?"

He still has a sense of luck.

Guo Kunnan advised: "You are already very good."

Shan Kaiquan: "Then why doesn't she like me?"

Guo Kunnan understands it very well: "Love is unreasonable."

Shan Kaiquan held his head again, revealing his most vulnerable side. He choked and said:

"Brother Nan, I want to cry."

"I feel like I could cry right now."

"I have a headache, I can't stand it anymore."

"I will never like her again."

Shan Kaiquan swore with tears that he had never been as uncomfortable as he is today.

Of course Guo Kunnan supported the good brother, he praised:

"Kaiquan, life is worth living. You will behave well in the future and prove it to her. Let Bai Yuxia know that she is just an ordinary woman!"

Shan Kaiquan: "She is not ordinary."

Guo Kunnan was confused: "?"

…

In the end, Shan Kaiquan left the playground.

After returning to the dormitory, Guo Kunnan turned on the flashlight and prepared two bags of isatis root for him.

Shan Kaiquan drank isatis root and fell into a deep sleep.

the next morning.

"It's time for morning self-study." Hu Jun got up from the bed.

After Guo Kunnan got up, he asked his good brother, "Are you okay?"

Shan Kaiquan was soaked in the heavy rain for more than an hour yesterday, but he didn't get sick, he just lost his soul.

He went to the classroom in a daze, and looked at where Bai Yuxia was as usual.

Bai Yuxia has arrived. She is wearing a white coat and is spotless.

Shan Kaiquan wanted to say hello, but he was no longer qualified.

Shan Kaiquan felt sad: 'Yes, she rejected me, what relationship does she have with me?'

He no longer looked at Bai Yuxia.

The back row of the classroom.

Wang Longlong noticed something unusual and asked, "Brother Quan is not in good condition today."

Guo Kunnan shook his head and said nothing.

Cui Yu wandered into the classroom. He walked with a breeze and shouted:

"Let's play music and dance!"

People are not pessimistic. Shan Kaiquan felt so uncomfortable that he was about to die, but Cui Yu was in a very good mood.

Last night he transformed into a trumpet and chatted late into the night with the aunt who was added to QQ. Although it was painful, he was one step closer to torturing Zhang Chi.

Sacrificing a little for the great plan is nothing. Men are like wine, the more it is brewed, the more mellow it becomes.

Ma Shicheng looked at Guo Kunnan: "Did you fail?"

Guo Kunnan was stunned for a moment, and then he understood what Brother Ma was talking about.

"Failed." He sighed.

As soon as Cui Yu entered the door, he saw Guo Kunnan's bad appearance. He said nonsensically: "What's wrong, are you broken up in love?"

Guo Kunnan was shocked, how could Cui Yu know?

Fortunately, Cui Yu didn't ask in detail.

Self-study started early.

The students in the class were reading in the morning, memorizing classical Chinese, memorizing history books, memorizing words, and various sounds were mixed together.

In the past, Shan Kaiquan was also one of the endorsers, but now, he is no longer the one.

He couldn't stand reading at all, couldn't study at all, and was surrounded by pain and emptiness.

Shan Kaiquan used strong perseverance to restrain himself from looking towards Bai Yuxia.

He lowered his head and bit the meat in his mouth as soon as he wanted to look at Bai Yuxia.

The pain that comes from the deepest part of the heart amplifies through the whole body.

Shan Kaiquan silently put on his Bluetooth headphones and played a sad emotional song.

Let his pain spread.

After breaking up, he listened to love songs. The more he listened, the sadder he became. He held the Chinese textbook and was immersed in the sad mood, gradually ignoring the sound of reading around him.

Those noises could no longer disturb him.

In the whole world, he is the only one.

It's great, so he can lick his wounds alone.

He heard a classic old song. When he listened to it in the past, he didn't understand it and felt it was pretentious. But now that he listened to it again, Shan Kaiquan finally understood the meaning of the lyrics.

He was so moved by the lyrics that he couldn't help but sing along and experience the state of mind.

At first, his singing voice was not loud, and the students around him were all endorsing it, so no one could hear him.

Shan Kaiquan was immersed in the singing, and he thought of Bai Yuxia again, and was emotionally moved by the scene, and the scenes from the past played in his mind again.

He likes someone who is out of reach, and in order to be able to match her, he tries his best to keep evolving, just to be able to match her.

In his heart, she is not only a girl he likes, but also his spiritual sustenance.

Shan Kaiquan was so devoted that he sang so affectionately that he almost made himself cry!
To be continued...